Forcing her to be indifferent to the one she loves whom she thinks about day and night is not a kind of torture for her.
She almost couldn't hold on any longer.
The forced indifference...is almost unbearable.
Biting her lips tightly, she turned around and took a deep breath.
She heard her own voice ringing again. It was so cold that she couldn't help but shudder. "It's impossible for us anymore. Let's go."
After saying that, his eyes became hot, and tears fell out of his eyes like broken beads.
My heart... really... hurts...
When I said this sentence, I felt as if my heart had been hollowed out all of a sudden. It was so uncomfortable.
"Xiang'er, do you hate me so much?"
Xue Mo smiled sadly, with a sad look in his red eyes, and his tall and slender body swayed slightly in the wind.
She said, it is no longer possible for us...
My heart felt like a big, long hole had been cut open.
It hurts... it really hurts...
Her words echoed in Zi Ai's ears over and over again, like a sharp knife cutting into his already scarred heart again and again.
But, who is to blame for all this?
Xue Mo, all this is your own fault.
When you protect her in a way that you think is good for her, shouldn't you think about what the situation will be like in the future?
Haven't you already fantasized about seeing each other again a thousand times or ten thousand times?
Why, now, I still feel it is unbearable.
It turns out that the difference between what I imagined and what I experienced personally is so big.
It still hurts when I think about it, but it's not as painful as it is now.
It's really, really painful.
Hearing those decisive words hurt his heart over and over again.
"No, no, I don't allow you to say such things."
Xue Mo was panicked and confused. He stepped forward and hugged her tightly, and kept saying, "Don't say it's impossible, don't say it, Xiang'er, you know how much I love you, you know.
"
He pulled her body hard, lowered his head, and kissed her lips.
How many times had I kissed her like this in my sleep?