Getting along day by day, embracing each other night by night, he felt like a child who accidentally stole candy, stubbornly and carefully guarding the secret, recalling the sweet taste over and over again in a corner that no one knew about.
He thought that their life would continue like this, but he forgot about God's prejudice against him.
How can he have the right to make his wishes come true?
To this day, he still remembers the feeling of being suffocated when he saw Deng Rui and another woman hugging each other on the same bed.
Then he turned around decisively and left
He thought he was strong enough and cold enough, but the moment he turned around, his face became wet.
He really thought they could go on forever
Even though there were few people in Jiacheng who didn't know about the romantic deeds of the eldest son of the Deng family, under the other's focused gaze, he really thought that they felt the same about each other.
If it was interest at the beginning and moved later, then in the end, Xuanye really fell in love with him, Deng Rui.
Love, hehe, he never thought that he would encounter this thing.
Before he had time to feel its taste, he and he ended up in such a hasty process.
Betrayal, what a vulgar reason!
He couldn't remember whether it was the old man or the man who gave him life who said, "Betrayal is everywhere, it just depends on the chips."
Is it everywhere?
For the first time, he found it ironic
It turns out that he who is ruthless can be worthy of the word passionate
In this confrontation between the two, it was he who was left to suffer a devastating defeat.
Seeing the other party struggling to defend himself, seeing the other party show off his cards at home to express his determination to be with him... He suddenly wanted to laugh.
In fact, he is really heartless
When Deng Rui was forcibly sent to country M by his family, he deliberately wore the clothes he bought to see him off. Of course, he was not alone. There was also a man in his arms who was definitely no younger than the eldest son of the Deng family.
He has never been a generous man
Cold-blooded, selfish, and vengeful
He looked at that heart-wrenching face and the color suddenly disappeared, and he actually laughed, just like the way he whispered in the other person's ear after having fun every night, except that the object was changed to the person with the same name in his arms.
A man who doesn’t even remember
He thought that was all. He had long looked down on love, so why did he have to fight over it?
My throat is itchy so much. If the wind blows outside for a day in winter, you will definitely get retribution.
He stopped talking, just hugged the person in his arms intimately, and then watched the other person slowly walk away with a half-hearted smile.
After returning home, he fell seriously ill. He found that the hard shell he had built over the years had lost its effectiveness due to this illness.
He couldn't bear to stay at home, even in this city
This is the place where he and he left too many memories
He will think of that warm body in bed, he will think of the instruction to "come back early" while working, and even on the road, he will think of the days when the other person dragged him around with a camera.
He never thought that one day he would leave the Xuan family in a panic and confusion.
At that moment, he suddenly understood the connivance of the woman who gave birth to him to that man.
That woman, who was as beautiful as a flower, who had the brains to live a good life, was willing to become a grain of sand, a humble and inconspicuous grain of sand, for the sake of the man who lost the prince's scepter.
He thought that if it hadn't been for the drunken man's attack on his mother who was pregnant with his sister, maybe the woman who always smiled at him and said, "Your father just drank a little too much" would have stayed in that small place.
Ventilated place
Even though he understood his feelings for that person, he never thought of becoming someone like his mother.
There is no word love in his dictionary, and he will not regret his choice
Since you can betray now, what about one year from now, two years from now, or even when the years are gone?
After all, even if he had feelings for the other person, he still couldn't open the lock hidden in the most secret place in his heart because of what happened back then.
Deng Rui's betrayal can even be said to have occurred with his acquiescence.
Based on his years of management in Jacheng, how could he not see the desire in that woman's eyes?
After all, he still gambled and lost miserably.
He found that he had overestimated himself in the end, and not everyone could afford the big gamble.
Sometimes, it is easy to do something impulsively, and even the action may have ended in the heat of the moment, but the consequences of impulsiveness are not something that anyone can bear.
Just like him...even if he had a few thoughts running through his mind before it happened
That person, and even himself, lost in the chess game played by the invisible hand
And he couldn't escape even after Deng Rui left.
I left the city where I had been living, but went to the city where I gave birth to the other person.
