Chapter 383: Not as Vicious as Your Brother 2
A depressing feeling that she had never experienced before was swirling in her heart, making her unable to breathe.
What she blurted out just now was what Xiaojuan said after her.
But she couldn't say it, couldn't say it loudly
Gao Shenran is the murderer of her father
She couldn't tell this fact. Was it because Gao Shenran's sugar-coated bomb made her intoxicated?
Has she forgotten her father's death? Is she trying to forget that he was the murderer?
The scene in the busy city comes to mind again
Amid the blood, a pair of dark green angry eyes faced her
The same eyes as those at the fire scene three years ago
That kind of green, with the meaning of killing
All the information that she didn't want to face, the information she had been avoiding in the past, was rushing towards her brain in an instant.
Just like the huge waves in the middle of the sea, they are constantly beating, one wave higher than the other.
"Ah..." She stroked her cheek and screamed: "Don't make a noise, don't make a noise! Ah...!!!"
In fact, Ji Xiaoxiao's mental state has been very poor since the shootout in the downtown area.
She cried, had troubles, and lost control of her emotions several times
Later, Simon used medicine to calm him down, and then Gao Shenran accompanied him day and night.
Gradually, her subconscious began to ignore this fact
In other words, from the day she regained her sight, she had recognized Gao Shenran as the masked man.
There was a voice in her heart that kept telling her that Gao Shenran was the one who killed her father.
But at the same time, facing Gao Shenran's tenderness and sweetness, her broken and hateful heart was softened.
Gao Shenran was like a poison and an antidote at the same time, influencing her emotions over and over again.
In the past, he was always devouring her soul; now, he is constantly comforting her body and mind.
She is in pain but happy at the same time
The two emotions kept alternating, and she chose to escape and self-hypnotize, feeling that there was no problem in doing so.
But the problem is still a problem after all, it always exists
So she looked for an exit in the darkness, an exit that could release herself and forgive Gao Shenran at the same time.
This exit is to leave him
She doesn't want to hate him, nor does she want to love him. Only by leaving can her guilty and struggling body and mind be calmed down.
So cowardly, so evasive, yet unable to gain the understanding and trust of others
Facing the unnecessary accusations, she lost control
With a hoarse scream, both Gao Sushan and Xiaojuan stopped.
Looking at Ji Xiaoxiao who was squatting on the ground and crying bitterly
This chapter has been completed!