Chapter 72: The cold wind howled in the dark night, and the Land Rover roared on the endless highway!
With the headlights open, I kept looking at the endless darkness, as if I was determined to shine a ray of light at the end of the road. Under the surging power of the engine, this dark green Land Rover ran tirelessly.
, as if trying hard to run to the end of the road
It wasn't until the gasoline indicator light came on on the car's dashboard that Huo Tinggen found a gas station and refueled.
Then, he got off the highway, got on the highway again, and drove the car back to Jiangchuan in the opposite direction and at the same speed.
An hour and a half later, Huo Ting'en finally drove the car back to the villa
It's getting late, the people in the villa have gone to bed long ago, and the villa is dark
Huo Tingen turned on the light, took a bottle of foreign wine from the table, opened the cork of the bottle, and slowly poured the amber liquid into the crystal cup.
This golden, shining color makes people feel very warm in this cold winter. This color immediately reminded Huo Ting'en of Lin Yao's smile.
When I think of Lin Yao, my heart feels like a thousand silver needles pricking me together. This pain is not as sharp as a knife cutting. When one thousand silver needles prick my heart, there are a thousand holes. Where does it hurt and where does it not hurt?
It’s not that far off, but this is what really hurts! And the pain is slow, faint, and dull, but you can clearly feel it every time you take a breath, and your heart is full of needles.
Among the existing methods, apart from using the power of alcohol to relieve this pain, Huo Ting'en really can't think of any other way.
Huo Ting'en holds the crystal glass in his hand, his refreshing hair looks a bit messy, his melancholy eyes look blankly at the liquid in the glass, and the corner of his sexy mouth raises a self-deprecating smile.
He laughs at himself and laughs at himself, who is he? He can't even protect the woman he loves most, and he can't even protect his own child. He is really unworthy of being a human being, let alone a man!
He blames himself. He blames himself for being sorry for his children, sorry for A Yao, sorry for Kaijie, and sorry for Aunt Lian. If he hadn't been so reckless and hit Brother Baoyu five years ago, Kaijie wouldn't be like this now, and he and Lin Yao wouldn't be like this either.
No need to face such a difficult and cruel situation
The man didn't shed tears easily. Even though Huo Ting'en was heartbroken, he didn't cry either. It's just that his smile was uglier than crying. He had been taught since childhood that no matter what trouble he had, he had to endure it. He was the only male in the Huo family and he had to bear it.
He couldn't cry over the Huo family's century-old legacy!
Huo Ting'en thought about it, and suddenly raised his fist and hit his heart hard, as if it really hurt, and he wanted to make it painless, or maybe he was just punishing himself, beating himself as hard as he could.
I was so engrossed that I didn't notice at all that outside the villa, the headlights of another car were shining in from the outside.
Huo Zien walked into the villa, only to see Huo Ting'en beating him desperately and running over and said, "Ting'en, what are you doing? Are you planning to harm yourself?"
"Sister, don't stop me. This will make me feel better." Huo Ting'en raised his blurred eyes and looked at Huo Zi'en and said
"What's going on? Why did you drink so much!" Huo Zien looked at him. He was disheveled and smelled of alcohol. The Huo family was famous for being clean. If there wasn't something really sad, Ting En wouldn't let him go.
Looking like this
"It's just that it's none of my business, so I'm sad." Huo Ting'en's voice was filled with sadness. He picked up the wine glass, took another sip, drank the wine in one gulp, and then picked up the bottle for himself.
Have another cup
"You will drink yourself to death if you drink like this. Tell me what you have to say." Huo Zien couldn't bear it. He could not bear to belittle the members of his Huo family. No matter what happened, he would go forward and take on the responsibilities bravely. No coward would choose to escape. She believed it.
Huo Ting'en didn't try to escape. What was it that made him so sad?
"Haha, hahahaha" Huo Ting'en suddenly laughed like crazy, this laughter broke the silent cold night
Listening to this laughter, Huo Zien felt heartbroken. At this moment, Huo Zien really wanted to tell him to stop laughing and just cry to feel better. But she knew that the men of the Huo family would not cry.
The laughter stopped. Huo Tingen spread out on the sofa and said in a hoarse and decadent voice: "Sister, you know, I have a child. Let's drink to congratulations on having a child." After that, he poured out the wine in the glass.
Drink it all
"Ting En, stop drinking." Huo Zien took his hands and tried to grab the wine glass in his hand.
Huo Ting'en turned away and poured another full cup for himself
"But why, I can't watch my child being born, but watch him die. Sister, tell me, I am rich all over the world, my family is prominent, I am high, I am admired by thousands of people, but why can't I even see my own child?"
What's the use of having these enviable titles even if you can't protect them! These things can't even buy a child's life." Huo Tinggen filled his cup again, and the contents in the cup were emptied again.
