Chapter 69 I'm sorry Huo Ting'en returned to the hospital in a hurry
Gently opening the door, Lin Yao was still sleeping in the white ward. Huo Ting'en came closer with hands and feet, fearing that she might accidentally wake Lin Yao up. He sat down beside her bed and watched quietly.
Her sleeping face felt as sweet as honey when she thought about spending a lifetime with Lin Yao. It should be the happiest thing in the world to have the person she loves most by her side and stay with her for the rest of her life. Huo Tingen's mouth always smiled from time to time.
While Lin Yao was taking a nap, she always felt that there was a hot gaze looking at her. It was Huo Ting'en's gaze, so warm, loving and doting. Lin Yao knew he was coming as soon as he came in, but she didn't dare to open her eyes.
She opened her eyes to see his happy expression and closed her eyes, just to escape for a while, to escape for a while, she couldn't bear to hurt him, but the injection of his eyes was really so happy, so happy that she had to
When she woke up, she was afraid that if she continued to indulge like this, she would not be able to say that kind of thing until the child was born.
Lin Yao slowly opened her thick eyelids, her dark and bright eyes full of tenderness and apology. She opened her mouth, smiled slightly at him and said, "Why didn't you wake me up when you came?" Then she put her hands up and stood up slowly.
sitting on bed
Huo Ting'en stood up, helped her sit on the bed, put a pillow on her back, and covered her with a quilt. He felt that Lin Yao was warm enough, so he sat back on the bed and said, "Look at you.
"Sleep well, I don't want to wake you up. The doctor said that pregnant women in the first three months of pregnancy usually become drowsy. Only if you rest well, our children will be healthy."
"I don't do anything every day. I only sleep, eat, and sleep. Before the baby is born, I have already become a fat pig," Lin Yao said with a smile.
"You are so thin, I wish you would gain weight! The doctor said you are malnourished, anemic, and have low blood sugar... You have to take this opportunity to take care of yourself," Huo Ting'en said.
"Okay, you really look like my dad! You are the dignified Mr. Huo. You can scold people regardless of the occasion and fire people without any reason. Suddenly you have become so verbose and completely lost your image." Lin Yao interrupted him, "This is the legendary accurate
Dad Syndrome!”
"Little goblin, you are so kind." Huo Ting'en held Lin Yao's cold hand and said, "If you were not the one who was pregnant with my child, I would not say anything and let someone abort it because it was an accident.
He has no love! The child in my heart must be my and your child! You are my love, and our child is the crystallization of love. I will spend my whole life loving him." Why is he covered with such a thick quilt?
It's still so cold. The doctor said that A-Yao's health is not good and her limbs will become cold only when her blood energy reaches the soles of her feet and fingers. He wanted to take this opportunity to take good care of her body.
"Ting'en~ Thank you!" Lin Yao could feel the warmth coming from his hands, the thick warmth, reaching the bottom of her heart. Five years ago, she was always indulging in this kind of warmth, feeling so happy and frank.
The days of accepting Huo Ting'en's doting openly will probably be difficult to come back in the future. Although Ting'en's heart has not changed, the environment has changed, and everything has changed!
"Silly girl, I'm just thanking you. Thank you for giving me such a great gift." Huo Ting'en smiled, grinning and showing his white teeth, like a child without a heart, firmly and intently watching the happiness he longed for.
This kind of smile can only be seen by Lin Yao. He has never smiled like this even in front of Huo Zien because he is Mr. Huo and he always has to maintain a certain image in front of others.
Just seeing this smile, Lin Yao's heart became heavier. He loved himself so much, he loved this child so much, but he wanted a newbie to end his own child and end his longed-for dream. No matter what he thought, he felt that he was sorry for him.
Too cruel, too cruel to the child in your belly!
It’s not cruel to yourself to do so!
"Ting En~ I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Lin Yao took out her hand, covered her face, burst into tears, and said sorry five times in a row, but she couldn't say the following words.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Huo Ting'en became nervous. He sat close to her, hugged her and patted her shoulder gently and said, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. I'm carrying this big thing. Don't cry.
If you have anything, tell me."
After crying for a while, Lin Yao's emotions gradually calmed down. She still had to say what she should say. If she didn't say it, it would be a harm to the children, Kaijie and Aunt Lian.
"Ting'en~ I can't have this child. I can't afford him." Lin Yao said this, her heart seemed to be cut open piece by piece. It hurts. People say that the pain of separation of flesh and blood is only experienced by the mother most truly. This is not the case.
That's right
This sentence was like a atomic bomb, exploding in front of Huo Ting'en with a bang. Huo Ting'en seemed to see his happiness being shattered bit by bit, falling piece by piece in front of his eyes. He couldn't pick it up, and he couldn't put it together. He had to say
, this sentence really caught the "omnipotent" Mr. Huo off guard!
"Why?" Huo Ting'en's smile disappeared and his expression was serious. "Why don't you want my child? Why?" Huo Ting'en grabbed Lin Yao's shoulder and asked.
"Ting En~ Everyone in the world knows about my relationship with your uncle and sister-in-law! How can I give birth to your child! If this news spreads, you, me, Kaijie, and Aunt Lian will no longer have to be human beings! The most pitiable one is me.
