Chapter 219: I want to love you but you always push me away
But even if I love you desperately, how will you live in one year? How will I live in one year?
Do we have to force two people to be entangled like this?
If you want it, I... can give it... really, I can give it, I am willing to give it
You said, you said, "Are you that stupid?", I'm telling you now, I'm not stupid at all, I have my nobility, I have my pride.
But if I fall in love with you, there is nothing left, you know?
I'm hurt both physically and mentally, so what... I can't hide, so why not be brave? Even if I may die in misery without a burial place in the future, I still have to be brave, believe in your love, and give you love, okay?
Thinking about this, she burst into tears
Is Su Xiaonuo brave? Why doesn't he feel anything? Why does it feel like he is surviving from a desperate situation, putting himself at the point of death and then reviving? But, in the future, can he be resurrected? Can he recuperate quickly?
A long time passed, and the man holding her didn't give her a reply...
My heart is cold... I'm about to die... Why haven't I given her an answer...
Do you want her to explain it more clearly?
"I..." I opened my mouth and heard him say something at the same time.
She quickly shut up and listened carefully to what words he would say that were unacceptable to her.
Lian Ze, this is the last chance I give myself to indulge. The last time I know that I can’t love, that I can’t love, that I can’t afford to love, I still give myself a chance. Just treat me as a bitch...I don’t care anymore.
She heard him say: "I...never regarded you as my mistress...You are my woman, the only one I want to love, but you always push me away...Can you please stop pushing me away?"
I... If I really love you, can you also try to love me and let me know that you have me in your heart... Can you be silly and let me love you properly..."
She could hardly believe what she was hearing...
"Are you... telling the truth? Are you... just drunk talk?" She asked timidly, fearing that she was just wishful thinking and treating dreams as reality.
He rubbed her back again, refusing to admit that he wasn't so drunk that he didn't know anything.