After telling him, will he have to make a decision in the next moment?!
She doesn't want to force him, nor does she want to force herself...
She did not share his life and death with him, so how could she force him to give up the woman who once shared his life and death with him?
It turns out that when she loves, she becomes timid... Because of love, she is afraid of facing his choice, and is afraid that he will tell her in person that the Lian'er he loves has returned, and that the position around him is left for Lian'er, not her!
When she heard that Lian'er's position in his heart was no longer able to replace her, she wanted to try to let go! But when he showed a gentle look at her, she reluctantly let go!
She didn't blame the sky or the earth... she could only blame her for meeting him too late!
"Zhuo Bingshan, if..."
Jin Yuan clenched the edge of her clothes and asked in a low voice: "If I had met you earlier than Lian'er, then would you... be the one you fell in love with, but me?"
Zhuo Yan's eyes flashed with surprise, he held up her chin, and laughed softly: "Little Yuanbaoer, why did he suddenly ask this?"
Jin Yuan looked at him in a daze, and his figure was still reflected in his eyes, but what about his heart? Is there any figure of her in his heart?
His eyes were indeed gentle, gentle enough to make her intoxicated, but she also knew that it was just... just gentle!
Because she saw his complex and sighing gaze in the lotus pond... At that time, when he looked at Luo Fei who was holding Jiao Weiqin, she saw everything in her eyes!
That deep love is not hers! She has never had it in the past, and she will not have it in the future!
Jin Yuan didn't know how long she had looked at him before slowly turning her eyes away, shook her head and said as if nothing had happened: "It's nothing, I'm just asking casually..."
She no longer expects his answer!
In fact, what he said to Luo Fei by the lotus pond in the afternoon was his answer!
The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, illness, death, love and separation, long-lasting resentment, unable to seek, and unable to let go... National teacher Chao Li lost his mind for immortality, and feared the suffering of life and death!
After she became a god, birth, old age, sickness and death were no longer related to her, but after she escaped from life and death, she realized that it was only now that love and separation are more painful if it lasts for a long time!
"Little Yuanbaoer..." He looked at her forcing her to smile and felt a deep pity in his heart. In addition to pity, he also had an inexplicable fear!