Chapter 609: Self-awareness: I will lie to you for the rest of my life
"It's because my mother told me not to hate anyone that she controls me so freely."
"She knew I had a political marriage, but she still wanted to find a woman for me. Do you think she really just hates Bertha?"
Yan Yeyi roared at me excitedly, and his hand on my throat became harder, almost making me breathless.
Ah! Death psycho, I will be killed by him sooner or later
"She just borrowed me to get a pair of eyes she wanted to save her daughter."
Yan Ye's words revived all my struggles, and Chi Wei's kind and harmonious image was turned upside down in my mind.
"She would tell your mother at first that she would take good care of you. When she knew that you knew Twelve Wang, she hesitated when you went to Twelve Wang to practice piano."
"During the competition, she mostly wanted me to hurt you and force you to leave, but because of her softness, I became more aware of how afraid I was of losing you.
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Yan Yeyi hugged me tightly again. These naked truths were like a barbed taunt at me, almost destroying my innocence every time.
Is this all true? There are so many lies in the world, who should I believe? Maybe Yan Yeyi is the one who lied to others, or maybe Chi Wei has some ulterior motives for his cruelty. These are things that cannot be misused.
treat with peace of mind
"What if you lied to me?" I closed my eyes and leaned softly in his arms.
"Then I will lie to you for the rest of my life." Yan Ye hugged me and said to me calmly.
"Well, do you still have something to hide from me?" It seems that he knows everything. If he knows too much, will he have to endure more fatigue like me at this moment?
"Yes" was a plain conversation, and Yan Yeyi answered me as always, without any concealment.
"Tell me when." I won't ask him what it is, because I won't doubt him. He must be protecting me if he hides it.
"I don't know." Yan Yeyi touched my neck that was pinched by him. It was just a distressing touch. He would not make any big show of asking if it hurt, nor would he apologize to me. Almost all the time, no matter how he hurt me, he would always
Won't say sorry to me
No matter how much he wants to express his feelings, he will never say he loves me. It's just his exclusive domineering attitude towards me.
Maybe I just like him like this, and sometimes I'm a little angry