Long Xiushui raised her head and looked at Wen Nuan, her eyes seemed to be searching for something else through her. Wen Nuan didn't like this feeling very much and was very repulsive, but she couldn't bear to say anything. Long Xiushui said, "The last time I saw you
When I was young, my brows were deeply furrowed and I looked haggard, but now I look rosy and happy.”
The preface did not match the postscript, and Nuan Nuan sighed, she thought, this is her mother, there is no need for her to be so alert, so fully alert, it seems that the child in her belly feels it, and there is a sense of tension.
"Yes, I was very sad last time. I had just had a miscarriage and had some accidents with Fei Mo. I was in a bad mood. Du Yueying told me about the curse again. I was hesitant, afraid and anxious, and naturally I feel haggard.
"More." Wen Nuan said bluntly, "You have seen that the man I was with last time was my husband. We were divorced and we are getting married again this time."
"I know." Long Xiushui said, and she smiled, "You look like a good match."
"I remember you once said, let me leave him, we should not get married. Now, you say that we are very suitable. I don't know what you mean. Can you directly explain your purpose? I am not very smart, no
I know how to guess other people's thoughts, so why don't you just tell me directly." Wen Nuan said with a smile, not intending to waste time with Long Xiushui like this.
"You seem to resent me."
"No!" Nuan Nuan said, "Although you are my mother, we have never known each other. If it were not for the curse, I would not have known that I had a mother. In my heart, the Wen family will always be my home. I have parents.
, I don’t know why you gave me up for adoption, but I thank you for giving me a pair of good parents and a lovely sister. My brother came back to me. I shouldn’t have had so many relatives, but you gave me
Yes, if you had not given me away, I might not know what my fate would have been like today. No matter what, I will not resent you."
"I understand." Long Xiushui smiled. Her biological daughter said such words to her face. She didn't seem to be sad at all. Nuan Nuan thought, she has always lived in the world of her and her father and has not come out, so the emotions of others will not affect others.
To her, this is a very lucky thing.
She was neither sad nor happy. She couldn't tell what this uncomfortable feeling was. She just felt uncomfortable and felt a faint pain in her lower abdomen. The child seemed to feel the mother's pressure and discomfort and protested mischievously.
Wen Nuan smiled bitterly and put her hand gently on her lower abdomen, which was still flat now. She wanted to calm down the painful feeling.
"What are you looking for me for?
"Warmth..." Long Xiushui called her name for the first time. She lowered her head, as if she was caught in a memory, "I have no intention of hurting you, and your brother, you are my children, but Ziming is dead,
I have no intention of living anymore. I was afraid that I would not be able to raise you, so I gave you all away to be raised. The curse... Haha, the curse of the Long family really kills people. It is so vicious. I want to break the curse.
, but your father saved me with his life and sacrificed himself. My life was bought by him. I am not qualified to die. I promised him to raise you. So I didn’t watch you grow up safely. I couldn’t
Don't worry, I know I can't raise you. If you follow me, you will die sooner or later, so I gave it to others to raise you."
Wen Nuan couldn't understand her thoughts, nor could he understand why he must die if he followed her, but it was no longer important, it really wasn't important anymore, the past could not be traced back, what happened in the past, it would be useless to talk about it now.
She didn't feel any sadness at all, and she couldn't understand Long Xiushui's original situation. She didn't seem to need Nuan Nuan to understand, she just stated a fact. Nuan Nuan wanted to ask her about the curse, but she was afraid of feeling uncomfortable if she asked, so she simply
No more questions.
Long Xiushui smiled and asked, "Don't ask about the curse."
Nuan Nuan thought, her smile is really beautiful, just like a white camellia, still as bright as a girl, there are really very few traces of time on her face, beauty is beautiful, but there is no sparkle.
"I don't want to ask anymore. The curse can no longer stop me from being with him, so I don't care anymore." Nuan Nuan said. Long Xiushui smiled lightly, "You are more open-minded than me."
She did not deny that Long Xiushui seemed to be a stubborn person, so he would go to extreme lengths for so many years. In fact, it did not have to be like this. Only open-minded people can achieve happiness.
"You don't ask, but I want to tell you that there is no curse on you." Long Xiushui said, her eyes widened in warmth, and she couldn't help but touch her shoulders, "What did you say?"
Long Xiushui sighed, "I used the Long family's witchcraft when I was pregnant with you, so you were not born an heir. But I didn't want to be forced by the Long family to give birth to an heir again, so I tattooed it on your shoulder."
A butterfly. Who knows the butterflies of the Long family better than me? The butterfly tattooed by me is just like a real birthmark. Besides, you are my daughter. They will definitely not pursue it in detail, so they gave up quickly.
suspicion."
