Long Yan chuckled. The vibrations in his chest were transmitted to her body, making her a little uncomfortable. She liked to feel his vibrations when she was in Gu Feng's arms. She always put her ears against his chest and listened to him.
But at this moment, she just felt uncomfortable
"It's too serious. It always hurts people, either hurting others or hurting myself..." There was bitterness in his voice, "Just like now..."
Qing Yi didn't know how to reply to him. She had very little experience in relationships. She didn't do much to refuse people. She didn't have any skills to speak of. She would just refuse directly. Although it was hurtful, it was very effective and neat.
"I'm sorry, but I have a boyfriend."
"I know that since I came today, I have already made preparations to be hurt." Long Yan looked sideways at Qing Yi, who was at a loss. A trace of fanaticism flashed in his eyes, but in the end he suppressed it again, "If, I mean
If, if one day, you are no longer together, would you be willing to come to me?"
After hearing this, Qing Yi stiffened slightly and frowned slightly, "Why do you say that?"
Long Yan immediately said anxiously: "I'm just saying what if"
Qing Yi struggled hard and finally broke away from Long Yan's arms. She turned away from his arms and slowly walked outside until she walked to the deck and basked in the bright sun again. Then she looked at Long Yan seriously.
"I've always been very strange. I'm not very beautiful, I don't have a very good personality, and I'm not very capable. Why do you like me?"
Long Yan has been standing beside Qing Yi, looking at her quietly.
Hearing her question, he also smiled bitterly, "If I knew why, I would definitely not be hurt so badly. I have seen a lot of beautiful people, and I have also seen a lot of girls with various personalities, and there are countless capable ones.
...but it has never moved my heart..."
He walked to the beach chair prepared on the deck and sat down. He asked Qing Yi to sit on the other side and poured red wine for the two of them. He picked up a glass and took a small sip before speaking slowly and in an erratic voice:
"Maybe it's a taste, a feeling!!! A feeling that's familiar to me..."
Speaking of this, a flash of pain flashed in his eyes. The pain made Qing Yi curious.
"You make me feel a lot like a girl I liked before... Even your abilities... are somewhat similar to hers..."