Chapter 145: It's just a pain in the heart and I committed another crime 5
He didn't know how I would feel when he said these words. The sour feeling had gradually swept through my body, making it difficult for me to even breathe.
Who doesn’t hope that his husband will stop worrying about himself, and that he will always have only himself in his heart, and will never touch or think about other women again. However, as a woman, how can she have this right?
However, I still smiled. Who told me to make this decision myself and help him find these beauties? Wasn’t my original intention just to hope that he would fall in love with these beauties and never look for me again?
What? But why am I like this again?
What is wrong with me? I feel like I have reached a point where there is no cure.
"Since Your Majesty is not in good spirits, you might as well take this opportunity to have a good sleep. Indeed, you worked so hard at night and were injured during the day. If you don't have a good rest, it will be a bit overwhelming."
There was obviously a hint of jealousy in my words, but after hearing this, he still smiled and said: "If I could have them come to bed with me every day, then I would really be as happy as a god."
My heart felt uncomfortable for a while, and I tried to calm myself down, but those words and those people kept circling in my mind, making me unable to calm down anymore. This was the first time I felt like this, but I had never noticed it before, otherwise I would have
I won’t shoot myself in the foot anymore.
I suppressed the discomfort in my heart and said with a forced smile: "Then let them come every day."
He nodded with a smile and said: "Then I will have to thank the Queen again."
I said: "Then I'll go and prepare with Xiao Ning for going to southern Xinjiang tomorrow. I'll take my leave now."
With that said, I turned around and left. There was a severe blockage in my heart, which made me a little breathless. I forced myself to endure it until I walked outside. Then I quietly turned back and looked at his figure, but my eyes were filled with tears without realizing it.
Tang Xiaoning appeared behind me at some point, frowned and said, "Sister, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
I quickly shook my head and said, "It's nothing, it's just that my heartache came back again."
Tang Xiaoning patted my back gently and said, "Sister, something's not quite right with you today. I've never seen you behave like this before. Is it because of my brother-in-law?"