I clearly understand that to him, I am just a pawn for his use. Although I don’t want to admit this fact, I must face that there is no more love between me and him.
On the execution ground, I avoided the guards and escaped. Seeing that my father, who had fought on the battlefield in the past, was now tightly bound on the execution ground, I suddenly felt extremely guilty.
If it weren't for me, dad would definitely not have embarked on this dead end. All the results were due to my wishful thinking and my unreasonable love.
I kowtowed my head and begged Murong Xiao to let dad go, but his eyes looked so cold, as if he didn't hear my cry. He waved his hand decisively, and the executioner started execution. The bloody head suddenly appeared in front of me, and dad was gone.
From then on, my heart was as gray as ashes, and I meditated in front of the Buddha every day. Gradually, I seemed to see through this mortal world, where conditions arise and conditions perish, and nothing can be forced.
However, there was already a turmoil outside Yunyi Palace. Murong Xiao killed Qin Waner's child, and this child turned out not to be Murong Shun's, but had been conceived that night before entering the palace. When Murong Xiao learned the truth, he drank
I was so drunk that I suddenly ran into my palace and talked drunkenly.
I know that with Qin Wan'er's strong temper, she will never forgive Murong Xiao. The relationship between him and her is completely over.
My father's men rebelled, and the world was in danger. Murong Xiao came to me to beg me and made many promises, but he didn't know how the woman who was injured so badly by him could ever look back.
The determination that I had when I killed my father is no longer there. What he doesn’t know is that the relationship between me and him is also over.
For me, the relationship with him has become a thing of the past. There is no hatred, no love, no jealousy, no resentment.
My heart was already dead. With the executioner’s decisive blow, my relationship with him ended here.
Yunyi Palace, I will end my life here. A white silk ribbon, a common suicide method for women in the palace. I looked at the sky outside again. She was wearing light makeup and was as green as Qin Wan'er. I no longer hate it.
Murong Xiao, no longer in love
If God allowed me to live my life over again, I think I would still be willing to repeat my previous choice. After all, you have to love before you can know the bitterness of love and the bitter taste of love.
Extra: Murong Xiao (1)
The status of a prince is naturally extremely noble in the eyes of the world, but who would have known that his mother-in-law was from a humble background and would also suffer discrimination in the palace?
Those lowly slaves dared to trample me under their feet, and I was severely detained every month, but I could only hide this anger in my heart and dare not show it.
My father has never seen me in his eyes. When I was studying in the study, I would always check my brother’s homework, but he didn’t even ask about me. The conversation between me and my father would always stop at me.
Say hello, my father calls out this moment, and I am also his child
When I heard the chicken dance, I was only five years old at that time, and I had already started studying hard.
My mother-in-law committed suicide in the cold palace because she was blamed by Zhao Zhaoyi, who was favored at the time. Only by studying can I survive in the palace.
Compared with the favor of the emperor brother, the other princes and I are very inconspicuous.