"Okay, Jue, let's eat. I'm hungry. Don't say anything else." Xie Qin said, then he served himself a bowl of porridge, pretending that it was very sweet, but in fact it was just like chewing wax.
She knew that one day she would be pushed out by Han Jue, but not now
She knew that when the real mistress here came back, it would be the day she left.
In fact, from her own point of view, she hoped that Shenzui would never come back, but seeing Han Jue depressed all day long, she hoped that Shenzui would come back soon. To love someone is to see him happy and happy.
Although love is selfish, and when you love someone, you will definitely want to possess him, but Xie Qin never thought about it. Xie Qin just hopes to have a small corner next to Han Jue, and then watch alone in that small corner.
Being happy with this man, that's all
"Is there any news about Miss Shenzui?" Xie Qin asked tentatively.
"Well, she returned to China and I found her."
Xie Qin smiled faintly and said: "It's good that I found it. It's good that I found it."
Han Jue said nothing
"It turns out that Miss Shenzui is back and that's why she asked me to leave. Let me just say, why is it so sudden?"
If I fall in love with her, I won't compete with her, I just want to see you happy, that's all..."
Han Jue said nothing and continued to eat porridge.
This meal made Xie Qin feel uncomfortable. After cleaning up, he returned to the room and lay down on the soft and sunny bed, tossing and turning.
Tears were flowing in the corners of her eyes, for that man. Now that Shen Zui was back, she knew that even if Han Jue didn't drive her away now, she would definitely leave in the future.
What would she do if he left?
When Shenzui comes back, he will definitely be happy, but she doesn't want to leave, really doesn't want to leave
She has long regarded this place as her home and Han Jue as her family.
She envied Shen Zui, she was so jealous, but she would not be jealous of her because she knew that she was not as good as Shen Zui, and she would not compare herself with Shen Zui.
Faintly hearing the sound of a car starting downstairs, she ran barefoot to the window and watched Han Jue's car rush into the night and disappear from her sight...
He still wants to go out so late, it must be to get drunk
Letting the cold night breeze blow on my face, my whole body was covered with goosebumps.
There was a slight chill under her feet, but she still looked numbly at the direction he was leaving, with tears streaming down her face.
Shenzui is back, and now he is happy. What is she doing? Why is she crying? She should be happy, should be happy...
She didn't know how long it took before she came back to her senses and lay back down, curled up like a baby. This sleeping position could give her a sense of security.
Heartache like a knife twisting
Sleep, you won’t think so much when you sleep, sleep...
Loving someone is happy, but loving someone who doesn't love you is painful
Xie Qin was just an outsider from beginning to end. She was always outside the circle drawn by Han Jue. She always knew that there was no room for her in that circle, and there was no room for any woman in that circle.
There was only room for one person, but she still loved without hesitation. Although she always knew that such love would have no results, it still remained the same, and she never thought about changing it...