She has long been in love with cold baths because they sober her up
I don’t know why, but I always miss that person very much tonight. After returning home for a few weeks, although I miss him every day, it’s not as strong as tonight.
Neat, pure white sheets, printed with tiny blue flowers, are extremely soft and comfortable, seeming to invite people to lie on them and feel the softness.
I dried my hair, changed into white silk suspender pajamas, and lay down. The sheets were filled with the smell of sunshine, soft and comfortable...
In the CD player, Chopin's "Nocturne" is playing quietly, and the beautiful music dilutes the silence of the room.
Shen Zui's bare face turned to the sky and she regained her former innocence. Her smooth skin shone with natural luster. She buried herself in the quilt and listened to the music quietly, feeling the sweetness and sadness contained in the music.
For a long time, she has been madly in love with this piece of music. She likes to listen to it alone when no one is around...
In the long night, this song can always break the endless records
Tears could not help but crawl out of her eyes, like a coquettish blue enchantress, spreading her teeth and claws wantonly on her face...
She tried every means to forget that man. She made herself become Murong He's bed board, made herself the top of the wine list, and danced passionately with different men every day. All the degradation was for one person, all for the sake of forgetting.
that person……
Why isn't she tired of herself now, wearing heavy makeup in front of others, pretending to be enchanting, pretending to be a bad woman, pretending to be ruthless...
In fact, all her feelings have been sealed in her heart, but now, the frozen feelings seem to be showing signs of breaking out...
Back in this city, news about him began to fill her life again. She didn't want to care, but there were always things about him in newspapers, magazines, and TV stations every day...
He showed affection with his fiancée, he was rumored to be having an affair with a certain female star, and a certain executive was pregnant with his child...
In fact, sometimes she is willing to hear news from him, although she is unwilling to admit it...
The pain of longing clung to her red heart, suffocating her
She really wanted to take a look at the man who had already left her behind. She wanted to think about it so much, but she was afraid. She was afraid that as soon as she saw it, she would rush up uncontrollably, hug that warm body, and touch him.
Said: "Han Jue, I miss you"
Therefore, she can only control herself not to think too much
Depravity, one day, she will forget that man in her depravity