Life is suffering, death is suffering, love and separation are suffering, resentment and hatred are suffering, and not getting what you want is suffering. Buddha has eight sufferings, and Nie Yan accounts for five of them. His life is basically a history of suffering, but fortunately it is a short story, because he only
Lived to be twenty-eight years old.
His life should probably have ended here, but his fate turned a turning point at that moment.
Nie Yan turned over and felt a damp feeling on his back. His clothes clung to his body, which was very uncomfortable. He still vaguely remembered that he was hit by a bullet in the back of the heart and fell to the ground with blood flowing out.
All over the place.
Isn't it just death? Nie Yan was calm about it. It would be a kind of relief to die quietly like this.
He waited in ambush at the door of Cao Xu's villa for five days. He finally waited until Cao Xu showed up. At the critical moment before Cao Xu got into the car, he pulled the trigger and put a bullet into Cao Xu's head with a sniper rifle. Bang.
There was a sound, and blood splashed all over the floor. In the telescope, a hole appeared on Cao Xu's head, and blood was pouring out.
Cao Xu's eyes were full of confusion, and eventually they gradually became distracted and lost focus.
The process of the bullet hitting the head was replayed in Nie Yan's mind, which made him feel extremely happy. It was the catharsis of hatred.
Cao Xu had a lifetime of glory, but he died at the hands of a little man like Nie Yan. He probably wasn't too willing to be a ghost. In the face of death, everyone is the same. Even if he has wealth that rivals the country, he can't be saved.
his life.
If you do too much evil, it will be difficult to escape the cycle of retribution.
At the moment when Cao Xu's brain blossomed, Nie Yan discovered that his outlook on life had undergone a complete transformation. It turned out that everything was just a bullet. In tomorrow's morning paper, his photo may be published on the front page. It will read
Here, the richest man Cao Xu was killed, and then a big close-up of the gangster was posted for the world to admire and worship.
After Nie Yan shot Cao Xu, Cao Xu's personal bodyguards discovered him, followed him, and shot him in the back of the heart with a bullet.
Nie Yan felt a stab of pain in his back. It turned out to be the feeling of being pierced by a bullet. His heart gradually became numb, and he could feel the vitality draining from his body rapidly.
He was about to die, but he laughed, laughing that life was short, laughing that he had been confused all his life, and only when he was about to die did he finally wake up.
So I burst into tears.
The deep hatred between his parents was over, and scenes of what happened in the past appeared in his mind like a movie. Nie Yan's only concern in this world was her smile that was not stained by a trace of dirt.
She is Nie Yan's high school classmate and is now married, but her beautiful face is still engraved in Nie Yan's heart as before. As time goes by, it becomes more and more unforgettable. I wonder if she saw Nie Yan and Cao Yan.
What kind of reaction will there be to the news of Xu Tong's death? Will it be a sigh, or sad tears?
Dust-laden memories appeared in his mind like a flood that burst a bank. He regretted it very much. When he understood some things, it was already too late. In this life, he had too many regrets and too many unfulfilled wishes.
Nie Yan stretched out his hand to grab something, but found that everything was gradually moving away, life had come to an end, and there would be eternal darkness ahead.
Regret and frustration were like sharp knives, constantly cutting into his heart, and his heart ached so much that he could not control himself.
What did I do wrong in my previous life to be punished and tortured like this by God!
Nie Yan was filled with resentment and unwillingness. He screamed in his heart and tears rolled down his face.
Slowly, I don't know how long it took, Nie Yan's mood slowly calmed down.
His mind is still active and his head can still think. Is this death? Maybe this is my soul.
After a long time, Nie Yan's fingers felt a touch, and it was so real. Why am I still conscious after so long? He sat up suddenly, looked around, and was at a loss.
Is it hell?
Nie Yan's eyes slowly regained focus. Looking around, some old items came into view, including wooden beds, chairs, and some damaged floors.
Where is this place? Am I not dead?
It was like a dream, and there was an unreal feeling. When he touched the back of his heart, his hands were full of viscous liquid. He looked at the front and saw that there was no blood on the palms of his hands, but sweat. The clothes on his back were soaked with sweat.
There will be a wet feeling.
How is this going?
Didn't I bleed a lot? He vaguely remembered that the blood was as scarlet as red wine, the color of withered life.
Nie Yan pinched himself and still felt pain. This was not a dream. Could it be that the previous assassination of Cao Xu was just a dream?
Why is that place so real?
Just like the ancient Zhuang Zhou murmured to himself when he woke up from a dream, am I dreaming of Zhuang Zhou with butterflies, or am I dreaming of Zhuang Zhou's butterflies?
Which one is reality and which one is a dream?
He looked around in confusion, he had too many puzzles.
The dim lights, the somewhat shabby wooden bed, the desk, the chair, and the so-called antique wall clock of my father on the wall were making a ticking sound. Nie Yan still remembered that the time was not accurate even once.
Memory is like an old photo album, slowly opened.
