Emperor Tribulation: The Empress Wants a Revolution Chapter 184: [Destroying love and crushing heart is just because love is too deep] After returning to the palace
Chapter 184: [Destroying love and crushing heart is just because love is too deep] After returning to the palace
Phoenix Eagle Palace
The brand new Fengyuan Palace was rebuilt as quickly as possible before he left the palace.
When she woke up, she was already in the palace. She saw so many palace maids and maids, and so many imperial doctors. When she saw this palace that was better than before, she once thought that it was all just an too realistic dream.
When she woke up, she was back to her former self, but with her own injuries, even her last self-deception was shattered. Everything he did for her only made her feel even more guilty and unable to hold her head up.
She was angry with herself, but she took her anger out on others and drove everyone away angrily, destroying the new, magnificent and dilapidated Feng Yuan Palace, which looked very much like her.
After waking up for so many days, she stayed alone and isolated herself from everyone
Tonight, like every night before, she still couldn't sleep,
He covered his face with the quilt heavily. After a while, he took off the quilt and stared at the bed curtain in confusion.
I heard that the most serious commotion in Qiu Yan Kingdom right now is that the whole country is looking for the original Prince Chen, Sheng Mo Chen. No one knows why, but King Qiu Yan suddenly issued a notice on the imperial list, offering huge rewards and promotions to those who are looking for him.
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I heard that the incident between her and Sheng Yeming spread throughout the harem, and there was an uproar.
I also heard that Long Lilie's injury was almost impossible to treat even Wuhen. He was in a severe coma and didn't wake up until a few days ago. The first thing he did when he woke up was to look for her. He wanted to come to Fengyuan Palace, so he got out of bed and didn't leave.
After a few steps, he passed out again.
She was worried about him, frantically worried, but she didn't dare to look at him. She felt dirty and was afraid to face his scene that day. It seeped into her bones like chronic poison. As soon as she closed her eyes, she was reminded of the terrible scene that day.
Nightmare, the kind of suffocating despair that comes from the bones, even if you take tranquilizing medicine, it won't work
Whenever this happens, she can only soak herself in water and clean herself over and over again; she even takes birth control pills, almost as frequently as drinking water. She knows that this is a disease.
But so what? She always felt that it was not enough, far from enough...
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After returning to the palace, Long Lilie had this dream every night, even if he was in coma.
He dreamed of two ambiguously intertwined figures under that beautiful moon lake, and he was left behind by them.
I dreamed that the look in her eyes when she looked back at him was as sad as if it had penetrated the years, like the bricks turning into tiles in a cold palace, like the words mottled with vicissitudes of time in front of the forbidden area of the bamboo forest.
He will keep having this dream, maybe because...she is the only person who has not been by his side during these days of recuperation.
Hua Chi said that before Sheng Yeming left, he mentioned to him that the injuries on her body were due to his poor protection. He was careless during the fight with Sheng Mochen and the others, and she was injured. On that day, he was just cleaning her wounds.
In this case, why should she avoid him? She even rejected all his kindness, and everything he arranged to take care of her as a maid and imperial doctor was thrown away by her. She would rather stay alone and bear the loneliness alone. She knew
I don't know, the more she behaves like this, the less he can suppress his terrible thoughts. There was already a demon living in his heart when he bumped into them that day, and the demon was slandering her innocence every minute and second.
Yu... He didn't want to hear it, but he couldn't help but think about it... The more he thought about it, the more he thought about it, the more he wanted to see her.
He didn't understand that he was angry? Did he believe that she was having an affair with Sheng Ye Ming? Although he had been recovering from his injuries, he still heard about the rumors that were spreading outside. They all said that the queen was cheating on the emperor.
They all said that during the tryst with King Qiu Yan...