Chapter 374: [Hold your hand and grow old with you] Everyone is looking for him thousands of times
I, call Long Qingshi, the eldest princess of Jingyuan Dynasty
My brother Long Wushuang is the prince and will be the emperor in the future.
My brother and I have never seen our parents since the day we were born.
I once stupidly asked our Uncle Li Yuan,
Uncle Li Yuan, I'm used to calling him Uncle Li Yuan. I don't like to call him Uncle Huang, just like we don't like to call him Dad, Father Huang. I think it's so close and I like it.
I asked Uncle Li Yuan: Where has our mother gone? Where has our father gone?
At that time, I saw Uncle Li Yuan's eyes were red, but he smiled reluctantly at me. He said, our father has gone to a very far place, so far away that we can't even find it. Our mother is very stubborn and wants to go out.
Went to find daddy
At that time, I actually understood that our father was the previous Emperor Jing. He died on the battlefield, but I suddenly became abnormal and didn’t want to shed unnecessary tears or cry anymore, because I saw that my mother had
I found a sandalwood box in the Feng Yuan Palace. There was a small journal bound in it. All the past records of my parents were recorded in it.
After seeing that, I no longer blame my mother for being cruel and neglecting my brother and me.
Although I have never met my mother, I also know that my mother is really still alive, unlike my father.
I think my brother also knows
However, what we don’t understand is: Heaven and earth are separated forever, where will mother go to find father?
I also asked Uncle Li Yuan if our mother left anything for us when she left.
Uncle Li Yuan said: After dad disappeared, your mother woke up for the first time and said a few words. Then she slept for four days and three hours. When she woke up, she only said one strange thing.
She was a little confused and said, how wonderful it would be if she opened her eyes and saw a crystal chandelier, then everything would be just a dream.
Then, my mother didn’t say another word until she gave birth to us.
Uncle Li Yuan said that my mother's eyes were red when she left. Before she shed tears, she raised her head and smiled at the sky. She said: He has already thought of the name of the child. The girl will be called Long Qingshi and the boy will be named Long Wushuang.
Unparalleled, their children are unique
It was then that I realized that my brother and I were named after our father.
We often ask Uncle Li Yuan what our parents are like, are they as handsome as us? Because everyone in the palace says that my brother and I are good-looking.
It was always at this time that Uncle Li Yuan would smile and caress my brother and I's heads so that we stood face to face. Uncle Li Yuan said that my mother and I looked exactly the same, and my brother also looked like my father. We looked at each other.
You can know what your parents are like. So, it’s silly. Whenever I miss my parents, I always look at my brother in a daze. In fact, I also know that, my ice-faced brother is always secretly looking at me behind my back.
Me, my brother and I miss our parents very much.
When I was ten years old, I knew all the words that ordinary people must learn. That year, I excitedly went to see Uncle Li Yuan with the reward given to me by the Taifu, but I was there.
I saw a letter in the empty imperial study room
Because I saw a few simple words on the envelope, I guessed that it was from my mother. That was the first time I boldly turned over the things on the emperor's desk and read them.
Inside is a clean piece of paper, which is filled with densely packed plain regular script. The beginning reads, the words are as clear as the face, and the end reads, a beautiful, but extremely warm "11".
eleven
That's my mother's name
Only Uncle Li Yuan said that our mother’s name was Shiyi, but there were others in the history books who called our mother Feng Qingluan.
We believe Uncle Li Yuan, he said my mother’s name is Eleven, then my mother’s name is Eleven
My mother said in the letter that she met a strange beggar, and when he left, he told her that he was waiting for her in his old place.
I didn't understand at that time what this hometown was.
But my mother said in the letter that plum blossoms bloomed there all year round, and they were very beautiful. Many stories belonging to her had happened there, so I thought it must be a very warm place, because my mother liked it.
I think the places my mother likes must be very warm places with very warm people.
My mother said that that day when she was sitting in the carriage, her heart was already hanging on a thread about that beggar. She suddenly didn’t want to believe who he was. But at this moment, after walking through a forest of plum blossoms, the coachman saw the beggar.
