Gu Baobao looked at Mo Chen with wide eyes, as if he didn't understand what Mo Chen said. His voice was very loud. The two of them had been flirting, kissing and noisy on the street, which aroused others' suspicion. Now Mo Chen is acting like this.
Yelling, and others pointing fingers, Gu Baobao has been hiding from the public eye for the past few years. Although she thinks her babies are her glory and her greatest wealth, her father thinks they are a shame, so he warns her
Gu Baobao, never appear in a crowd to avoid being photographed and having the details dug out to shame him and country C.
So Gu Baobao has always disliked being the focus of the public, but Mo Chen's words shocked her. She seemed to have forgotten the discomfort and looked at Mo Chen blankly. Mo Chen held her shoulders with increasing strength.
"Baby, I don't want to beat around the bush with you. I don't want to waste time with you. We have wasted ten years. I don't want to hide it from you anymore, and I don't want to have to love you secretly like in the past."
"We don't even know each other..." Gu Baobao murmured to himself. Mo Chen suddenly smiled and stared into her eyes tenderly, as if he wanted to see into her heart, "Baby, you are deceiving me, and you are also deceiving yourself.
How could we not know each other? You already think of me. You should also think of all the things we did during college. You chased me so crazy. Maybe there are some interesting things that I don’t know. I’m waiting for you to tell me one by one.
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Mo Chen expected it well. Gu Baobao remembered it. In fact, she deliberately didn't think about these memories. They became blurry after a long time. But when someone mentioned it, the memory became clear again. She remembered all the memories from college, especially about this man.
of.
However……
"But you don't like me." Gu Baobao broke away from him again, took a few steps back to prevent Mo Chen from getting close, and looked at Mo Chen with a somewhat aggrieved look. She still remembered her feeling of loss at that time.
The feeling of secret love is completely different from the feeling of hooking up with a beautiful boy when she was a child. It is beautiful, but also makes people sad. The emotion of joy always affects her thoughts and makes her unable to help but want to
She got close to him, but his indifference and alienation made her feel like she was in an ice cellar.
Mo Chen once rejected her.
"You told me about college, and I have already thought of you. I want to go back to those years more than once. If I go back, I will hug you tightly when you first come to me.
I will tell you how much I love you, and I will tell you how much I miss you." Mo Chen stared at Gu Baobao affectionately, with a sincere attitude and sincere feelings. He was eager to get Gu Baobao's love.
Gu Baobao shook his head slightly and bit his lip in silence. Mo Chen walked up to her. Gu Baobao looked up at him in panic. He wanted to retreat but was trapped in his arms, "What do you want to say to me?"
Gu Baobao said, "I don't believe you love me. This kind of love is too...unbelievable. You didn't like me before, but you started pursuing me after you saw me six years later. You have no idea what kind of person I am, Gu Baobao."
I don’t know what kind of life I, Gu Baobao, will bring to you. You just say you love me. Such love is too easy. I don’t believe it. I’m sorry. Mo Chen, you and I are too strange. I did like you very much back then.
It's not love at first sight. Maybe you have forgotten that you helped me out three times. They laughed at me because of my long hair and because of my big dress. It was you who gave me confidence. For you, helping a girl out of trouble is just a matter of time.
It's a simple effort, but I'm very grateful to you. Perhaps because of this, I was obsessed with you back then. I had never been in love and mistook this obsession for love, so I tried my best to pursue you."
"Actually, I'm just a girl who is eager for novelty and needs to be affirmed. I was still young and didn't understand what love is. This kind of obsession is very beautiful to me, so I want to get you. I admit that I have done some stupid things. Things, since I was a child, I like to do some stupid things, live my own life, regardless of other people's opinions. In your opinion back then, I was even annoying. Later I gradually understood, and later, I dropped out of school and returned to When I went to country C and then to Paris, I gave birth to children, worked, and raised my babies. In fact, I have slowly forgotten you. I remember those years, but I don’t remember you as a person. It’s not because you hurt me. I buried you in my memory. Simply because you are just a beautiful memory in my university. It is nothing but memory. I have no sadness, no yearning, only nostalgia. I never thought that I would be with you in the future. Together, I never thought we would meet again."
"Because I don't care about you. Don't look at me like that. My sister often says that I don't even think about what I want. I always move forward. In fact, I know very well what I want. I like you just like I do. I appreciate the love for an idol, but I won’t possess it. The relationship between you and me is not love. During the six months of college, you didn’t like me and I had a crush on you. This relationship was strangled by us before it was even in its infancy. No, to be honest, I have never loved you in the true sense."
Gu Baobao has always known that she didn't care about Mo Chen. She pursued Mo Chen back then because of the complex of heroes saving beauties. She also felt that Mo Chen was graceful and she liked her very much. It's like she likes something, purely. Appreciation is different from love, because she can appreciate many people at the same time, but cannot fall in love with two people at the same time.
Mo Chen was slightly startled. He didn't expect Gu Baobao to talk to him for such a long time, nor did he expect that Gu Baobao would analyze her feelings for him so seriously. It turned out to be just a crush. This was not something Gu Baobao would say, because she He always felt very simple and confused, and never used his brain to think about such complicated issues.
Now after listening to her words, Mo Chen realized that he was completely wrong. Gu Baobao was confused, but not confused. She didn't want it just because she was too lazy to think about it. What she wanted was really clear, just like when she was a child, she would run to someone she liked. She said that I will be your bride when she grows up. If she likes you, she will treat you very well. However, if she doesn’t like you, she will make it clear to you seriously. No matter if you feel uncomfortable or depressed, she will tell you the truth. .
What she wants, she pursues.
What she doesn't want, she ignores.
However, she is very serious about both attitudes.
This may be the reason why he has been unable to give up on Gu Baobao for so many years.
In fact, Gu Baobao is an extremely calm woman. Looking at her way of dealing with feelings, you can see that confusion and simplicity are just a veil.
Gu Baobao's words hurt Mo Chen's heart very much.
There is a dull pain, and the pain is always dull due to old injuries.
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More gold medals today than 50, the goal is very close...
