She was about to collapse, about to suffocate, her teeth bit her flawless arm, biting hard, crying while biting, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't feel a trace of pain. Now she is
numb, lost consciousness
Only when the fishy and salty smell spread in her mouth did her teeth leave her bitten arm, which was dripping with blood and the skin was torn.
The red blood streaks fell into the water and melted away in an instant...
"Ah!" There was another burst of forceful biting. She hated it, she really hated it, but there was nothing she could do. The only way to vent her anger now was to hurt herself.
She wanted to use the heartbreaking pain to temporarily numb herself
What if this was all a nightmare
Mom, she misses her mother so much. Where is her mother? When she was most helpless, where was her mother?
She suddenly felt so lonely. In helpless moments and fragile moments, there was no one around her who could comfort her or accompany her.
Poor, sad...
The woman who grew up with her, took good care of her, gave her endless care and motherly love disappeared, the man who always encouraged her, doted on her, and gave her fatherly love disappeared, the man who kept saying he wanted to marry her, wanted to marry her.
The man who took good care of her also left her.
Who is left by her side now?
There is no one left around her
It turns out that she is so lonely
She kept washing until the hot water turned cold. She sat in the bathtub numbly despite being drunk, and kept scrubbing her body. She rubbed all parts of her body until it was red and swollen, and even her skin was about to peel. She still refused to stop. She repeated it mechanically.
Keeping the same action, not wanting to stop at all
She wants to clean herself and clean all the places those men have touched...
"Dong dong dong..." The knock on the door suddenly rang. Shen Zui seemed as if he couldn't hear it. He was still scrubbing his body mechanically...
"Chenzui, Shenzui, are you okay? Are you okay? Can Chenzui answer me if you hear me?" Su Yiran's concerned and anxious voice sounded in her ears.
When she was about to leave the bathtub and get up to open the door, the door had already been opened by Su Yiran. Su Yiran rushed into the bathroom with a panicked look. When she saw that Shen Zui was safe and sound, her heart finally dropped, and her face was filled with panic.
The worried expression finally receded
Su Yiran walked up to Shen Zui, took the bath towel casually, and wiped the water droplets on her body, while saying: "You scared me to death, you took a really long bath, I thought... I
I thought……"
"Think I'm going to commit suicide?" Shen Zui sneered, clenched his hands into fists, and said: "Don't worry, I won't. I still want to keep this miserable life and take revenge."