Chapter 278: I Want to Say I Love You for a Long Time 2
And he just couldn't forget her. He was like a drug addict and couldn't stop lusting after her. He had to admit that he, Gu Kai, fell into the hands of that woman Shen Ruo and would never be able to escape him for the rest of his life...
Closing his eyes tiredly, he lay back on the backrest, hoping that his mind could be empty for a while and not think about the woman who made him heartache.
Seeing his frown, the driver cleverly turned on the music, hoping to make him relax. The cheerful music flowed out. Gu Kai opened his eyes, glanced at the driver, and said nothing.
The car was driving slowly on the wide road. When it encountered a red light, it stopped and waited for a while. At this time, the lyrics blaring from the stereo attracted his attention.
"...I no longer have the courage to ask you the reason for leaving. I have wanted to say that I love you for a long time, but I never did. I was not good enough to you before. I also feel very uncomfortable. I only blame myself for not holding your hand tightly. Losing
Only after I lost you did I know how important you are. It’s useless to say regrets now. Although my heart hurts, I only blame myself for not saying my love to you. Now I can’t find an excuse to say I love you. After losing you, I can’t even breathe.
It’s so uncomfortable…”
If it were before, he would never listen to such boring pop songs. Even if he heard it, he would sneer at it. But this song suddenly sang into his heart.
It turns out that I didn’t like listening to it before because I had never really loved...
He suddenly understood that from the beginning to the end, he had never loved Su Rong. He cared about her and wanted her only because he wanted to find a holy and peaceful place and couldn't get it, so he cared even more.
It turns out that it's not love, it's just possessiveness. He just wants to possess her
For Shen Ruo, it was indeed because of possessiveness and revenge at first, but he asked himself, is he just like that to Shen Ruo?
She resisted him and challenged his bottom line again and again, but he tolerated it. After seeing her ruthlessness, he felt resentment and hatred for her, but more of it was love.
If she suddenly appeared in front of him, he would definitely treat her well regardless of anything else.
Being so cautious, compromising, loving and hating, even changing yourself and lowering your dignity, there is only one explanation for all of this.
That is, he has fallen in love with her, deeply in love with her
Only after losing you did I know how important you are...
I only blame myself for not expressing my love in the first place...
