After all, Lu Man couldn't let her son continue to attend this kindergarten. She held her son in one hand and her son's small schoolbag on her shoulder, and walked home step by step.
In winter, the night in City B is coming soon, the north wind is blowing by, and the snowflakes are flying, falling like pieces of paper.
"Mommy, did I do something wrong?" Lu Huaien leaned on Lu Man's shoulder and said in a muffled voice, a little uneasy.
Lu Man glanced at him and smiled slightly: "Yeah, hitting people is wrong, don't do it again in the future."
"But, he scolded me first, and then I beat him." Lu Huai'en grunted, and then said in frustration.
"He's not right either, but you can't hit people, remember? A gentleman's mouth is on other people's bodies. We can't stop them from saying anything, as long as we have a clear conscience." Lu Man said to his son softly.
"I understand." Lu Huaien hugged her neck and responded dully. After a long time, he asked again: "Mommy, can I no longer go to kindergarten?"
He looked at Lu Man's profile longingly and asked cautiously, "Is it not possible to go to kindergarten after a long time?"
Lu Man paused in his steps, turned his head and looked at his son's dark eyes, suppressed the sadness in his heart, and smiled softly: "We don't go to this kindergarten. The classmates here are not good, and Mommy doesn't like us.
Find another school”
"Oh!" Lu Huaien responded obediently, then thought about it and said, "Actually, I don't like this kindergarten either."
"Why?" Lu Man was slightly startled. Didn't he say that the kindergarten was very good? She worked hard to save enough money to send him there.
"Because this kindergarten is too expensive and we have no money." Lu Huaien rested his head on Lu Man's shoulder and said, "I don't want mommy to work too hard."
Lu Man's throat tightened when she heard this, and she tightened her hands around her son's thin body. Tears streamed down her face, but she smiled and said, "Mommy doesn't have to work hard. As long as we are nice and kind, Mommy won't have to work hard."
Lu Huaien didn't speak. Lu Man took a look and saw that he was already asleep, so he couldn't help but speed up his pace home.
Returning to the small house of only about ten square meters, Lu Man put his son on the bed, fetched hot water and wiped his face, touched his smooth and tender face, and let out a long sigh.
Unexpectedly, this sigh woke up Lu Huaien, and he asked with sleepy eyes: "Mommy, I'm not a bastard, am I?"
Lu Man felt sad and stroked his soft hair and said, "Of course, our Enen is mommy's baby."
"Then, where is dad? Where is he?" Lu Huaien asked cautiously, his big eyes showed maturity and caution that children of the same age did not have.
Lu Man was startled, looking at his son's phoenix eyes that resembled that man's, his memory drifted away a bit, he concentrated and said: "Dad, if he doesn't live with us, he has his own life."
Lu Huaien groaned, but did not ask any further questions. He just closed his eyes again and fell asleep in a moment.
Lu Man looked at his beautiful facial features and was both pleased and sad. What was gratifying was that her son was five years old. He was well-behaved and sensible. He never made things difficult for her and brought her a lot of fun and hope to live. What was sad was that he had no peers of the same age.
She is innocent and does not have a complete home. She just wanders around with her, like a dandelion that cannot find a place to stay.
If I hadn't left in the first place, wouldn't it be a different situation?
Lu Man patted her son's body, but her past thoughts were flowing backwards like a torrent.
After she came out of Jin's house, she didn't say a word to anyone, including her close best friends. She got on the train and went south to Z city, which was a small city full of birds and flowers, her father's hometown.
On the train, she threw away her phone card and made up her mind to cut off contact with everyone or anything in her past.
The child was only three months old, but she didn't ask for any of Jin Chengjun's money when they divorced. Instead, she took a bank card of her own with only 30,000 yuan and withdrew all the money.
After arriving in Z City, she first found a small single room to stay, and then went out to find a job.
But she is young, has no diploma, and has not graduated from college. She is not willing to have a comfortable job, and she does not dare to do hard work while pregnant.
In the end, I only found a job as a supermarket cashier open 24 hours a day. She worked the night shift, from 12pm to 8am.
The boss was a middle-aged man. He saw her pregnant and single at work. Although she had ideas, he never questioned her. He just treated her generously in terms of salary.
Work in the evening is relaxing, but extremely tiring. After something happened at home and her marriage changed, she has long since lost her original temper, and her whole person has become as silent as an ancient well. She works the night shift, sees few people, and doesn’t need to communicate with many people.
, but it suits her
During the night shift, it was inevitable that some gangsters would come to cause trouble. However, there was a police station right next to it, so we managed to get through the delivery without incident.
The child was born in the early morning. She had just gotten off work and was walking home. The attack started five minutes away from home. She endured the pain and hurried home, picked up the prepared maternity bag and rushed to the hospital.
When other people give birth to children, the whole family comes to look after them. Even if it's not good enough, they still have a husband, but she is alone.
When she was pregnant, the child was very well-behaved and quiet, and did not cause Lu Man much pain. However, during the delivery, she still suffered a lot. It took a full 8 hours of pain to give birth to him.
Looking at her son's tender and red face, she was extremely satisfied. She felt that she could bear all the pain and tiredness and carry it through.
Others saw that she was the only one to give birth to a child. It was not that she had not asked about the father of the child. She smiled and did not answer, and others understood that it was not easy to ask. However, it was a bit pitiful to see her alone. The daughter who was born to the mother in the next bed was from
Lu Huaien was born at the same time, so they were destined to bring her an extra soup.
Lu Man is very grateful. There is still true love in this world.
After the child was born, she could no longer work the night shift in the supermarket and found a new job as a part-time worker. With the approval and sympathy of her employer, she took the child with her and put her on the sofa when she went to work.
Lu Huaien has been very well-behaved and beautiful since he was a child. He sleeps after eating and cries at a young age. Everyone is amazed and likes him very much.
When her child was three years old, she found a kindergarten to send him to. However, the kindergarten in City Z seemed to be having trouble with their mother and son. Either they were short of funds and closed down, or the boss ran away with the money. Early education was unstable, and Lu Huaien's enlightenment was...
delay
It wasn't until Lu Huaien was five years old that she felt that she couldn't delay any longer. She gritted her teeth and took her child back to City B. After spending countless efforts, she sent her son to an aristocratic kindergarten.
Thinking of what happened today, Lu Man couldn't sleep. This was not the first time that something like this had happened. When did it end?
Could it be that a woman with a child really cannot survive and deserves to be despised?
Alas, Lu Man let out a deep sigh, turned her head to look at her son's sleeping face, leaned over and kissed him, and said he'd better go to bed early. Tomorrow, he would have to find a kindergarten again!