He turns out to be far less strong than he thought
He said to himself, everything about you is new here
Here, you can expand the territory of your career; here, you can be more aware of the latest medical advances in this country; here, you can work hard to hide that person in your heart
Maybe, many years later, you can still be in the mood to let another person intervene in your life...
Repeating it in his heart over and over again, he didn't know whether such hypnosis would work, so he could only do it as hard as he could in order to return to the past.
Back to the way I used to be, with a smile on my face and a cold look in my eyes
Slowly, he found that he had finally regained that calm mask...
In addition to hearing the news about that person unexpectedly, or the songs they had listened to together... there would also be cracks in the mask that tightly wrapped the heart.
And he is already very satisfied with this result.
Yes, satisfied
He felt that he was very happy compared to the woman who even lost her life for a man - his mother.
It was only after meeting Deng Rui that he understood that sometimes peace is also a kind of happiness
Even if this calmness is forced
He thought that his life would be so plain or even continue quietly, and that one day he would be able to put on his mask when he heard the news about that person, and he would return to the small town, where the Xuan family took root...
But he forgot how much God loves to "joke" with him
He never thought that he would suddenly see that person
It's still a banquet, it used to be Jacheng, and now it's Yancheng. Should he say that their fate started from just playing around?
He still remembered the dazzling moment that made him even forget to look back.
He returned with a more brazen and wanton look than before, as if the previous betrayal had never existed... His heart suddenly tightened when he thought he would not be hurt for the other party.
He wanted to pretend not to know each other coolly, and tried his best to do so
But he didn't expect that the other party would actually walk straight towards him
Such a familiar and intimate tone, such shining earrings competing with the lights...
He suddenly felt resentful. How could this person be the same as before?
Even though he knew in his heart, knew about the return of the other party, and even had some vague guesses about what would happen when they meet.
But he never thought that their reunion would happen so unexpectedly, which made him mistakenly think that the indestructible body he had achieved over the years was like a joke.
That person still followed him home
This made it impossible to wear the calm mask he tried so hard to maintain at the banquet.
Sharp and vicious, he tries his best to spit out words that may cause pain to his opponent.
He said that he has always been a cold-blooded, selfish and even vengeful person.
Why can't that person bear his pain?
And the other party also lived up to his expectations.
A gun, a gun pointed at him
He felt strangely excited about the other party's unchanged temper, even though the gun that could kill him was pressed tightly against his body.
He thinks maybe he really has a mental problem?!
How could he be a normal person with that man's blood?
"You can't threaten people just by leaning forward with a gun. I'll wait for you to shoot!"
He actually said such a sentence and had no regrets about it
These years, he thought he had successfully returned to his former self; these years, he thought he was happy as the Xuan family's territory expanded; these years, he thought hugging could warm someone without having to have a specific partner.
…
When he met the person in front of him, he realized that he had been unhappy all along
It turns out that he has never forgotten...
It's not like they haven't had quarrels before, over positions, big or small things in life... But he never thought that one day the other party would point a gun at him.
He could not hide the viciousness in the brows of the person in front of him since he entered the banquet, but he did not expect that the other person would actually carry something that could kill someone.
He didn't know what the other party had experienced in country M over the years, nor did he know why a person who had been exiled by his family became the head of the Deng family...
It turns out that they have all changed
The man who was once indulgent and melancholy, yet seductively beautiful has long disappeared in the past years, and he is no longer as "soft" as he was then, and his heart has long been as cold as stone.
That person couldn't pull the trigger on him that didn't take much effort.
"I haven't made any progress at all. Are you happy?"
Such sarcastic and mean words made his inner excitement reach a point where he could not suppress it.
They fight with each other, tit for tat, and then do AI
He felt that even if he had to die in the next second, he would be willing to
He was almost ravaging the body of the person in front of him, showing no mercy at all.
Like irrational beasts, their figures were closely intertwined on the floor, on the sofa and even on the coffee table.
He has never realized so deeply what the other person means to him.
This person, this person who had disappeared so neatly from his life for many years, turned out to be still there, in the deepest part of his heart.