The environment here is so familiar. Isn't this the house he lived in in high school?
Sunlight shone through the holes in the curtains, and the pain from his pupils dilating violently due to the light gave him a dazzling sense of reality.
I'm still alive. Nie Yan spread his right hand in front of him. His slightly immature hands were sickly pale.
"What's wrong with me? Am I the person I was ten years ago or the person I will be ten years from now?" Nie Yan scratched his hair, feeling extremely distressed.
He clarified his thoughts, and some fragments in his memory gradually became clear.
This was the year when he was eighteen years old, during the summer vacation of his second year of high school, and his parents were not at home. He had a high fever of forty degrees and almost died. Fortunately, he survived.
During that time, his parents left him some money, and then left without saying goodbye. He didn't come back for two or three months, and couldn't get through on his cell phone. It was as if he had disappeared. At that time, he thought his parents didn't want him anymore, and he was frightened, panicked, and scared.
, various emotions accompanied him, and he had a high fever, which left a deep psychological shadow and made him timid and timid. This character did not change until he was twenty-five years old.
Later, when he grew up, he realized that his parents did not want him, but borrowed money from relatives and friends to do some smuggling business on the border. At that time, the country was in urgent need of a metal called polonium, which was an important metal.
After discovering the usefulness of this kind of stuff, various countries quickly tightened exports and hoarded it. Nie Yan's parents found a way to collect this kind of stuff and smuggled it back into the country, where they were seized by the country.
Purchased at a high price of hundreds of times, thus making a huge sum of money.
The situation was very tense at that time. Nie Yan's parents could not talk to Nie Yan on the phone. Moreover, the matter was a military secret. If it were leaked, it would lead to death. The misunderstanding between Nie Yan and his parents was thus buried.
It was not until many years later, after the incident had passed, that his father told him the truth and Nie Yan forgave them.
Beginning in that year, his father used the first pot of gold he earned to open a metal smelting company and made several large orders. The business made rapid progress and solved the family's difficulties. As a result, Nie Yan moved to the city.
aristocratic school.
Have I really gone back to that time?
Can everything really start again?
Surprise and anxiety were intertwined. Nie Yan could not describe his mood at this time. He was worried about gains and losses. He was worried that everything now was just a dream.
Nie Yan got up from the bed and opened the curtains. The blazing sunlight released heat like a flame. This burning feeling truly told him that he was not dreaming now.
As soon as he lowered his head, there were still his textbooks on the desk beside the window sill, including mechanical theory, automation theory, Chinese language, advanced mathematics, intelligent programming language, etc.
Nie Yan opened the book, and these familiar words flowed like a clear spring, refreshing his mind along with the memories of the past. These textbooks were his lost youth. When he was in his third year, he transferred to an aristocratic school in the city. His father had a successful career.
The extremely abundant material conditions made him a wealthy second generation, and he developed a lazy mentality. After his senior year in high school, his grades were not very good. Later, his father spent money to let him enter a prestigious university, but until
After graduating from college, he didn't learn anything and was doing nothing all day long.
At the age of twenty-five, his father's career was suppressed by the Cao Xu Century Consortium. Several relatives and friends whom his father trusted were bribed by Cao Xu and betrayed him. The company suffered setbacks one after another, and the family was once again in trouble. His father committed suicide by taking poison, and his mother
He became ill due to overwork and died in depression. After losing his parents, Nie Yan learned to make progress and taught himself many courses, but by that time he had already missed a lot of things.
Nie Yan once prepared to work hard to create a world full of longing, but how could Cao Xu allow his enemy's son to make a comeback? Under Cao Xu's intervention, no company dared to hire Nie Yan, forcing Nie Yan to a desperate situation.
, if Nie Yan hadn't been playing the virtual online game "Faith" and still had a meager income, he wouldn't even be able to eat.
There is no hope of defeating Cao Xu in an upright manner. The rabbit will bite when it is anxious. Nie Yan, who is desperate, finally chooses to die with Cao Xu. The gunshot vents Nie Yan's resentment.
God's way is clear, Cao Xu probably never expected that he would have such an ending.
Nie Yan thought he was dead, but unexpectedly, time played a trick on Nie Yan, and he went back to the summer vacation of his sophomore year in high school.
Although he couldn't contact his parents, Nie Yan was sure that they were still alive. Every time he thought about this, he burst into tears.
In the previous life, Nie Yan wanted to take care of her but was not given to her. The pain in Nie Yan's heart was something that no one else could understand.
God has given him another chance, and he will never be confused again.
His father and mother would not be back for more than twenty days. It was summer vacation, so he could only stay at home alone.
"In the second half of the second semester of high school, that year, I remember that the virtual online game Faith had not been launched for long." Nie Yan clearly remembered that in the year Faith was launched, there was a hot scene of countless consortiums entering Faith. It was precisely because of the huge funds of these consortiums.
Injection and large-scale development of faith have truly made faith the second world of mankind.
