She didn't want to see him like this. She would rather he survive on hibiscus tablets than live in such pain...
"No...I don't want hibiscus tablets...I don't want to eat...I don't want to rely on that kind of thing to survive...I want to quit it...I have to quit it..." His consciousness became more and more blurred, and his eyes became blurry for a while.
White, then black...
He knew he couldn't hold it any longer, so he bit his hand hard...
Pain can keep his mind clear. He wants pain, and the pain he feels in his body surpasses everything else...
"Don't bite... Your Majesty... Please don't bite..." Xue'er cried into tears. She didn't want to see him working so hard. She didn't want to see him hurt herself. She turned around and shouted to the guard outside the door.
: "Come here...go get the hibiscus slices...go quickly..."
No, he doesn't want the hibiscus... don't touch that dirty thing. He pushed her away and scanned every corner of the room with his panicked eyes...
On the wall, a golden dagger hung high on it. It was a gift from the emperor when he was ten years old...
He suddenly thought of something, gritted his teeth, rushed forward, and pulled off the dagger——
"Your Majesty..." Before Xue'er could react, he had already drawn the knife. An ominous premonition came to his heart, and Xue'er subconsciously rushed forward!
With a "bang", the scabbard fell to the ground. Murong Lie raised the dagger and stabbed himself in the abdomen...
"No!" Xue'er screamed, it was already too late!
"Hiss..." The sound the knife makes when it is inserted into the flesh... blood sprays on the snow-white wall...
Time stood still at that moment!
The severe pain from his abdomen spread to every corner of his body, stinging every nerve. His mind was very clear, and the pain made his body numb! Apart from the pain in his abdomen, there was no other feeling in his body.
Very good, this is the effect he wants...
Every time his body twitched, he stabbed himself hard... He wanted to defeat drug addiction, he wanted to get rid of it...