But now Shan Mandrill said this. Is this the reason why he had previously had a stiff relationship with Po Jun?
She couldn't tell her feelings for Pojun... But she knew very well that her feelings for Pojun and Mandrill were different!
She fell in love with one of them and was destined to be unable to respond to the other!
She finally understood why that Ri Shan Mandrill asked her to make a decision between Pojun and him... But that's how she was. Once she recognized her feelings, she would not give up easily!
And she didn't want to give up on her friend Shan Mandrill! How could those days of practicing together and those days of playing the piano and flute ensemble just be erased?
She used to not understand the feelings of the mandrill, but now she understands... she still can't respond to him!
"Mondrill, I'm sorry, I never knew your feelings..."
She smiled apologized at him, but did not open his hand holding his arms around her body, but just looked at him and said sincerely: "But no one can decide on the matter of emotions, right? I have always regarded you as a friend, except
Besides, I never thought about anything else…”
She was still trying to reject him and persuade him with polite words, but before she could finish her words, he understood what she meant, hugged her tighter with her hands, and his voice trembled with excitement: "So,
Lian'er, I still can't do it, right? No matter how hard I try, no matter how long I stay by your side, I can't compare to that Pojun to you, right?"
"Mondrill, that's not what I mean..."
She looked at the loneliness that flashed across his face, and her heart couldn't help but twitch, and she quickly explained: "You are my eternal friend, and Pojun... Maybe he won't look at me directly, but I can't do anything about it,
Don’t follow him, don’t think about him! Although I am just a lotus, I don’t want to live against my will. Do you understand?"
"I see……"
Shan Mandrill nodded with a wry smile, and did not let go of his hands, but murmured: "I actually understood it a long time ago! I have never expressed my feelings to you, just because I have always kept expectation in my heart... As long as the days go by, you
My heart will eventually belong to my mandrill! In fact, I have been deceiving myself... Haha... No matter how long it takes, I am destined to lose to that Pojun!"
When he said this, a look of despair appeared in his eyes.