The second encounter between Zhao Hongbing and Gao Huan was not witnessed by Ergou. Everything he knew was relayed by Ma San, who also went to visit Wang Yu at the time. Of course, Ma San's unique Haruki Murakami style made it clear
People feel that the preface does not match the verbose narration at the end, and it has a special charm.
Falling out of love can always turn a layman into half a poet or even a whole poet. Facing Wang Yu's countless polite rejections, Ma San has completely become Haruki Murakami. Unfortunately, Ma San doesn't know pinyin, let alone Wubi, and he can't recognize Chinese characters beyond
1000
Otherwise, he would come to the end of the world and post like Ergou, and maybe he would become a new admirer of China’s petty bourgeoisie. Haruki Murakami wrote "Norwegian Wood", and Ma San wrote "Sorghum in the Northeast" about sympathy.
"Earth", will definitely be able to fire
When Er Gou heard Ma San narrating this story, he was still young and ignorant, only 12 or 3 years old, but he could still read a hint of sadness in Ma San's seemingly plain tone. Who stipulates that gangsters are not allowed to be glamorous? Who?
It is stipulated that homosexual people are not allowed to have true love? Who stipulates that only educated people have the right to be pretentious?
"The day your second uncle and Gao Huan met again, that place, and those conversations, although it has been a long time ago, I still feel that it is vivid in my mind. It was dusk. That day, the leaves outside had turned yellow and fell to the ground.
underfoot
The geese in the sky are crunching in groups and flying south in groups. They are very happy. I don’t know when they will come back. The air is cool and smells of autumn. Big Brother and Big Brother (Zhang Yue) of the Red Army
) Go to the first floor of the inpatient department
At that time, I was smoking on a smoking chair on the first floor. The incandescent lights of the hospital were bright. In front of my eyes were doctors and nurses in white coats, busy pushing patients. The smell of cigarettes was mixed with the smell of medicine.
The smell, that smell, I often smelled it during the days when Wang Yu was hospitalized... I really miss that smell." Like the beginning of "Norwegian Wood", Ma San first rambled on and described the scene at that time.
, it can be seen that he is a little sad
"Are you okay?" Ergou saw Ma San like this and felt that he was very heartbroken.
"It doesn't matter, I just remembered something," Ma San said with a soft smile, a little bitter.
"..." Ergou didn't know how to answer the question.
"Some things are better off never having happened. Some people are better off never knowing each other, because once you get to know them, it will cause a lot more troubles." Ma San said while gently blowing out a smoke ring.
"Well, that's it" Ergou reluctantly said, not knowing what Ma San was going to say.
"Oh, that day, the red soldier brother and Zhang Yue walked slowly into the inpatient department, chatting while walking. At this time, Gao Huan rushed out of the door with his child in his arms, almost hitting him. "Gao Huan, you
Why are you in such a hurry?" The eldest brother of the Red Army said first, "It's nothing, the child has a fever." Gao Huan stopped and arranged his hair with his hands habitually, "Oh,
Are you okay?" Brother Red Soldier was also a little embarrassed. "I'm okay, how about you?" Gao Huan raised his head and looked at Brother Red Soldier, with big eyes. "I'm okay..." Brother Red Soldier's Adam's apple twitched slightly.
, I don’t know what he wanted to say...At this time, the eldest brother (Zhang Yue) said: "I'm going to the ward first." The eldest brother (Zhang Yue) left knowingly..."
"What did the second uncle say?"
"These should not be important because in the days that I have known Brother Hongbing, he has never looked at any woman with such eyes... This, Ergou, believe me, I am very sensitive to this.
As for me, I have always been looking forward to having such a person who can look at me with such eyes, such affectionate eyes, but,
Never..." Ma San dusted off the cigarette ashes, sighed and continued: "I think the red soldier brother may have slept with other women during the period when Gao Huan was not there, and maybe there was someone else.
Do you know? But, I think, he must have never fallen in love with any other woman except Gao Huan. He has only had this look in his eyes towards Gao Huan."
"Uncle Er, what topic did they talk about?" Er Gou didn't care about whether Zhao Hongbing had other women. He only cared about what he and Gao Huan said.
"I didn't hear too much. I think that to see the communication between two people, maybe you don't need to hear too much dialogue! You can understand it just by looking at their expressions during the conversation. What do you think? Ergou?
I said... I was very sensitive to this. At that time, your second uncle only had
Gao Huan was alone, and they found a bench to sit down. I sat next to them, and he didn't even see me. Maybe everything except Gao Huan at that time had no meaning in the eyes of your second uncle.