Have you ever thought about how a child in your belly will be laughed at when he is born? I don’t want him to be looked down upon by the world as soon as he is born. If so, I would rather he had never been born!” Lin Yao’s tears once again
It pours down, like a boundless sea. The water in her eyes never stops falling from her watery eyes. Her heart doesn't hurt. This is her and Huo Tingen's child. She is right.
His love is no less than that of Huo Ting'en! But she actually wanted to cruelly kill her own child with her own hands. Her heart was like being beaten, and she was so painful that she couldn't breathe! This was the most painful decision in her life.
"Ayao, think of another way, think of another way. Don't kill my child. Do you hear me? Don't kill my child!" Huo Ting'en roared like crazy and the veins on his neck were already popping out.
When he came out, he looked at Lin Yao with stern eyes, as if she was a murderer.
Lin Yao also knew that if she told Huo Ting'en, he would not accept it. After all, this was the dream he had been dreaming about for many years. It seemed that it would come true at the next moment, but it was shattered at this moment. No one could accept it. "Ting'en~ I know you are heartbroken."
, I am also very heartbroken, but I can't let Aunt Lian and Kaijie live a life of being criticized every day just to avoid heartache. Kaijie hasn't woken up yet. If I go out with a big belly, everyone knows that this child will definitely
If it wasn't for Kaijie, there would be all kinds of unpleasant words! Kaijie and Aunt Lian are already pitiful enough, can you bear the heart to hurt them again?"
"I said, I will protect you, Kaijie and Aunt Lian. This has nothing to do with our children! The children are innocent, don't even think about killing him." Although Huo Ting'en knew that what Lin Yao said was true, he
, I really can’t stand to watch my child die!
"Ting En~ Do you think I want this? But if I don't, I don't know what kind of turmoil it will cause. If only a little bit of the handle falls into the hands of someone who is interested, then the two of us will definitely be pushed out of the limelight. I
It's okay to suffer with you, but Aunt Lian is just an ordinary old man. She can't withstand so many storms. I don't want her to be looked down upon and laughed at even at her old age." Lin Yao endured the heartache and told the truth.
Looking at Huo Ting'en, his expression seemed not as hard as before. Lin Yao continued: "Ting'en, you and I owe Kaijie and Aunt Lian too much. If it weren't for us, Kaijie wouldn't be like this.
, Aunt Lian’s life is definitely not like this! You just have to bear the pain and give up her love in order to repay Kaijie’s kindness.” When she said these last few words, she could clearly hear Lin Yao’s heartache twitching and her cautious words.
It sounded like if she breathed harder, her heart would turn into a pile of powder and disappear in the wind
"Ayao, take good care of yourself first. Let me think about it again. Maybe there are other ways. Don't sentence our child to death so quickly. It's unfair to him!" Although Huo Ting'en has a expressionless face,
His blood was red, but his mood had eased a lot. He knew that what Lin Yao said was true, but it was really difficult for him to agree! Even if he was ruthless, he would not be ruthless enough to kill his own child with his own hands, let alone the child he had been looking forward to! First, let him
Lin Yao calmed down and thought of a way. As a man, he not only has to protect his children, but also his women! Why do things that are so easy for ordinary women become so difficult for Lin Yao?
If you want to protect Lin Yao, you have to give up your child. If you want to protect your child, you will hurt Lin Yao. Isn't there a way to get the best of both worlds?
"Ayao, please leave these problems to me to think about, okay? You can take care of yourself and stop crying. Go to sleep for a while. I'll sit here with you and eat with you later." Huo Ting'en helped Lin Yao lie down on the bed.
He said in her ear, "By the way, I forgot to tell you. I went to see Kaijie this morning. Professor Fu Qiu said that Kaijie's brain nerves were much more active, which is a good sign. He told me that once he
He also saw Kaijie's hand moving, although it was only once, but this strengthened his confidence in curing Kaijie." Seeing that there were still tears in the corners of Lin Yao's eyes, Huo Tinggen suppressed his emotions and tried to find some happy topics to talk about.
listen to her
"Really?" Lin Yao burst into laughter, "This is really good news. Does Aunt Lian know about it?"
"I know, Aunt Lian was there when I went to see Kaijie. I told her that you were overworked and were recuperating in the hospital. She was worried about you." Huo Tinggen wiped away the tears from the corners of Lin Yao's eyes with a tissue.
"You didn't tell her~" Lin Yao hesitated before speaking.
"No!" Huo Ting'en answered directly
"That's good." Lin Yao smiled gratefully at him. Huo Tingen was really a roundworm in her belly. She couldn't hide anything from him.
"Ayao, if Kaijie wakes up, we have hope. Don't be discouraged. There will always be a way." Huo Ting'en's words seemed to comfort Lin Yao and himself.
"Well, I'm a little tired, I'm going to take a nap." Lin Yao said softly while lying on the bed. The waterfall of crying just now made her eyes feel tired and heavy.
"Okay, sleep, sleep well, I'll guard you!" Huo Ting'en kissed her forehead gently
Lin Yao closed her eyes with peace of mind and gradually fell asleep. No matter what happened tomorrow, she felt at ease and happy at this moment because he was still there to protect her.