After the pain, the feeling of joy gradually emerged.
It was like brilliant flowers blooming in my body, giving me an indescribable and beautiful feeling.
When he was about to reach the top, he hugged me tightly, buried his head in my chest, and moved his body violently.
He called that harsh name over and over again in my ears, his tone was so affectionate and nostalgic.
Lian'er... Lian'er... Lian'er...
After that night, before dawn, I escaped from his room.
Because I don't know what kind of mentality I should use to face him.
I feel so despicable... that in order to fulfill my dream... I allowed him to treat me as Princess Chulian.
I thought, if when he wakes up and finds that the person next to him is actually her...
He will definitely be very angry.
So, after realizing my dream, I started to feel a little scared.
I'm afraid that he will let me leave his side from now on because of this incident.
I can't accept the fact that he is everything to me.
If I left him, how would I live?
Everything has lost its meaning, what is the meaning of living?
Before leaving, I changed the sheets...
The eye-catching red color on it...if he saw it...he would definitely become suspicious.
He slept very deeply...
Because I drank a lot of wine and had sex so many times that I almost died.
Ever since he returned to Long Yu Kingdom and fell seriously ill, his health has not been good.
He spent too much energy today, so he was still asleep until I left.
However, when leaving, I vaguely heard him calling Princess Chulian's name affectionately again.
There was a slight pain in his heart. From beginning to end, all he was thinking about was her...
I thought he wouldn't find anything.
But it wasn't until the next day when an old nanny came to me with a bowl of medicine that I realized that, even if I tried my best to erase everything about last night, she still knew about it.
At that time, how could I, who had just had my first period, know about the changes in a man's body? They were the ones who knew best.