Just like this time, he was worried about Yi'er and wanted to find her back, but he was also afraid that he would really find her. But now that he could never find her again, he only felt that there was a piece missing in his heart, and he felt heavy.
The feeling of loss and emptiness held him tightly...but he looked around blankly, still conflicted!
Yi'er thinks a lot, but in fact he thinks more
He thought about everything from when he met Yi'er to the present day, and carefully sorted out his own feelings towards Yi'er. Those things that he occasionally thought of before were sweet and heart-warming, but now he keeps using them.
Looking at it with suspicion... everything seems to be wrong at this glance. Yi'er's every move, word and deed seems to have suspicious motives.
But he knew clearly in his heart that he was awake, that everything he did was conscious and motivated, and everything was normal... Therefore, he was even more conflicted!
He even hated Yi'er a little, and why Yi'er had to admit that if Yi'er hadn't told him this, then none of this would have happened. If he had never doubted that, then everything would be perfect.
He is conflicted, hesitant, doubtful, but he misses and worries more
Miss Yi'er, worry about Yi'er
The world is not safe, and a single little girl is even more unsafe. So, when he calmed down a little, and before he could figure out his feelings, he immediately came to Yi'er.
By this time, he had figured out that if he liked Yi'er because she had done something to him, then he would probably always like her. No matter whether he wanted to or not, or whether he liked someone else, he could only
He doesn't want to make himself sad by keeping Yi'er by his side so that he likes her... And if his love for Yi'er comes from sincerity and is not caused by Yi'er, then he should keep Yi'er by his side and not let anything happen to her.
So, the conclusion is the same, he must keep Yi'er by his side! Until he gets the answer, or never gets the answer, just live like this!
However, he, who has always had the wind and the rain, suddenly discovered that there were still some things that he could not control, just like Yi'er's whereabouts at this time!
Standing in the Lou family stronghold, the room where he and Yi'er had spoken two days ago, after listening to the news reported by his subordinates, he felt his heart throbbing!
After waving his men away, he smiled bitterly: "You girl, no matter if it was your fault or not, why don't you stick to it now that you have started? With your intelligence, can't you see that no matter what, you can't turn back?
"
If you fall in love, you can only keep falling in love! Once you are determined, there will be no change.
Yes, he understands, he fell in love with her, no matter what the reason is, he will never change. He fell in love with her, fell in love with her miserably... fell in love with the person who was still a little girl.
"You should just hide by my side. With your domineering attitude, you can't leave me alone, right? When will you show up again? Don't let me wait too long..."
Lou Qingfeng was as smart as Yi'er thought, and even smarter. He soon realized that he always guessed wrong about Yi'er again and again. Yi'er was indeed overbearing, but she didn't wait for him.
Nearby, and made him wait for a long, long, long time...