He later attended a noble school, and after more than a semester, he entered the faith under the introduction of a best friend. However, many people were at very high levels at that time. He missed the best time to level up, so he could only work hard at the back.
Chase.
Pages in his memory have been recolored and colorful. Those times in the game are the most unforgettable in his life. He has met many friends. It is because of them that he will not be lonely in those lonely days.
Seems too boring.
Before shooting Cao Xu, Nie Yan was a great thief of over 180 levels. Although he was not the top thief, he was still among the masters.
Nie Yan suddenly remembered that there was another bank card in his drawer, which contained all his savings.
"I have money to buy a helmet." Nie Yan thought to himself, opened the drawer and rummaged around, and finally found the silver-white bank card in the corner. If his memory is correct, there were two thousand credit points in it, and one credit
A point is one yuan. It was what he saved over the past few years by frugally saving money. At that time, he wanted to buy a state-of-the-art X3 computer. However, within a few years, before he could save enough money, the X3 computer became obsolete.
Of course, after his father's career became successful, his pocket money became more than that. Because his father wanted to compensate Nie Yan, he almost always responded to Nie Yan's requests. Basically, he could buy whatever he wanted.
Eighteen-year-old Nie Yan has the soul of a twenty-eight-year-old. Everything starts over again, and his life has opened a new chapter. Without enough capital, he can't do anything, so let's start from the game.
Based on his previous experience in playing games, it is quite easy to make some money as a professional gamer.
He remembered that when the Faith Gaming Helmet was first released, in order to popularize it, the price was very cheap. There were three models: A, B, and C. Each model had different configurations, and the degree of virtuality ranged from 76% to 98%. The cheapest one
Type C only requires 1,300 credit points. With Nie Yan's current savings, it is enough to buy the lowest model of helmet.
He clearly remembered many things in the game. If he started over, it wouldn't be difficult to make something famous.
Putting the bank card in his pocket, Nie Yan's eyes fell on the advanced mathematics textbook next to him. As if he had a divine idea, he picked up the textbook and shook it. A brand-new hundred-yuan note fell down. Something in his memory
, came to mind again.
Suddenly he remembered that the first time he and Xie Yao met was today. The reason was that he took the 100 yuan to go out to the drugstore to buy medicine.
Xie Yao was his classmate in the third year of high school and the class star of their class. The unbearable past was very inspiring. Ten years later, Xie Yao fell in love with Liu Rui, a recognized talent in their class.
He moved to the moon. Later, after he and Xie Yao talked on the phone several times, Nie Yan realized that Xie Yao was not happy at all. When they talked about high school, they were all filled with sadness.
If he had been braver and not so timid and inferior in front of Xie Yao, maybe he wouldn't have missed it.
Sometimes, once you turn around, it will last a lifetime and become an irreversible regret.
Xie Yao liked to wear white skirts at that time. She was beautiful and pure. Her appearance has always been deeply engraved in Nie Yan's heart. The melancholy longing was like the sound of the flute at dusk, distant and quiet.
Nie Yan glanced at the shabby clock. The clock was at three o'clock, so it was still time. He picked up the note and ran downstairs.
They live in a very depressed suburb. The dilapidated roads are not wide and stir up a lot of dust when the wind blows. However, there are many trees planted on both sides. They are still lush under the hot sunshine, casting a green shade on the ground.
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The weather was hot in the afternoon, there were no pedestrians, and there were very few cars. Only one or two hover cars drove by occasionally.
In his previous life, Nie Yan hated this city, but when he was reborn and saw this remote place, Nie Yan not only did not feel disgusted, but on the contrary, it was so kind to him. This was the place where he had lived for eighteen years.
Nie Yan's timid character before he was twenty-five years old had something to do with his subsequent living environment. A wild boy in a small city, because his family suddenly became rich, transferred to an aristocratic school in the city. He was originally a freshman and sophomore in high school.
He had excellent grades in school, but when he got there he was only considered dead last, and he was often laughed at for his lack of dressing sense. In addition, what happened during the summer vacation made him insecure and left a psychological shadow. He was even more timid in new environments.
He has low self-esteem and seems out of place everywhere. If he hadn't made a few close friends, he might have had a mental breakdown.
Unexpectedly, after a lifetime, he would be back to where he started. Nie Yan would never be the same as in his previous life.
He ran all the way to the drugstore.
The surrounding buildings are somewhat dilapidated and the population is depleted. With the acceleration of urbanization, people in these small cities are crowding into big cities. Large areas of urban desolation have appeared in small cities, and the population is getting smaller and smaller. In more than a hundred years,
, the place will be demolished and turned into fields again.
"That's the school over there, and the supermarket over here." Nie Yan knew his way around. Seeing these familiar buildings, his mood gradually became much brighter. I'm back, I'm really back!
In the past, he always resented the unfair fate, but now, he wants to thank God.
I want to do it all over again! Do it well! Nie Yan couldn't help but want to scream and vent his inner excitement.
