When Mo Yao was looking for Bai Ye, he and Suman went out. According to Dinah, they were really busy right now and there were a lot of light bulbs at home, so they hid away for a romantic night. The light bulbs in the Su family waved indifferently, and Ye
Wei hooked up with Mo Jue and asked him if he wanted to go out. Mo Jue naturally wanted to go out, so the couple also went out, and Mo Ye and Shi Yi naturally went out too. Anyway, Suman's family had a lot of cars, and one of Bai Ye's hobbies was collecting cars.
car.
Mo Yao wanted to ask Bai Ye about things, but he delayed. Xiaobai had eaten and drank enough, and slept very well. He was getting bored. The house was quiet. Mo Xiaobai went to find Mo Yao. Mo Yao was dealing with things, sending and receiving emails. Mo Xiaobai jumped.
After getting on his bed, the quilt was lifted to cover her. Mo Yao looked back at him and asked, "What are you doing?"
"Boring, mommy and daddy are all going out. Boss, why don't we go out too." Mo Xiaobai suggested with interest, and Mo Yao said, "We're just going out today."
"The night view in Riyadh is the most beautiful, and it's cool at night. I want to eat barbecue and drink beer." Mo Xiaobai missed the days of eating barbecue and drinking beer on the beach. It was so refreshing. Recently, his food has been very light, and his mouth is very light.
Want to eat food with strong taste.
Mo Yao said, "You can't drink alcohol for the time being. During the period of detoxification, you have to give up everything. Eat according to the recipes. This is good for your health." Mo Yao said with a smile. He liked chatting with Mo Xiaobai about daily life like this.
Mo Xiaobai rolled around in the quilt and asked Mo Yao to go out. His reason was very upright. No one knew about it anyway. It would be okay to drink a little beer. Mo Yao looked at him with a half-smile, "Don't you want your pretty face?"
The words hit the spot. Mo Xiaobai thought of his handsome face and the wrinkles on his face, and immediately gave in. Appetite is very important, but face is even more important. Mo Yao was busy in front of the computer, and Xiaobai came over,
"Boss, you are always so busy, when are you going to travel?"
"Do not have time."
"Yes, yes, I'm almost done with drug addiction anyway. Why don't we travel and go back to Rome together? Ji Bing happens to be in Rome as well. You haven't met me yet, boss," Mo Xiaobai suggested excitedly.
Mo Yao's typing fingers paused for a moment, then continued typing, and replied emotionlessly, "Well, I haven't seen it before."
"I'll introduce you to him when we get back."
Mo Yao suddenly felt irritable. His typing fingers were completely out of control. He made a few typos. Mo Yao remained silent. Mo Xiaobai yawned and fell asleep on Mo Yao's bed with peace of mind. Mo Yao said, "Go back to your room and sleep."
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"No." Mo Xiaobai refused, "I don't want to be alone in the room."
Mo Yao felt heartbroken when he heard it. Xiaobai lost part of his memory, but he did not forget the fear in his consciousness, which made him resist being alone in the room. He went back to his room to sleep the night before yesterday. Maybe he had endured it for two days.
One night, if I really didn't want to be wronged, I came over to sleep with him.
Mo Xiaobai became addicted to drugs when he came back, and then fell asleep again. Now he is in good spirits and not sleepy. He does not surf the Internet or play games. From the book on Mo Yao's desk, Mo Yao did not
Mo Xiaobai saw it before he could grab it. It was a book about multiple personalities and memory confusion. He found it from Bai Ye's study. Bai Ye and Suman's study rooms contained the world's most professional books on medicine, spirituality,
They have top-notch books on psychology, viruses, computers, etc., and you can find them at any time. He tried to find out for himself the reason why Mo Xiaobai was abnormal today, so he took a book on multiple personalities and memory confusion.
I also picked up a book on schizophrenia and a book on psychology, which I planned to read after I dealt with the matter.
Mo Xiaobai flipped through the books. The content in this category was so boring that Xiaobai wanted to sleep. His favorite books were different from Mo Yao's. Mo Yao liked to read professional books, and he would read any books that were helpful to his work.
Look. Mo Xiaobai prefers to read some novels. He reads all kinds of novels. He prefers suspense and reasoning. The two of them have different choices of books. Mo Xiaobai gave up after turning two pages of such boring content.
