When Xiaoyou came back this time, I found that everyone had changed, no longer childish, everyone's relationship was tense, and my body was getting worse day by day.
I didn’t want Luoluo to be sad, I didn’t want Xiaoyou to be sad, and I didn’t want those who cared about me to be sad, so I decided to leave alone and quietly wait for death in a secluded place.
I told Luoluo that I was leaving for Singapore. Luoluo’s expression that day made me feel a little strange, as if he was reluctant to leave. Finally, he gave me a big hug. This was the first time he took the initiative.
hold me.
I hugged him almost impatiently and tremblingly. I had been waiting for this hug for a long time. I thought, how nice it would be if Luoluo had given me a hug every day. At least, I would not be disappointed because of this hug now.
Crying loudly in Luoluo's arms.
"Lolo... I want to travel around the world with you... I want... my life... my future... to be with you every step of the way... my life begins to rearrange itself the moment you appear...
…Because you are complete…and because you are…no longer complete…”
I don't know what I said, I only know that I want time to stay at this moment. I won't be sad or sad, and I will keep Lolo's warmth forever.
Luoluo was very stupid. He just hugged me and didn't say a word. His tears fell on my neck, so hot. He didn't let me see it, and I pretended not to feel it, but how much I wanted to love Luoluo.
Said, if you don't say anything, there may be no chance, and this separation may be forever...
In the end, Luoluo didn't say anything. I carried my luggage and left alone under their watch. In fact, I didn't leave. I just came back after my friends left. I saw Luoluo guarding the airport.
He waited until the airport closed before leaving.
That night, he did not go home and wandered on a deserted road. I followed his footsteps, behind him, and kept his lonely application in my eyes, but I would not step forward.
disturb.
I always thought that Luoluo would fall in love with me, but when he really fell in love with me, I no longer had the ability to be with him. Is this my fate? I hate it, I hate it so much.