Xiaoyou comes to see me once every other week, sometimes twice a week. Most of the time we just sit in my ward, I lie on the bed smiling, and she holds Leng Qianmo.
I specially prepared a brush for her to paint my portrait.
I feel like my body is getting weaker day by day, and I know that I don’t have much life left. My only hope now is to see Xiaoyou give birth to her child, and let me see the picture jumping from Xiaoyou’s belly.
The little kids coming out.
Xiaoyou always has a faint smile on her face when she comes to see me. I know that she also feels that my body is getting weaker and weaker, and the smile on her face is getting more and more bitter.
I just pretended not to know anything, said nothing, and still smiled at her as if nothing had happened.
However, two months later, Xiaoyou came to see me again. This time, she did not come alone. Behind her was someone I had longed for but dare not think about...
My Lolo.
Tears were like a flood. It wasn't until the moment I saw Luoluo that I realized that it wasn't that I didn't want to see him, but that I couldn't wait to see him. My life was coming to an end. If I couldn't see him during this period,
I will never close my eyes to the man who has made me care about me since childhood.
Xiaoyou saw my tears and left the ward silently, leaving space for me and Luoluo.
"Luoluo..." I felt like my throat was stuck. I had thousands of words to say to him, but in the end I couldn't say anything.
"Fool...why don't you tell me...why..." Luoluo came over and held me in his arms with gentle and domineering movements. For the first time, I heard his crying and choking voice.
On this day, we talked a lot about everything from elementary school to growing up, so many scenes flashed through our minds, like movie scenes, and those past events were like replaying yesterday's events.
Lying in Luoluo's arms, I realized that this world is so warm and gives me so much happiness.
However, what I need most is Luoluo. For me, from the moment I met him, he is my whole world, my joy, my happiness, my emotions, my sadness, my sadness...
My world will always be linked to Luoluo. He is the future I want, and he is the life I want.