Looking at the snow-white ceiling, Shen Ruo said quietly: "Xiao Yang, do you know? In fact, I still have feelings for Gu Kai. I thought I didn't, but after I left him, I realized that he had entered my life. It affected everything about me...Yes, I went to see him today, and I did have the intention of starting over, but now I don't..."
She is like a turtle, timid and fragile, and will shrink into the turtle shell if it hurts a little bit, never daring to come out easily again.
She mustered up the courage to go find Gu Kai today, which was her greatest limit.
In fact, she almost gave up the idea of starting over. After experiencing today's humiliation, her only thought was to escape, as far away as possible. She no longer had the courage to face Gu Kai's gossip and face it. His cold eyes
Shen Yang looked at her, his eyes a little dim, because Shen Ruo was still attracted to Gu Kai
"Then what are you going to do in the future? Sooner or later, Gu Kai will know about your pregnancy. By then, do you think he will not have children?"
"That's what I'm worried about. I don't want to be with him, but I'm also worried that he will take the child away." Shen Ruo lowered his eyes and made up his mind: "Xiao Yang, I decided to leave here and go out to relax." Come back in a few years”
At that time, Gu Kai was already married. Even if he knew about the existence of the child, there was nothing he could do to her.
"Do you plan to never let him know about the child?"
"I'm selfish. I don't want to be with Gu Kai, and I don't want to leave the child... I can only raise the child by myself and hide his life experience..."
"Is this really the only way to get off the road?"
"Otherwise, do you think that Gu Kai won't know if you stay here? Xiao Yang, I don't want to live that kind of forced life anymore. The two of us stay together every day, but our hearts are so far apart. It's really tiring. …”
"Then where do you plan to go?" Shen Yang asked softly. He also thought it would be better for her to leave for a while.
Shen Ruo thought for a moment and said, "I don't know yet, but I can ask Uncle Ye. Maybe he has a way to hide me."
Touching the gold leaf on her neck, Shen Ruo thought, it seems that she really has to ask him for help. No one can hide her safely except him.
Shen Ruo and Shen Yang agreed on everything. After being discharged from the hospital, Shen Ruo went directly to Jinnan Mountain. There were some things that she still had to tell Ye Huanan, such as her life experience.