Wen Nuan was shocked. After being in trouble for a long time, she turned out to be not the heir of the Long family. She was ecstatic. If not, she would no longer have to worry about it in the future. But then there was a burst of anger, "Why, why didn't you tell me at the beginning? Why did you
You didn't tell me when we were on the island?"
If she had said that, she and Feimo would not have wasted this year. When Ye Feimo was seriously ill, she would not have left him, hurt him, or abandoned him. It was too much.
"I never thought that you would meet someone from the Du family. I gave you to your mother. I hope she will raise you up, be healthy and happy all your life, and never know about the curse. When your mother came to the island to find me
, I know what happened to you, and I feel very sorry. At that time, I thought you were determined to get a divorce, and I didn’t have the face to see you two, so I simply didn’t say anything. Later, I advised you not to get married because
After you left, someone from the Long family came to see me. He was a cousin I trusted very much. For more than ten years, I thought the Long family had an heir. However, he told me that there was no... There is no heir in this generation of the Long family, so
The daughter of the Long family may give birth to an heir. Even if she is not an heir, you are the direct bloodline and have the best chance. So I am afraid that if you get married and give birth to a child, you will give birth to a daughter with a birthmark and let the tragedy cycle from generation to generation. I am very conflicted. If you don't
You know the pain, the pain of knowing that your daughter will die soon and will be cursed all her life. When you become a mother, you will know." Long Xiushui's voice was low and full of pain.
Nuan Nuan understood. It turned out that Long Xiushui originally thought that she would not give birth to an heir, and that it must be another Long family member, so she sent her away to save her from pain and grow up peacefully and without worries for the rest of her life. She could
Getting married and having children was unrelated. Later, when she found out that the Long family had no heirs, she was afraid that she would get married and have children, which would lead to a cycle of tragedy from generation to generation.
I see……
She thought that Long Xiushui didn't like her, so she wouldn't bless her even when she got married, but it turned out that she was actually doing it for her, and was heartbroken. She couldn't understand Long Xiushui's mood in the past, but now she can.
If you know that your daughter will be cursed throughout her life and will not be able to achieve happiness, whoever is willing to be a mother might as well not have a daughter in the first place to avoid suffering. If she is in pain, so is her daughter, and the tragedy will cycle from generation to generation.
She didn't know whether to thank Long Xiushui or resent Long Xiushui. She felt very conflicted.
"Why does the Long family have no heirs in this generation?"
"I don't know." Long Xiushui said, "Such a situation has never happened, so I don't know, so I am also worried. Nuan Nuan, I am telling you, just to make you mentally prepared. You want to get married and have children.
, you decide for yourself whether you want to take the risk or not.”
"You decided to take the risk when you decided to give birth to me." Nuan Nuan said. Long Xiushui nodded and smiled Nuan Nuan, "Then why do you have to ask me? I'm already pregnant with the child. I don't know whether it's a boy or a girl. Even if it's a girl, even if it's a girl,
There is a curse, but I still have thirty years of fate with her, and I can still love and pamper her for thirty years. Thirty years is enough, and I don’t think my children will blame me."
Long Xiushui smiled bitterly. She had thought the same way at the beginning. Since Wen Nuan completely understood her thoughts, it also meant that Wen Nuan did not blame her at all.
Wen Nuan said, "I have no talent for the witchcraft of the Long family. I have grown up in City A these years. After leaving the Long family, I am basically not considered a daughter of the Long family, so the daughter I give birth to will definitely not
She is the heir, my daughter’s surname is Ye, and she is the daughter of the Ye family.”
She completely believed that she was not a lucky person and would definitely be lucky, so she would definitely not give birth to a daughter with a birthmark. The knot that had been weighing on Wen Nuan for a long time was finally solved. She was very afraid of Long Xiushui coming to see her at first.
She was deeply afraid that Long Xiushui would say something to stop her from getting married, but she didn't expect that Long Xiushui would bring her such good news. She thought this was her best wedding gift.
The best wedding gift, although her fate was shallow since she was a child, is still her biological mother. She also hopes that she will live well.
Blood is thicker than water.
"Thank you for bringing me such great news." Wen Nuan thanked her sincerely, and Long Xiushui shook his head, "Chengtian said, you have decided to get married. I think it is time to let you know. You can choose your own future.
Let’s go.”
Wen Nuan nodded. She drank the coffee. The coffee was already cold and must be very bitter. Wen Nuan didn't know if Long Xiushui wanted her to call her mother. She couldn't call her mother. She was really unfamiliar with Long Xiushui.
Maybe the bond between mother and daughter is too shallow in this life.