"Boss, why are you studying this kind of book?" Mo Xiaobai asked, putting the book back and taking the other two books over. Mo Yao didn't stop him and said calmly, "If you see something interesting in the study this afternoon, take it and read it."
At first glance, there is no particular reason."
"Boss, don't read this kind of book. If you read too much, people will become nervous." Mo Xiaobai threw the book away and went back to sleep. He was really bored and read the psychology book. There was a case in it.
It tells the story of a boy who was harassed and abused by his stepfather since he was a child. Over time, he split into two personalities, a man and a woman. The woman is strong and the man is weak. When the man is attacked, his spirit splits into a woman to protect himself, so his
On the other hand, he killed his stepfather and escaped legal punishment. Mo Xiaobai found it unbelievable. How could a person be differentiated into such a personality?
Mo Yao has not researched this kind of case. There are too many kinds of mental illnesses and mental illnesses in the world. They will not study every one thoroughly. Mo Xiaobai is not interested in books, so he just looks at cases. From cases
Look at your own analysis and that of experts, and ask Mo Yao whenever you have a different point of view. Mo Yao is very patient and tries his best to follow Mo Xiaobai's thoughts at the moment and look at the problem from the same perspective as him.
After Mo Yao had handled the matter, Mo Xiaobai had almost finished reading the cases. After all, his health was much worse and his physical strength was not good. He even fell asleep while reading. Mo Yao looked at him distressedly, put the book away, and continued to work.
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Ye Wei came back to see Mo Xiaobai. He was not in the room, so she came over to Mo Yao's side. When she saw that Mo Xiaobai was sleeping soundly on his bed, Ye Wei didn't say anything and only asked, "
Are you okay if you go out today?"
Mo Yao thought for a moment and shook his head. Ye Wei nodded and closed the door. Mo Yao looked back at Xiao Bai and returned his eyes to the computer. It's okay. Everything is fine.
The next day, Mo Yao went to Bai Ye to ask about Mo Xiaobai's situation, mentioning his abnormal attacks, confused memories, and abnormalities on the beach. Bai Ye was not shocked at all, as if he had known this would happen, and Mo Xiaobai
Yao asked, "What on earth is going on?"
Bai Ye said, "This is normal. I originally planned to tell you later, but I didn't expect that his attack would happen so quickly. Xiao Bai's memory will occasionally be confused. This is the result of his forced suppression. Once a person's memory exists in the consciousness, it is difficult to eliminate it.
Yes, there is no complete loss of memory. Even if Ye Wei's memory was washed away by Mo Jue, it is the same reason. Xiaobai has made his memory confused now. He can't remember what happened in which period of his life. He can replace it at will
.That's because he was psychologically traumatized and he didn't want to remember, so he chose the part of the memory that could be replaced, and made up a story to connect it together to make himself believe. This was easier for him to accept. But his memory does exist.
, once stimulated, this part of the memory will pop up. Once the source of stimulation is gone, this memory will be hidden by him. As for sex..."
Bai Ye touched his nose in distress and expressed his helplessness, "This is one of the sequelae caused by drugs. He may have to wait until his drug addiction is completely eliminated before he can recover. Speaking of which... this is the first time I have encountered such a case.
It really caught me off guard.”
Mo Yao narrowed his eyes, "When will such an abnormal reaction happen?"
Bai Ye spread his hands, "It depends on Xiao Bai's mood, I don't know."
"Did he have an attack? When he was in the detoxification room?" Mo Yao broke the casserole and asked.
white night,"……"
Mo Yao continued to ask, "You helped him solve the problem, so Uncle Suman is unhappy?"
A rare embarrassment in Bai Ye's life appeared on his cheeks. Mo Yao felt that this incident was really thunderous. Bai Ye explained, "It's not what you imagined. Mo Yao, Xiaobai is just a child to me. I have always regarded you as...
My child, so you should understand that I treat him like a father to a child, or you can think of it like a doctor to a patient. Xiaobai cannot make mistakes during that period. We must find ways to help him get through that period.
Naturally, I will not let Suman come during this difficult time. He will be irritated when he sees you, so naturally I will not let you come."
"I know."
Bai Yejue's own explanation was not enough, but Mo Yao thought thoughtfully, "He is not normal, right?"
