I said lightly: "I won't accept you, just like you won't accept me. In your heart, there is only possession. You want me to accept you, just to make you feel that there is no woman in the world that you can't get."
, all the women in the world will fall in love with you, they will be crazy for you, they can’t help themselves, you are wrong, even if all the women in the world will fall in love with you, I won’t!”
The redness on his face gradually faded and became a little pale. He looked at me, sighed suddenly, and said: "In your heart, I have always been this kind of person, before and now.
It will be the same in the future, right?"
I gritted my teeth and said, "Yes, it is indeed like this. Your image in my mind has become a foregone conclusion and cannot be changed at all. No matter how I pretend now, it cannot change my opinion of you!"
He turned my face towards me with his hand, gritted his teeth and said, "I'm not pretending to you, I'm telling the truth!"
I looked at him stubbornly with hateful eyes and said, "I don't care if you are real or not, I will never fall in love with you. In my eyes, you are just a beast, a beast, and a bad person who ruined everything for me!
"
He suddenly laughed, let go of his hand, smiled happily, and said in a sarcastic tone: "Think about yourself, even if I didn't rape you, would you be with Shi Xi? To be my queen,
It was your choice, even if nothing happens to us, you will still be my queen!"
Yes, all of this was my own choice. I was unlucky and chose a path of no return. Even if Shi Buyan hadn't raped me, I would still have chosen him.
Yes, unless Shi Xixi becomes the king, I am destined to have nothing but fate with him.
I have no reason to stop Shi Buyan from competing for the throne. This is his fate and his right. I can't blame him for competing with Shi Xi for the throne. I find myself like a fool. My fate has already been decided. I can only silently
bear
Suddenly I felt really tired, so tired. I lay there and couldn't control myself anymore, tears fell like beads.
He hugged me tightly in his arms and said in a rare gentle tone: "If you feel pain in your heart, just cry out. Make it painful and happy, and cry loudly."