Chapter 154: [Choice on the heartstrings] The king's heartfelt voice
"I never told her that I put a blood poison on her that time. At that time, I really wanted her life. She knew too much. How could I let her walk out of the palace with confidence... But she suddenly
Asked me if I ever envied the common people's life; she said that with Wuhen Huachi by my side, I could occasionally rest..."
"That woman... doesn't get along with me much. She seems not to understand me, but in fact she understands me too well..."
"The time when I was almost insulted by Nian Xiang, I looked at the red marks on her neck from the insult. She said that I saved her after careful consideration. She cried and asked me if I didn't care about her. She even...
I was really angry when I thought about leaving the palace, otherwise why would I let her truly become mine regardless of whether she wanted it or not... I have no regrets, not at all, it seems... I should have done that a long time ago
Already..."
"On the way to Qiu Yan, she and I did encounter too many dangers. I just thought that she was by my side, and I could never let her get hurt, not at all. But that woman...she was knocked unconscious with medicine.
She, a woman, carried me all the way across a hillside full of poisonous nails..." Long Lilie was holding back. No matter how well he concealed it with his plain eyes, anyone could hear it. That voice was obviously
Trembling, "Does she know how injured the soles of her feet were at that time? Does she even know that she is a woman..."
"Qiu Yan's mausoleum, at first I just wanted to let her out alive, not to die in that dark place. I did it, I rushed her out at the last moment, but when I came back to my senses, I was
Inside, she is outside. There is only a wall between me and her, but that wall is life and death. I went crazy at that time, and I actually thought that even if I was going to die, I would be with her..."
"I never dared to think that if she had been slower that time, even just a little bit, the jack wouldn't have hit just her hair. When I held her at that time, I always thought it was a dream, and I always felt that I couldn't hold her tightly.
She seems to disappear if you just blink and let go."
"After returning to the palace, I alienated her..." At this point, Long Lilie glanced at Sheng Yeming inadvertently. As for the reason, he and he both knew "I never knew that a divorce
A woman wearing a palace lantern can be so beautiful..."
"When her meridians were disabled, her face was ruined, and she helplessly told me that she couldn't see, it was the first time I saw her cry like that... One wish is that my husband will live a thousand years, the second wish is that I will always be healthy, and the third wish is as long as
Liang Shang Diaoyan, you two often meet, she did it on purpose, deliberately smiled like that to ridicule me, she hated me, and I almost collapsed when I realized it..."
"I hate it. I cut into pieces those who hurt her. I found the filthiest beggar in the imperial city for the hateful Concubine Yi. I made her the lowest beggar! But no matter what I do, I am not satisfied.
, I always feel that it is not enough to make up for the harm done to her, it can be more bloody and violent... However, she thinks I am cruel, has she completely rejected me? I am not willing to give in, she thinks I am dirty.
I will stain her with my blood, I want her to be like me!"
After the violence, there was a long period of silence
Is he... trying to calm down his excessive emotions?
No, it's not
only,
What he said next, he couldn't say, knowing that it was what hurt her the most.
Everyone kept silent in a tacit understanding, and even their slow walking pace seemed to have become silent. Naturally, he could really hear the sound that was faintly coming into his ears.
Pale, feeble chuckle, the words he had been holding back for a long time finally came out slowly...
"I'm sorry..." Just three words
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