"Is this normal?" Bai Ye asked back.
Mo Yao nodded, and Bai Ye suddenly looked at Mo Yao's lips a little lewdly, "Hey, boy, did you do it?"
Mo Yao was thinking about other things. Bai Ye asked him absent-mindedly and hummed. Bai Ye pointed at him awkwardly, "Hey, Xiao Bai looks like this now, can you do it?"
Of course he knew that it was Mo Xiaobai who took the initiative and was very proactive, but this was a bit too exciting for him. Although he was grateful to God for leaving this job to Mo Yao, Bai Ye was a little worried about Mo Xiaobai.
body of.
Mo Yao realized what he had said, his face turned red, and he hurriedly explained, "It's not what you think, I'm not with him..."
Bai Ye looked at his lips with ambiguous eyes. Mo Yao felt that he was such an idiot for coming to Bai Ye to ask about this matter, but Bai Ye felt even more obscenely happy, "Afterwards, he completely forgot about it, right?"
Mo Yao nodded, and Bai Ye said, "It's normal."
Mo Yao feels extremely aggrieved. What situation is considered abnormal in your eyes?
Bai Ye said, "Are there any questions? I still need to study Xiaobai's follow-up detoxification treatment."
Mo Yao asked, "Will his condition last until he completely quits drugs?"
"Maybe."
"What do you mean should?" The doctor's tone was really depressing. He always should, probably, try his best... Bai Ye said, "I can't give you a specific answer. I can only say that it's not unexpected, and I have to wait for him.
Take another test once you are completely free of drug addiction."
Mo Yao still didn't know something, "You said that he would regain his memory when he was stimulated. And if you have a problem, who stimulated him?"
Mo Yao vaguely knew the answer, but didn't want to accept it. Bai Ye sighed, "Mo Yao, why bother asking? Who else is there besides you?"
"So, he doesn't want to see me or be with me. He feels burdened and pressured, so that's why?" Mo Yao asked with a bitter tone. Bai Ye shook his head, "You can think about it from another angle.
Regarding this issue, I can tell you responsibly that the Xiaobai during this period is the most real Xiaobai you have ever seen. There is no chance for you to meet him in the future. So, silly boy, enjoy your time. This is the most realistic Xiaobai.
You won't be able to see the real him when he fully recovers and has more thoughts, or when his memories come back, the impact of this period of time will make him feel autistic and self-loathing.
His temperament will change greatly. You have to spend more time to help him get over the psychological trauma during this period, and even if he gets out of it, he will not be so simple and frank."
Mo Yao didn't understand Bai Ye's words. Bai Ye said meaningfully, "This kind of thing can only be felt but not talked about. Feel it for yourself."
Mo Yao had been restless all day. Eleven asked him what was bothering him. Mo Yao shook his head and didn't want to say anything. He was used to telling Eleven about many things, but he really didn't know how to express this matter.
Come up with your own ideas.
Eleven said, "What did Bai Ye tell you? About Xiao Bai?"
Mo Yao continued to shake his head. At night, Mo Xiaobai came to sleep with Mo Yao again. Since that night, he came to sleep with Mo Yao. Mo Yao was very careful not to irritate him, lest he develop a big problem. He was dressed carefully.
Working strictly and seriously, just like the most devout believer, with no emotions or desires, Mo Xiaobai's first three nights were normal.
So Mo Yao felt relieved. He felt that maybe he was overthinking, and Mo Xiaobai's abnormal impulse did not happen anytime and anywhere. However, that night, Mo Yao was working at the desk, and Mo Xiaobai asked him to come to bed out of boredom.
, Mo Yao thought for a while, turned off the computer and took the book to read. Mo Xiaobai suddenly changed his expression while chatting with him, and covered his head in pain. He often had migraines and had attacks from time to time. Mo Yao threw the book away and pulled it.
Mo Xiaobai held his hand to prevent him from hurting himself. Mo Xiaobai waved his hand to keep him away. An illusion appeared in front of his eyes. The terrifying scene in the prison came to mind again. Xiaobai directly reflected this fear in his body language. He had to do
Something to ease his pain at the moment. Obviously, Mo Yao is the best candidate.
Mo Yao hugged him and tried to talk to him to distract him, but it was useless, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'll help you..."
