Chapter 1413: Fanwai Nangongxuan's confusion and love 283
The main hall of the director, no matter which country the imperial palace is, is the tallest building, and the thing he never wants to remember happens in that main hall
Nangong Xuan walked to a roof with some fatigue and leaned heavily against the wall.
Let the rain hit my head and face, wet all my clothes
The head is dizzy under the action of alcohol
The heart hurts
When he was sober, every bit of the time he smashed his son to death that day came out in his mind, making him unable to control himself from getting drunk, and attempting to use wine to forget all the things in his mind that he didn't want to remember.
After getting drunk, all the feelings are clearer than usual
Even the heartache is infinitely expanded under the influence of alcohol
Just like now, the spreading pain made Nangong Xuan unable to help but raise his hand and hug his head vigorously.
Subconsciously, I want to use my hands to make a space for myself to block out all pain
In vain!
The real pain is that no matter what method you use, there is no way to avoid it.
What's more, in that pain, there is infinite regret and infinite condemnation of conscience, and the father-son family relationship that cannot be calculated at all
Just like now, Nangong Xuan found that he wanted pain. Whether it was raindrops falling on his body or headache, as long as it was physical pain, he needed it.
Only such pain can suppress and bind the pain in his body
Closed his eyes, Nangong Xuan slowly lowered his arms, raised his head and felt the scent of the heavy rain hitting his face and head.
The pain in my heart was finally dissipated a little bit by bit
Suddenly, he felt the rain that hit his face disappear in an instant, and Nangong Xuan couldn't help but growl; "I said, don't follow me, get out!"
"How long do you want to do this!"
The gentle voice shocked Nangong Xuan
Closed eyes, suddenly opened
The deep intoxication disappeared in an instant
Almost no time for a moment, Nangong Xuan had already taken two steps
Just now, the one who held an umbrella with his hand to block the rain was that he was most afraid of seeing that person