When the carriage stopped by a small river to drink water, she raised the curtains of the carriage, but when she looked outside, she saw a person.
It was a man dressed in white, with a bamboo hat on his head and a fishing rod in his hand, sitting there quietly.
At that time, my mother silently looked at that familiar back. After so many years, her eyes finally turned red again. She once thought, how could there be such a similar back in this world?
And just as my mother slowly got off the carriage, stepping on the plum blossoms on the ground, she walked step by step towards the river and walked to that person's side.
Mom said she smelled a familiar smell
That smell is called sandalwood. It is an elegant smell that will be carried with you for a lifetime if you smoke it in the palace for a long time in this era.
My mother also said that she might have been rash in her life, but this was the first time she had done so with an uneasy mood. She stretched out her hand and lifted the hat off the man's head.
But at that time, my mother woke up before the man turned around. She quickly leaned down and tried to make a gesture of apology in sign language. However, when the man slowly turned his head and smiled at her, she was stunned.
Got it
Because that person had a fair, fair and handsome face that could be compared to a pear blossom. His smile stirred up the spring water in her heart, just like before, a shallow, gentle and innocent smile.
Without warning, he crashed into my mother’s long-dead heart.
He looked at that familiar face with trembling eyes, and glanced at the few strands of silver hair slightly mixed in his black hair.
Mom, she was like a little girl who had just begun to have a love affair. She stared at the person in front of her with excitement and fear, and in a voice that was dumb and ridiculous because she hadn't spoken a year ago, she asked carefully: "What's your name?"
My mother said that later she found out that she had asked a question so stupid that it made people want to hit the wall. Looking back now, she still feels embarrassed.
I laughed
But at the end of the letter, I saw what my mother had written about the state of another person at that time.
My mother said that the man gently took the bamboo hat in her hand back, and then said softly with a smile: "Madam, my husband has been waiting for you for a long time. By the time I did, the color of my hair had changed."
Then, at the end of the letter, there is nothing more
Even though there are no more words, I know that my mother must be happy
When we meet again, we realize that life has not stopped yet
That day, I stared at the letter for a long time, so long that I almost crushed the tissue paper in my hand, but in the end, I smiled stupidly at the letter.
Later, I accidentally found a letter on Uncle Li Yuan's desk that seemed to have been written for a long time but had no intention of being sent. The paper was already yellowing.
I opened the letter carefully. There wasn't much in it. I just added a few sentences.
In this life, I, Long Liyuan, only love you in the next life. I, Long Liyuan, will definitely find you again.
In this life and the next, life after life, you are my only favor
I don’t know who Uncle Li Yuan is talking about, but for so many years, his post has always been vacant, no matter how many officials tried to persuade him, he never wavered.
Uncle Li Yuan may be lonely, without anyone he loves around him
But I also think he is content. Every time he looks at my brother and me, the smile in his eyes is so content.
A few years later, I was seventeen years old
I met a man who could save my life. I was so happy that I told Uncle Li Yuan that I wanted to get married on the day I got my hair.
So, on the day that Uncle Li Yuan decided to get married,
In the princess's mansion, I looked at the crowds of people who came in with invitations to congratulate me, looking for the figure I wanted to see, but in the end I was disappointed.
After the ceremony, I escaped from the bridal chamber because of my savage temperament, but I saw two blank invitations on the table in the ceremonial room that the guards had collected.
I hurriedly walked out and stood in front of the princess mansion, looking at the pair of people walking away slowly holding each other in the crowd outside.
The middle-aged woman, wearing a bamboo hat, gently held her arm with the middle-aged man in white who was also wearing a bamboo hat. Just like that, like a gust of wind, she walked out of my world gently and gently.
I knew who they were, but I didn't step forward to stop them.
In fact, I was just not willing to give up my search.
But at this time, I discovered that as long as I can see the peaceful backs of those two people, it will be good.
My brother said that some memories will be burned away by time, while some people will be buried deep in their hearts for life after life.
I will respect their choice for the rest of my life
I will always remember the pair of figures who left each other.
When I turned back and stepped back to the Palace Lord's Mansion, I saw my brother standing in the dark. Like me, he was smiling slightly in the direction where my parents were leaving.