But in the eyes of others, the emperor only favored Concubine Li, and for her, he even ignored the entire harem of women.
Therefore, everyone hates and is jealous of Li Yan, but there is nothing they can do about it.
At this time, Li Yan was about to lose her patience.
She knew that if she could not conceive a dragon fetus, the emperor would never let go of the establishment of a queen.
Sometimes, she really suspected that Emperor Xuanguang had taken advantage of her again. He favored her as the only woman. In the eyes of others, it was her who had taken over everyone's men. It was because of her that he would not look at other women.
Maybe this is the effect he wants
But she would rather believe that he only loves her
She couldn't accept him using her again, let alone becoming someone else's pawn again.
No matter what, she will be the queen!
Only in that position will she feel safe
But why, every time I lie on the bed next to him, I always feel that he is so far away from me. Even the warmth seems to be snatched away. As soon as I close my eyes, I will lose it all.
"Mian'er——" She decided to go see him
There was an irresistible urge, and she suddenly wanted to see him
I want to see that cold face but smile tenderly at her, and want to hear his gloomy yet soft voice.
"What's the matter, your Majesty?" It's just after noon, and your Majesty should take a nap.
"Prepare the soup, I will personally deliver it to the emperor," she ordered
After hearing this, Mian'er quickly stopped her: "Your Majesty, it's better not to go. The Emperor is busy receiving envoys from outside. If I disturb the Emperor at this time, he will be unhappy."
She asked displeasedly: "Is it more important for you to come, or for me to be the envoy? How could the emperor be angry? What's more, am I so shameless?"
Mian'er quickly said: "That's not what I mean, but the emperor attaches great importance to this envoy. The envoy from Liguo has a good relationship with Concubine Ning, so this time the emperor asked Concubine Ning to cleanse themselves of the dust for them.
If your Majesty goes there at this time, the Emperor will think that your Majesty is jealous. Something like this happened in the palace before, which made the Emperor very displeased, so my maid advised you not to go."
I see
Li Yan's expression softened a little
"Mian'er, fortunately you reminded me not to take that tone of voice just now seriously," she said.
"It doesn't matter. Since I belong to the empress and have lived in the harem for so long, it's normal for the empress not to know about some things," Mian'er said respectfully.
"Well, then you go down, I want to rest for a while."
The palace people filed out, and she was the only one left in the room.
Her face became calm, and her mood suddenly became gloomy
She really wanted to know what she was in Emperor Xuanguang's mind?
Why sometimes when she feels that he only has her in his heart, she feels that he is so far away; when she feels that he is heartless and unjust, he is so gentle and tender;
Such a man made her feel very confused. What kind of man was he?
as deep as the sea
sigh softly
Why study what kind of man he is?
She never liked to study these things, let alone what they were thinking. She only knew what they needed, and she only knew that in the future life in the palace, that superior man would be her only support;
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel sad
She has been alone all this time, and even King Liang only regards her as a tool and a chess piece.