1249. Chapter 1249 Not worthy of love, rather lacking than abuse 02
Mo'er replied with a smile at that time: "If he is worthy of my love and treats me wholeheartedly, I will admit it. But if he is not worthy of my love and does not treat me wholeheartedly, then I would rather live without it. Even if he can't break the worldly rules, he can still do it."
My heart is mine and no one can change it. I have the final say on who I like. No power, interest or beauty can influence it."
Thinking of Mo'er's words, the eldest lady slowly seemed to have a beacon emerging from the bottom of her heart. It was as if she had support and no longer hesitated. She said slowly in her heart: "Mo'er, I also feel sorry for him.
He died, even though he didn't die, but I don't owe him anymore. It's like I no longer owe Mrs. Wang."
Even if he fought for her a little bit, even if he couldn't fight, at least let the world see that he fought for her. Even if she died for him, she would be satisfied.
But he didn't, he didn't treat her wholeheartedly, then she was really broken.
Even affection and love are broken.
She would rather be alone than get married casually, but her grandmother naturally wouldn't agree.
And if she was asked to remarry Qin Yuanjun with her heart just broken by the prince, she would not be able to cross the threshold in her heart. It would be like running away from one and then finding another safe haven.
This is not good for her or Qin Yuanjun.
But she couldn't persuade the old lady not to let her get married. Maybe she could find another way.
She nodded, her voice was gentle, although a little hoarse, but clear, "Mom, please tell grandma, I understand. I will prepare well. I will go to congratulate my left sister on time, and ask mom to ask grandma for instructions, I want to
Go to Xiangguo Temple to offer incense and pray for blessings, and wish Mo'er and the others a successful victory and a speedy return."
Mother Zhang breathed a sigh of relief and went away with a smile.
Soon, the little girl came to send a message, and the old lady agreed, so that the young lady did not have to worry about herself too much. Even if she wanted to get married, it would be the same as before.
After fasting for three days, and then taking a bath and incense, the eldest lady got up early in the morning to wash up and dress up, and went to Xiangguo Temple to pray. Su Xin'er had been staying in her room because of a heat cold and could not go with her.
The eldest lady went to pay homage to her grandmother first, and then Aunt Lin brought many girls and women to accompany her. The old lady also sent a few young and strong servants to follow. Because the eldest lady did not want to make too much noise, she kept a low profile on the way and only sent people there.
When people go to Xiangguo Temple, they should notify her in advance so that she can have time to offer incense alone.