But I never expected that Yan'er was missing and couldn't be found no matter how hard I looked. After wandering outside for a long time, I learned that Yan'er had married Cheng Feng, and the palace owner had also terminated the engagement between Chongjian and Yan'er.
he is free
But my heart is empty, I don’t have any extravagant hopes, because Ningyue is married to Ziyou, and I love her as much as my life.
Destiny is constantly changing, Chongjian returns to the palace again
Chongjian is not afraid of seeing the intimate smiles of Ningyue and Ziyou every day
He is not afraid that his heart is suffering in pain
What Chongjian is afraid of is that if he doesn't stay by Ningyue's side, his life will be boring and blank.
Chongjian is a man who only cares about the most sentimental things. He is not like other men who only care about power and profit.
If you can, please give him a heartless heart in the next life
Staying in the palace in this life is to compensate for the mistakes made by father and the mistakes made by Chongjian
It’s just that today, Chongjian is very uncomfortable
Ningyue actually wanted to grant him a marriage. No matter what, he was unwilling
In this life, I don’t want to protect her, but I want to protect her silently until my heart is no longer with her.
But I dare not say these words to Ziyou in front of me, and I don’t want them to have any knots in their minds. Naturally, I also hope that I can fall in love with another woman in my life.
Fall in love with another woman, marry her, start a family, and live an ordinary life
This may be Chongjian's most extravagant wish
But will he fall in love with other women?
Tossing and turning in the middle of the night, the moonlight shone coldly through Qian's screen window.
Chongjian got up and sat on the waterside pavilion in the palace, recalling everything about the past and Ningyue.
It is a heavy stream, so steady and quiet, but it does not lack hope and vitality.
Nowadays, the bottom of my heart is a piece of stagnant water, without passion, only endless vicissitudes of life.
Every day, I patrol the palace near the Imperial Garden, the secret place of the emperor.
Standing on the attic, watching from a distance the woman she loved, the man she loved, and Ci'er, laughing and playing together
Suddenly, that moment of sadness is not something that ordinary people can bear.
My heart is long gone, my whole body is numb, only my eyes are left, and there is still a little bit of sadness hidden inside.