Bai Yanling suddenly raised his head ferociously, "No, I won't go with you before I wait for Mo!"
"Since I will come, it means you can't wait for him."
Ouyang Yu didn't care how pale her face was and how painful her heart was. It might not be a good thing if she could recognize the truth earlier.
not to mention……
After a while, she will almost no longer be able to feel the feeling of heartache. That is the real cruelty.
Bai Yanling seemed to have her last hope shattered, her green eyes red and swollen with despair, she asked tremblingly: "I can go back to the palace with you, but you let me meet Mo first, Ouyang Yu, you let me meet him first, I
Promise to follow you back to the palace, okay?"
For a long time, I saw Ouyang Yu lowering his narrow eyes and saying nothing, as if he had nothing to say, but he seemed to explain everything.
She bit her lip until it bled, and she felt nothing. She raised her voice out of control, "Let me see him first. I want to see him. Did you hear that?"
After a while, Ouyang Yu raised his head with an indifferent expression, and said to her word for word with the utmost cruelty: "You can't see him again. If you give up on this, Jun Mochen handed you over to me. He
The one-year deadline has expired, and even I don’t know where he is now, maybe he died silently in a corner..."
"enough!"
Only a heartbreaking voice was heard to stop him. Ouyang Yu's handsome face showed a bit of imperial kindness, which always passed away, "If you don't want to know now, I don't have to say it, but later,
In a few hours, you will forget all about Jun Mochen. You will no longer feel pain, and there will no longer be any disturbance caused by his death. He will be a stranger in your life...
"
A stream of blood poured out of Bai Yanling's lips, gradually staining her pale lips. It seemed that she had exhausted all her strength and found her voice after a long time, "Why? Ouyang Yu, why do you tell me that life is worse than death every time you appear?
Why did Mo leave me inexplicably, why did you have to appear in front of me, told me that Mo would die, told me that I would forget Mo, are you lying to me, right? None of this is true, right? Yes
No, Ouyang Yu!!!"
The last three words seemed to shake the deepest part of his soul. Ouyang Yu gradually clenched his fists. Finally, unable to restrain the surge of heartache, he suddenly turned over and dismounted, and in an instant he was in front of her. He lost control and hugged her tightly.
He fell into his arms and shouted hoarsely: "Don't be like this, Yan'er, the reason why I tell you is because I don't want you to forget the man you love most after you lose your memory. He has indeed paid so much for you."
More than me, at least... you have the right to know everything before you lose your memory, Yan'er, if you really don't want to know, I won't force you."
Bai Yanling seemed to be a soulless body, still held by him. He moved his lips so coldly that his voice was almost too low to be heard, "Tell me...tell me everything you know..."
Ouyang Yu's narrow eyes were dark, and he stretched out his hand to stroke her long hair unaccustomedly, trying to comfort her hurt heart. Although he knew it was useless, he whispered in her ear: "You know that in the battle at Kunlongji Palace,
In order to protect you, Jun Mochen accidentally activated the divine dragon that had been sealed in his body, and suffered backlash. All of this was designed by Cang Lan Xuanyue. Of course, I also knew about it. But what happened after that, I didn’t meet Jun Mo until a few days ago.
Shen Cai learned everything...
Even Jun Mochen couldn't resist Shenlong's backlash for long, and it was impossible to live well until now. After I brought you back to Nanling Palace, we went to see Xuan Yue once but didn't meet. At that time, he went to save Jun.
Mo Shen died because he wanted to find a way to revive Zi Su. Of course, when he got the method, he didn't want to kill Jun Mo Shen. After all, he wouldn't be able to survive much longer due to the backlash from Shenlong.
But Jun Mochen unexpectedly begged him, begging him to cast Wan Tang Gu on himself. Wan Tang Gu was a poison that Beishu used when he was a small tribe thousands of years ago to punish people who betrayed his tribe. This kind of poison happened.
It was like being cut into pieces by a thousand knives, all the flesh on the body was cut off with one knife after another, until the bones were shaved off, and he died of torture, and there was no cure...
But at the same time, Ten Thousand Tangle Gu has a one-year lifespan to extend, and all this will only be endured one year later, and today it is exactly one year since he got rid of Ten Thousand Tangle Gu..."
Bai Yanling listened quietly, neither crying nor fussing, as quiet as if he didn't exist, and didn't react at all.
The more this happens, the more Ouyang Yu feels that this is more than she can bear, but she still has one chance to forget everything and start over, and Jun Mochen has paid so much just to live with her for a year, and he
She once told her that Jun Mochen was not worthy of her love, but——
As smart as she is, she chooses someone worthy of her love early on
Before she lost her memory, he regarded this truth as his last mercy. Ouyang Yu continued to say calmly: "So he came to me a few days ago and asked me for a bottle of Fenqingsi, which can make a person forget all previous memories.
, after he told me everything, I naturally knew that this bottle of burning green silk was used on you. He also asked me to remember to pick you up and take you back to the palace today.
I remember asking him at the time, if you really forgot him, would he regret having sacrificed so much, only to lose you in the end? Do you know what he answered me? "
Bai Yanling moved his lips slightly, but unfortunately he could no longer make any sound, only a little unbearable pain.
Ouyang Yu seemed to have returned to that day. After he said those words, he couldn't help but toast Jun Mochen, completely subverting his original thoughts. He was not a useless person. His heart was so strong that even he could not reach it.
…
"He just left a sentence, 'If I could, I would give everything to stay by her side, but no, I can only give everything I have to pave the way for her. Even if I die, she can still continue without worries.
Life'"
The moment a line of tears fell, all the past memories in Bai Yanling's mind suddenly appeared in front of her eyes like a flat mirror, but they were shattered into pieces. There were fragments of Jun Mochen bullying her, and Jun Mochen's bullying inside.
The fragments of Mo Chen forcibly kissing her, the fragments of Youjun and Mo Chen kneeling down and saying that he wanted to marry her, all the fragments in his mind were filled with fragments about him...
"No!--"
Bai Yanling pushed Ouyang Yu away uncontrollably and beat her head like crazy. She didn't want to forget Mo, she didn't want to forget him! God, please, don't let me forget Mo!