When Li Xin woke up, it was already afternoon. Looking at the obviously not strong sunlight, Li Xin was still slightly stunned for a moment. Then she remembered what happened before. She opened the quilt and saw her naked body. Her tears
, I couldn’t stop it no matter what, it turned out it happened anyway, it turned out he forced himself
He wanted to get out of bed, but he unexpectedly pulled his own wound. Li Xin looked at the wound that had been obviously re-bandaged, and tears flowed more violently.
Why don't you let yourself die? Why are you still alive?
Regardless of the pain of the wound, Li Xin got out of bed and got dressed. Seeing the red color constantly overflowing from the wound, Li Xin smiled stupidly and treated herself with self-abuse.
The bed was full of mess. She took down all the things, rolled them up in the quilt, and just sat on the bed in a daze, without any light in her eyes.
She didn't know what she should do next, she didn't know what she would face next, and now that something like this happened, she didn't even want to see Xuanyuan Yi's face again.
Barefooted and slightly cold in early winter, Li Xin buried her head between her knees, tears streaming down her face.
Li Xin sat there for who knows how long. It wasn't until someone knocked on the door that she woke up and asked hoarsely: "Who is it?"
"Sister Li Xin, I'm here to bring you food." The mood of the little girl outside is not abnormal. It is as usual, light and gentle, with a hint of eagerness.
"I don't want to eat, please leave." Li Xin refused. She couldn't think about eating now. She wished she could just die. Living was really painful.
What else did the little girl say? Li Xin didn't hear a word. Those cruel words kept coming intermittently in her ears. Her body trembled. Those words had completely broken her heart.
I don’t know how to remove those words from my heart
Li Xin stood up, quickly picked up her bag, and poured out some messy things. Li Xin quickly put on her original clothes, jeans, a vest, a sweater, and canvas shoes. She was ready to leave.
She couldn't stay here for a moment. Even if she sold herself to him for a hundred taels, it should be enough for her to keep her iPhone and Canon camera. Although the camera was out of power, and the phone was out of power,
It was also a waste product. Li Xin took out a thin platinum necklace from the inside of the bag, put them together on the table, and then prepared to leave with his backpack on his back.
She took away the piece of unknown-shaped jade that Xuanyuan Li gave her. She thought the quality was very good. If she couldn't eat in the future, she would just pawn it.
If you can’t find the way home, you just have to look for it slowly. Then you don’t want to stay here. This is hell, an enclosed hell.
With her hair tied in a ponytail, she walked out of the palace gate of the side hall and walked towards the gate with ease. In her outfit, she was really an anomaly in Prince Yi's Mansion. Some palace maids and eunuchs passed by, and they all whispered to each other, Li
Xin doesn't care, she just needs to go far now
"Xin'er, where are you going?" The housekeeper didn't know when he got the news. He rushed to Li Xin when she was about to arrive at the gate, with a face full of surprise.
Li Xin felt very unhappy. Looking at the forty or fifty-year-old housekeeper in front of her, she really wanted to scold him. Why did he run out when there was nothing to do? At such an old age, wouldn't he have a good rest?
"I have to leave," Li Xin said lightly, her eyes full of determination, she would definitely leave.