Pei Baojiang seemed to have read through her thoughts and said with a smile: "Mo'er, you said there are few people in this world who can be as lucky as you. Of course, it is also your ability. There are many women in this world who are as lucky as you."
That kind of courage and strength? To be able to fight for the freedom of yourself and even the entire family? We... are all helpless."
She indirectly explained why she would marry Huangfu Jie because the emperor ordered the marriage and because of political needs.
"Sometimes, it's not enough to have a free heart, you also need to have that kind of courage and wisdom. Mo'er... I really envy you."
Pei Baojiang stared at her, smiling sincerely and helplessly.
Su Mo felt hot and said, "If you don't want to, I can help you tell the emperor."
Because she could see that Huangfu Jie didn't seem to have feelings for Pei Baojiang. Instead of doing this, it was better to wait and find someone she liked.
But Pei Baojiang exposed it directly. She smiled and said: "I know that King Wei has always had someone in his heart, and that person is you!"
She said this without any jealousy or sadness, but with a sense of relief.
Since two people don't love each other but insist on being together, the best outcome is to respect each other as guests and each have their own love sustenance. Otherwise, if one loves and the other escapes, it will be very painful and cause a lot of troubles.
Su Mo sighed, "Why?"
As for Huangfu Jie's feelings for her, she always felt that it was just the ignorance of her youth, the affection she had from playing around in her childhood. It was an illusion and not real.
As time goes by, he will figure it out.
Moreover, he had never expressed that kind of ambiguity towards him, so Su Mo felt that Pei Baojiang must have been arbitrary for a while.
Besides, sometimes love can develop over time.
"I once really longed for freedom, longed to be able to find my own love, not to be controlled by my family, not to be dictated by my parents or a matchmaker, and to be able to love freely."
When Pei Baojiang said this, a light flashed in his eyes.
Su Mo's heart moved, "Sister Pei, you?"
She was a little suspicious of Pei Baojiang, and that was where she came from.
Pei Baojiang laughed, "I'm not the same as before. I envy you so much that I tend to have random thoughts and have many dreams. I even thought that if I hadn't made a mistake, maybe I would have followed you and rushed to freedom long ago.
"
Maybe she has already married Su Yue.
Su Yue obviously liked her, but because they moved their family south, they had to cut off their love. She was in so much pain at that time.
She also knew that because she was between the prince, Sister Zuo, and Su Rouer, she knew their connection, but did not warn the Su family in advance when things were not good for Su Rouer, which made Su Rouer very sad.
Su Yue must have hated her because of that time. He cut off the original feelings more neatly and smoothly.
He is really a man who looks weak but is simply cruel.
We once walked together under the crabapple tree, chatted and laughed together. Such warm and ambiguous times, such gentle eyes, can only become memories.
Although that man does not know martial arts, he has the strong heart of a warrior.
Su Yue...will you still remember?
She fell into deep thought, and when she lowered her head, two lines of tears fell into the wind.
Su Mo could see it clearly, but she didn't say anything and just walked quietly.
There are too many helplessness in life, and there are too many choices that cannot be made.
She can be a good princess, and can even support her husband and raise children, but she can no longer love.
