He dared not expect that Gao Meiren and other Korean women who could not read a word could educate children like sages, but at least, they could educate children less cruelly, right?
"My father always loved me very much. When I was a child, he would give me whatever he wanted, or even something I could not think of. He would do his best to give me. Whenever he was in Beiwudang, he would hug me every day or I had meals with me, and no matter where he went, he would take me, hunt, play, enjoy flowers, and read... Even I knew that even if I wanted the moon in the sky, he would move a ladder to pick it for me. My father often said that I would miss you very much if I didn’t see you for a day… So, my father would come to Beiwudang early every year… He has never changed to me for so many years…”
His eyebrows were locked in the dark night, as if he was confused to himself: "I thought that father should be like this to his son. But for some reason, I never had this to Xun'er, and I even sometimes I only saw him once every ten days and half a month, and I didn’t miss him when I didn’t see him. Once I saw him, I felt more and more annoying when I saw him…”
Parents love their children - this is actually the biggest lie in the world!
Not to mention the emperor, even if they are ordinary people, many people do not love their children so much. Otherwise, why are there so many abandoned children in this world? Otherwise, why are there so many parents treating their children as money trees?
Even though it is love, among the many children, there are those that are most loved and ignored - otherwise, why do so many children complain about their parents' unfairness? Otherwise, why do parents become more biased? The child they like especially , always have to be more inclined in material and mental strength?
"I can't love him like my father loved me... For a while, I thought about him carefully and felt that the more I looked at this child, it became more annoying and couldn't like him... I don't want him to be the prince at all, and I even have a terrible premonition that if these children inherit the throne, my northern country will soon be over..."
These words are the biggest secret in the heart of a lonely man.