Jiang Chengtao didn't know the reason behind it. He really thought it was a gift after Zhou Susu took the initiative to kiss Xia Ziyang. After all, it was proved by photos. When she heard it from her own words, the jealousy in his heart became even stronger. He hugged Zhou Susu and said,
He cried heartbrokenly: "Don't say it, don't say it anymore!" Jiang Chengtao couldn't stand Zhou Susu saying good things about other men, and he couldn't ignore the uneasiness and jealousy that arose when she talked about taking the initiative to kiss other men.
Jiang Chengtao used his actions to block Zhou Susu's small mouth that kept opening and closing, lest he would spit out things that would make him even more unacceptable; at the same time, he also tried to use his own deep kiss to kiss away the red lips left by other men.
Taste and invisible traces
When both of them were almost out of breath, Jiang Chengtao reluctantly let go of Zhou Susu's beautiful red lips.
However, fear surged into Jiang Chengtao's heart again. He was horrified to find that Zhou Susu, who was always fascinated by his kisses, was actually looking at him with clear eyes at this time, and was even able to keep herself and him close without leaving a trace.
A certain distance, rather than weakly sticking to his arms
"You discovered it!" Zhou Susu looked at the flustered Jiang Chengtao mockingly, with a faint smile on his face, but it didn't reach his eyes.
"Susu! Don't do this to me!" Jiang Chengtao used his trembling hands to hold Zhou Susu into his arms, so that there was no longer any gap between the two of them, and said in a panic: "Susu, please don't do this to me.
cruel!"
"Do you want to know why I am no longer influenced by you?" Zhou Susu looked at him with a half-smile and asked.
"No!" Jiang Chengtao rejected her proposal without hesitation. He knew that the answer would be absolutely lethal without guessing, so he would rather not know the truth because he didn't want to face it. As long as he didn't face it, he wouldn't be so heartbroken.
"But I want to say it!" Zhou Susu looked straight into Jiang Chengtao's eyes, her voice was a little sour.
"Susu! Susu, my good Susu! Please stop talking..." Jiang Chengtao was so shocked by the humiliation and grief in Zhou Susu's eyes that he couldn't move and could only call her name over and over again, trying to stop her.
"That day, as soon as I rushed out of the restaurant, I felt as cold as if I had fallen into ice water, but there was still a glimmer of hope in my heart, hoping that you would chase me out, but you didn't."
"I stood in the corner and kept telling myself that you were just mad at the moment and couldn't help but comfort me. When you calm down, you must still feel sorry for me. Thinking about it now, I was really ridiculous at that time.
You have said so absolutely, yet I still have hope for you." Zhou Susu smiled mockingly to herself.
"It wasn't until I watched you considerately help the lady get into the car, and let her kiss you again, that I had to face reality. What a ridiculous woman, right?" Zhou Susu asked with a wry smile.
"Susu..." Jiang Chengtao opened his mouth, but he could only utter these two words.
Zhou Susu actually didn't want him to answer, and continued on her own: "At that time, I had been standing in the corner looking at you. As long as you turned around for a moment, you could see me, but you didn't. You never looked back until then.
I just realized that there is no me in your heart at all. I hate you and don’t want to love you anymore, but unexpectedly I find that I can’t stop loving you. As I walked, I happened to pass by a duck shop, and I suddenly remembered
What I said!" At this point, Zhou Susu's eyes were filled with confusion.
"No, no..." Jiang Chengtao clenched his fists sadly and said, "You can't ruin yourself like this, not even for revenge, I won't allow it!"
"No, it's not to get back at you, but to make myself forget you completely, to make myself give up." Zhou Susu calmed down at this time, "I have always wanted a home, a home of my own. At the same time, I also
I firmly believe that as long as I can wear a pure white wedding dress and marry my beloved man innocently, he will definitely give me a warm home."
"Although I gave you my innocence in advance, I still want to believe that you will marry me in the end and love me forever, because you were my most beloved man at that time." Zhou Susu paused and laughed at herself: "Look
I was just being sentimental, because that day, you actually told me in person that you were getting married, and the bride was not me. Only then did I realize that you had never had me in your heart.
Just toying with me”
"Susu, I love you, I really love you!" Jiang Chengtao finally couldn't help shouting, "I have always loved you, and I have never played with my feelings for you, never, not even thinking about it.
I’ve thought about it, you have to believe me!”
"It doesn't matter!" Zhou Susu's nonchalant look made Jiang Chengtao even more uneasy, "That day I stopped in front of the duck shop, but I found to my disgrace that I actually still had a glimmer of hope for you in my heart. In order to completely forget you, I made up my mind.
, walked in, booked the most popular young man in the store, and went directly to the hotel to book a room..."
"Susu, please stop talking. It's all over, everything is over. I don't care. Really, I don't care at all!" Jiang Chengtao said pleadingly. He didn't want to listen anymore. Now he felt
My heart was about to be torn apart by Zhou Susu's words.
"But I care. His skills are very good. He made me burn while I was lying motionless on the bed. His hands touched my whole body and he worshiped all my skin with his lips." Zhou Susu felt that she was thoroughly dirty.
"He used his tongue to completely wash away the traces you left on my body, and also made me completely give up my heart and thoughts about you!"
"Stop talking, stop talking! Susu, please stop talking, please stop talking." Jiang Chengtao was so heartbroken that he shed tears. Only then did he realize how badly he had hurt her, "Susu, let's get married."
, we will get married immediately, and I will leave my traces and smell on you again."
"Having lost my innocence, I no longer dare to dream of marrying you, and I am no longer qualified to marry you. Do you know why I want to take away my child? Because I am an orphan, and I have lived in the ridicule of others since I was a child. I don't want to have another child.
Being an illegitimate child makes him, like me, unable to hold his head up for the rest of his life." Zhou Susu's tears flowed down her face uncontrollably.
"Susu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Jiang Chengtao hugged Zhou Susu tightly, buried his head in her hair, and shouted sadly