Two palace maids had already supported Xiao Lian, who was crying bitterly. Her hair was messy and her clothes were half-naked. Her whole body was intact, but she didn't know why she was crying like this.
"Empress..."
"Hurry and help the empress back to Zhaoyang Palace..."
Luojia collapsed on the ground, with his eyes closed, he could still feel the light of the palace lantern. There was a figure flashing by in front of his eyes - that was his son, the child who died of suffocation just after birth.
His face - purple, with a breath of deep sorrow and death -
He killed it! He killed his own son.
Killing his son and forcing Fang Fei away, for what purpose?
Why?
"Go away, you all go away...get out...I want Fangfei...where is Fangfei...get out..."
Xiao Lian burst into tears and pushed away the palace maid who was supporting her.
Eunuch Gao hurriedly whispered: "Send the imperial concubine back to Zhaoyang Palace quickly..."
Two palace ladies caught up to her, helped her up, and walked out.
The open door brought in a gust of cold wind, and Luo Jia suddenly woke up. When he opened his eyes, he only saw a figure running away quickly in the haze. Just like her back.
Her back.
Always escaping from behind.
The back view of those many years, from a small person to a big belly - that is Fangfei, that is the concern of many years, like my little daughter, the person I love most.
Why did you run away again?
The fear in my heart, which had been suppressed for a long time, burst out completely. I was unwilling to let her go, and I never wanted her to go. However, because of the dignity of the emperor and because of my anger, I once thought, what if she left?
So what if she's gone? What does she mean?
Without her, I am still happy and happy.
Now we know that without one person, we will not be happy for a long time.
Breaking a habit will be painful and unaccustomed for a long time.
So many sweet days, stroking her belly and waiting for the baby to be born. Even if she resented her, even if she didn't tell herself about Rosemary - she didn't want her to leave.