"Masante is delicate, even more delicate than women. She is definitely a sentimental animal. I can't accept it."
"Right next to you, you didn't hear anything?"
"I said, it's not important what they said... maybe, they didn't say anything meaningful at all. I just saw them sitting together, keeping a certain distance, and the red soldier brother was stroking him with his hand.
Gao Huan's son's head was soft, as if he was stroking his most precious treasure, and he was talking to Gao Huan softly." Ma San said with great concentration.
Ergou couldn't bear to interrupt him
"Everyone who has loved is happy, even if it hurts later." Ma San felt sad, half-lying on the sofa, "But I didn't even have a chance to love." Ma San's eyes were filled with crystal tears.
"Are you okay?" Ergou can't stand the pretentiousness of grown men, let alone the pretentiousness of gang members.
Ma San seemed to have a sore nose, and his Adam's apple grumbled several times to stabilize his mood.
"I only heard Brother Hongbing say: Do you still remember when we came here to visit Xiaoji seven years ago? Later, we had a fight with San Huzi here. After hearing what Brother Hongbing said, Gao Huan covered his mouth.
They couldn't stop laughing." Ma San continued: "But I don't think this sentence is funny at all, but they couldn't stop laughing because of this sentence. It's really strange."
After Ergou heard this, he already understood that the two people who were unwilling to break up had no choice but to separate under pressure. They met again in their hometown. After a few words about the past, the old relationship rekindled.
Later, Ergou also found out that Gao Huan's husband had always been worried about Gao Huan and Zhao Hongbing. Gao Huan's life was not happy. Their chance encounter, even if it was not in 1993, would have happened in 1994. If it had not happened in
In 1994, it will also appear in 1995. In short, as long as they are given the opportunity to meet alone, there is no need for any catalyst at all. It only takes a few words to ignite the same fire of love as seven years ago.
Their reunion was not grand at all. It was not accompanied by any major events.
God destined these two people to be together, it was just a matter of time and time. When these two people have grown from young and reckless teenagers to adults who have gone through many vicissitudes of life and have experienced ups and downs, they all know it.
What do you want, what do you want, what do you want your partner to be like?
The value of love in the eyes of people at each age is different, and the degree to which they are willing to pay for it is also different.
Back then, a few hard words from Gao Huan's mother could have made Zhao Hongbing and Gao Huan give up. But now, nothing is resistance. A marriage certificate and a child, in the face of a love that is more fiery than when they eloped seven years ago.
nothing, nothing
Although Gao Huan's husband is also very handsome, not much worse than Zhao Hongbing, and his character is quite good, he has never been able to truly communicate with Gao Huan. He never knows what Gao Huan thinks and wants.
But Zhao Hongbing understands Gao Huan, and Gao Huan also understands Zhao Hongbing
Ergou's friend Helyanwe once said: "The wrong choice in the past may not be a wrong thing. It just makes me know more clearly what kind of person I need and what kind of person I want to get, which will make me better in the future."
The choice is more correct”
In the days since Zhao Hongbing and Gao Huan got back together until now, they have always been more in love with each other than Jin Jian. Ergou thought: This may be due to the fact that they were separated before and made the "wrong" choice again.
The "right" choice is about how they know how to cherish each other after going through that period of separation.
A blessing in disguise
It is always right to choose someone who understands you and who understands you.
As far as Ergou knows, since that reunion, Zhao Hongbing and Gao Huan have become increasingly close and have frequent trysts.
People around Gao Huan said: "Why don't you give up your good husband and son, and don't give up on your good family, but why do you have to hang out with that bastard Zhao Hongbing who is known to all women and children in the city? Isn't this sick? This Zhao Hongbing
He is really not a thing. His good family was destroyed by him like this."
People around Zhao Hongbing said: "Is Hongbing out of his mind? With his fame and money, what kind of things can't be found? Do you have to find a second marriage? And with a child!"
Zhao Hongbing and Gao Huan turned a deaf ear to this. They are both people with unique ideas and it is difficult to be disturbed by other people's opinions. This can be seen from the fact that they dared to elope when they were young.
Zhao Hongbing is Zhao Hongbing, Gao Huan is Gao Huan, live your own life, it has nothing to do with others
Zhao Hongbing didn’t understand it before, but now that he is almost 30 years old, he finally understands it.
It's better to understand at the age of 30 than to never understand it all your life.