"Ting En~ This, is the child Lin Yao's?" Huo Zien is also quite smart. There is only one woman in this life who can make Ting En so sad. It's not difficult to guess.
"Well, I can't protect her, and I can't protect my children. I'm really not worthy of being a human being," Huo Ting'en said with a self-deprecating smile.
"Before she was a married woman, it was indeed difficult to give birth to your child. If the news leaked out, she would be drowned in so much saliva." Huo Zien calmly expressed his doubts.
"Sister~ Do you think, like Ayao, that this child should not be born?" Huo Ting'en looked at Huo Zien with a sad and desperate look.
Huo Zien was thinking that it would be better not to be born now. At least, if he wanted to protect Ting En and Lin Yao, he would have to abandon this child. But looking at his eyes, Huo Zien suddenly couldn't bear to say yes to him.
When Huo Ting'en saw that she was silent, he poured himself another glass of wine and continued: "Ayao, she said she wanted to protect Aunt Lian and Kaijie and give up this child. I know she is great, but how can she bear it? Is her heart so broken?
Doesn't it hurt? Huo Ting'en shook his head. He drank so much after another drink. From his throat to his stomach, the strong alcohol burned his body, as if it was going to burn him to ashes. He didn't mind, but he was heartbroken anyway.
Got it
"Ting'en~" Huo Zien called him gently, held his hand and said, "Ting'en~ can you listen to my sister? When it comes to pain, Lin Yao's pain is definitely greater than yours."
"She is determined to kill my child. How can she be in more pain than me!" Huo Ting'en yelled.
"Ting En~ We are connected by flesh and blood. Lin Yao is the mother of the child. Which mother would be so cruel as to do such a thing? If so, there must be a reason why she must do this. At first glance, Lin Yao seems to be trying to protect her husband.
With my mother-in-law, it seems to be to protect herself, but don't forget, if your affairs are exposed, the first person to be injured will be you. She is also protecting you. She has such good intentions and would rather endure the pain of gouging out her heart.
She also wanted to do this. She was abandoning her car to save her handsomeness, minimizing the damage and taking the pain to Ting En alone. You shouldn't blame her for being cruel. That child is really growing in her body.
Ah, her feelings are more real than yours, and her pain is naturally more than yours. Even if you are in pain, it is not one-tenth of hers!" Huo Zien told Huo Ting'en earnestly about Lin Yao's situation.
Huo Ting'en seemed to have been poured down by a bucket of cold water from Tianling Gai. He suddenly woke up from a dream. He was frozen in place, neither drinking nor talking. His mind was full of Lin Yao.
Seeing that Huo Ting'en relaxed a little, Huo Zien continued: "I found that Lin Yao is really great. She can follow you without hesitation when you are desperate. She can marry your brother without leaving when he becomes a vegetative state."
In order to protect the person she loves, she can resolutely choose Lu Ting'en in such pain. Seriously, sister, you have to cherish this kind of woman. Even though we can't be together legitimately now, you have to insist, sister. I believe that one day,
The sister you will be with will always support you." Huo Tingen paused, took a sip of water and then said: "Sometimes to protect her, you don't need to do anything for her at all, just give her firm support when she makes a decision.
Give her a shoulder to lean on when she's tired, that's enough."
"Sister~ If it hadn't been for what you said tonight, I would still be blaming her now. I'm still not qualified to be her man. The thing happened to me. I only thought about myself and didn't think about her situation at all. Her feelings were difficult for her.
She still wants to protect me. She is so thin, why does she always carry so many things alone?" Huo Ting'en was still sad, but he no longer blamed Lin Yao for being cruel. She was talking with a glass of wine, her eyes empty and unfocused.
"It's good that you know. If you really want to abort the child, let me arrange it. Don't let too many people know about it," Huo Zien said. "I can't help her. I can only help her reduce her pain in the process. It's so pitiful."
, not only her heart hurts, but her body also hurts. God is so unfair to her."
"Thank you, sister~" Huo Ting'en said in a hoarse voice
"Silly~ you are still saying this to me," Huo Ting'en said, "go wash up quickly, go to bed early, and go to Lin Yao early tomorrow. She still needs you very much now!"
"Well, by the way, sister, what are you doing in the villa so late?" Huo Ting'en just remembered to ask this question.
"I'm here to stay overnight!" Huo Zien replied
"Didn't you cheat on the president in Liyun? Is your stay uncomfortable?" Huo Ting'en asked
"Mom lives right across from me!" Huo Zien said
"Oh~ I understand~" Huo Ting'en gave her a very understanding look.
"Let's go up together, wash up well, sleep well, and go to see Lin Yao in high spirits tomorrow. The sadder you are, the sadder she will be. Since you feel sorry for her, hide your sadness." Huo Zien pulled Huo Ting'en away.
go upstairs
Huo Ting'en nodded slightly and walked upstairs full of sadness and helplessness.