"I don't know why this happened. In desperation, I threw you into the orphanage."
"I threw you away so cruelly just after you were born..." Mom said, holding her head and crying softly. I bit my hand, stinging my reason, and refused to allow myself to comfort her.
Blood is thicker than water, no amount of blame can equal the true love for my mother in my heart
"On the third day, I learned that he was on his way back from a business trip. I tried every means to get a newborn child in the orphanage in the shortest possible time without leaving any formalities.
The informant at the time said there were two, one was you and the other was a boy, so I said I wanted a boy.
God’s arrangement! By some chance, I managed to bring you back, but when I found out, it was already too late.” Like a story that didn’t need to be drafted, my mother told me in detail.
As for me, my heart seemed to be paralyzed. After listening to the whole Arabian Nights story, I couldn't feel any emotions. I just felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to die.
"It was worth it yesterday that I would go to the hospital for a paternity test to confirm." My mother nervously held my hand and begged for my forgiveness and understanding.
I originally thought I could respond to her calmly, but when I was about to get the embrace I had been longing for for ten years, I found that I couldn't accept it peacefully. A kind of rejection made me run away from the sofa.
"That's enough." This was the first time in eighteen years that I was angry at the woman I had always loved and respected. I pulled the muscles in my neck and roared as I walked back tiredly.
Two heart-wrenching words echoed in this living room, shattering all my beautiful yearnings for this home. Who would believe this nonsense?
"I should be happy, right? Because I have a mother, but... why can't I be happy?"
I waved away Yan Yeyi's arm that was holding me and yelled at the lost woman with curly hair. I couldn't control the excitement in my heart. I even started smashing things like that man.
"Be calm." Yan Yeyi blocked the thing I threw, looked at my hand, and immediately pressed me against the wall to stop my insane complaints.
"Go away, don't think you know me well, I don't need you, you are all liars, big liars"
I don’t know where the strength came from, but I actually broke away from Yan Yeyi and pushed him back two steps.