Perhaps, sometimes I also resent a woman who is too smart and I don’t know whether it is good or bad. Then let history judge her. The only thing that can be determined is that she is hugging her tightly at this moment and is unwilling to let go of the man.
He is her love
From the moment she rescued the Fu family, Shen Yanshu began to have an inseparable bond with the Nangong family.
In order to survive, she searched for antidotes, disguised herself as a man, took the imperial examination, managed floods, and competed with Qi Yun's Qi Ye in terms of talent and wisdom. Who could have done this in ancient times?
She, Shen Yanshu, doesn't have any good kung fu, but she can safely rotate with various forces, because all forces need her as a pawn, except of course Nangong Brownqi, and the better she performs, the more unable she is to escape from this. The entanglement of several pairs of eyes
Although Nangong Yuyi and Qi Hao love her, their rights are higher than love. To them, she is just a useful chess piece. Nangong Chifei loves her, but this kind of love is limited to her. Love between friends cannot become lovers
Nangong Brownqi and Nangong Brownqi are in love with each other. To her, it seems that they have made an oath to each other forever. They will "never be separated for life and eternity." This is a love that lasts until death.
So even after losing her memory, the shadow of Nangong Brownqi still lingers in her mind because his name and his love have been deeply imprinted on her heart.
How could she forget the name in her heart? That person would rather endure the pain of bone erosion than forget him.
The palace owner of Tianmo Palace is actually Nangong Yuyi. This person with dual identities sounds more like a pitiful person.
But what Shen Yanshu didn't expect was that Nangong Yuyi actually attacked Nangong Brownqi and wanted to kill Nangong Brownqi. Although they are half-brothers, they have been reduced to nothingness in the face of power and status for thousands of years. The past history is enough to prove this truth. In this competition for imperial power, it is a normal thing for sons to kill their fathers, fathers to kill their sons, brothers to kill their brothers, and brothers to kill their brothers.
How about Cao Zhi's "Cooking the beans burns the bean sprouts, and the beans weep in the cauldron are from the same root, so why fry each other in a hurry?"
In order to save Nangong Brownqi, Shen Yanshu entered the palace and agreed to Nangong Zhangfei's conditions. As his concubine, Nangong Brownqi only had three hours to live, but Shen Yanshu hoped that Nangong Brownqi could continue to live.
Although she got the coveted antidote, Shen Yanshu was not as happy as she imagined. She couldn't be happy at the moment. She gave the antidote to Ying and saved Nangong Brownqi, but she also lost her memory.
Shen Yanshu didn't know who cured his poison, but one thing was certain, it was definitely not Nangong Chifei, nor Qin Ran, so it was most likely that person.
I have lived among that person’s applause for a long time
When she woke up again, her experience and identity had undergone earth-shaking changes, and she became the concubine of the emperor who owned Yanju Palace.
Later, he met his mother in Shangyang Palace.
Later, I worked hard to find the lost memory and met the owner of this body, Murong Qing's brother, Li Murong.
Thinking about these details, I felt like I was having a nightmare.