The room was very quiet, only her trembling hands and the secret letter she was holding, but the wind made a rustling sound, which was thrilling and unbearable to see it.
She lowered her head and distinguished that she was not for herself, but for her crimes, confessed all her personal affairs, including her unfaithfulness towards another man, and used her - because he loved her, she could use him to the fullest.
Falling in love with someone is a terrible thing, which gives the other party the opportunity to hurt you unscrupulously. For this reason, you must do your best to endure it. Even if you hurt yourself so much that you are bleeding, there is no place to escape.
Just like the secret letter she controlled, or even the imperial edict he wrote in his arms that he secretly wrote - on the one hand, it was a rotten sarcoma that he intentionally or unintentionally wanted to dig out of her heart; on the other hand, it was the only good way to save his life - who is ruthless and who is the most affectionate? How can all of this be distinguished?
All around, there was a silence like death.
The secret order in her chest was pressing tightly against her heart like a mountain. After a while, Feng Miaolian felt that she couldn't breathe. Finally, she raised her head and faced the dark, strange, and complex gaze on the bed with an indescribable expression - hehe, that was Hong'er's gaze.
At this moment, the young man of that year suddenly resurrected - he was walking in the mountains and rivers of Beiwudang, under the thousand-year-old pine trees outside Xuanwu Palace, in the wild flowers by Yinyue Lake, under the golden apple trees all over the mountains... In those days when the empress dowager was relaxing, he was like this, occasionally reading and wandering around, occasionally having fun, occasionally having poems, songs and chanting with them...
"Miaolian, why is this poem you wrote today so good? Who taught you? No, I have to study harder, otherwise you will be laughed at..."
"Miaolian, it's time to shoot arrows, you can't cheat...what? Girls don't learn to ride and shoot?? You should learn..."
"Miaolian, the Empress Dowager is going to get married to us... Are you happy? In the future, you will be my queen...Miaolian, for you, I will depose that terrible regulation. Don't worry, if you become the queen, you will never die... The Empress Dowager will support me. The Empress Dowager likes you so much, do you think..."
At that time, under the moonlight.
At that time, they were all carefree teenagers. There was no stain in their lives, and their feelings were not dusty. At that time, there was no Feng Miaozhi, nor Meiren Gao, Guiren Li... There was only a pair of childhood sweethearts. They thought that falling in love with each other would be a lifelong thing...
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