Chapter 72 Some injuries cannot be escaped and cannot be avoided
Until the two separated that day, Zhang Xiao could not give Cui Hao an explanation.
It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s that I can’t open this mouth.
Can he tell his buddies that the Zhang family has offended someone and is in such dire straits that he, the head of the family, needs to betray his lust?
He really can't say it
After returning to the apartment, Zhang Xiao took off his tie and ran straight to the bathroom.
In fact, he doesn't like wearing suits. In the past, it was because he wanted to go against the old man. He dressed up all day like a hen according to the old man's words. Later, it was because he had not forgotten the most expensive woman Li Yan.
The suit was bought by the other party by selling his blood.
Somewhat irritably, he pulled his hair
How long has it been since he thought of that woman?
In fact, even if he saw the other party's betrayal with his own eyes, he still had some doubts in his heart.
The woman who never abandoned him when he was alone actually chose to cheat on him when he was gradually taking root in Yancheng.
He didn't know if this was human nature, he just thought it was ironic
Lying on his back in the bathtub, Zhang Xiao frowned and closed his eyes.
He was wondering if he had done too much in the past, and that was why he was suffering these retributions now.
The cycle of cause and effect, something he had always scorned, now made him feel uneasy.
His family agreed that it would be just him and the old man, but if not, at least they would have no worries about food and clothing.
He once put all the blame on the old man for his mother's death.
In fact, over the years, even if he deliberately ignored it, he could not forget who forced him to go out in the first place.
He still remembers that it was a weekend
He and his mother packed up and waited for the old man to come back before setting off to the amusement park together.
As usual, the temporary old man called them and told them that he would not be able to come back because of something.
And he specially prepared a surprise for the old man today.
At that time, he was full of grievances. No matter how much his mother coaxed him, he still insisted on going to the amusement park.
In fact, he was curious about that place, but not to the point where he had to go.
He just wants to prove that he is still loved by others
At least, my mother won’t be like the old man
The final result proved that he was indeed a treasure in my mother's heart.
Mother went out with him
However, because the three-person party suddenly turned into a two-person party, he didn't say anything, but he clearly felt a little unmotivated when he acted.
In order to coax him, his mother decided to buy him his favorite strawberry ice cream.
If he knew what would happen later, he would never let his mother go, even if it cost him his life
But, he doesn't know
Sitting on the merry-go-round, he waited until the sun was almost setting, but did not wait for his mother to come back.
At that time, he was still complaining that his mother had accidentally forgotten him, thinking that he had made such a noise that her mother would definitely abandon him. When he was the only one sitting on the merry-go-round, he finally couldn't help but burst into tears.
Zhang Xiao stretched out his arms to block his eyes. Some memories were hurt in the first place. He didn't want to think about them, but he couldn't forget them.
He remembered that he saw his mother later in a place full of disinfectant.
How could they cover their mother with a white cloth? You know, my mother always likes to see people beautifully
How could his father not allow him to see his mother? You know, if he hadn't shown up, his mother would have been by his side all the time.
He didn't understand what death was at that time. He just listened to doctors and nurses talking about death. It was pitiful and he knew that he would never see the person who put him at the top of his heart again.
He didn't cry, he just clamored to see his mother. He felt that as long as he lifted up the white cloth, his mother would smile at him.
However, he did not lift the white cloth after all
When he woke up again, there was only the old man beside him. He had red eyes and looked tired.
At that time, he was full of panic and clamored to see his mother
And the old man talked to him so seriously for the first time. His mother left and would never come back. From now on, he and the old man would have to live together. How could this happen?
How could the mother be willing to give up?
He still remembered the old man's expression at that time, his red and fierce eyes, his chapped and tight lips, and his yellow complexion. He was suddenly afraid.
Even if he usually dislikes the old man and always scolds him with a straight face if he doesn't do this well or that well, he still knows in his heart that the old man cares about him.
The child is even more sensitive. He knows very well that the old man's kindness to him is far less than the kindness to his mother.
Even if he didn't understand the concept of death, he knew clearly what he was about to miss when he was so provoked by the old man.
And he tried his best to resist
At that moment, he hated the old man
If the other party didn't suddenly break up the appointment with a phone call, how could the mother leave?
In fact, as he grew older, he also realized that something was wrong with his thinking.
However, he couldn't bear the fact that he was the culprit.
That is his favorite mother!
When he got older, his relationship with the old man became worse than a stranger.
At least, strangers don’t always glare at each other when they meet!
As soon as he came of age, he left the home that became more and more intolerable to him.
Soon, he met Li Yan
In fact, if Li Yan had appeared later, he didn't know whether that woman would hold such an important position in his heart as she did then.
Until now, he still can't explain how he feels about Li Yan.
The feeling or responsibility made him keep this woman who wandered with him in his heart.
In the following three years of getting along, they shared their joys, sorrows and joys together.
Even the habits of both parties
What's the use of thinking about this now?
Even if it's not pure love, he still cares about that woman, otherwise he wouldn't look like a dying coward when he sees her having sex with someone else!
If he hadn't gone back that day, maybe he wouldn't have had the entanglement or regret of the past three years.
"Qin Zifeng", Zhang Xiao whispered softly
The water was already cold, but Zhang Xiao still lazily didn't want to move.
If his encounter with Li Yan was just an accidental crossing of the right time, what about him and Qin Zifeng?
Li Yan, they spent three years building up their bond, but it ended with one person betraying them.
Qin Zifeng, when he thinks about their encounter, he still thinks it's ridiculous.
In fact, isn't this how he and Qin Zifeng get along?
He may even feel unreal. With such ups and downs, can their relationship really go on?
What's more, that person actually said that it was love at first sight for him
He is not one of those little girls who are addicted to love novels, nor does he think that decadent old men in the dark are worth watching. He has never even thought that one person would die for another person...
What should he do to the other party, and what should he do to himself?
Zhang Xiao smiled bitterly and stood up.
In fact, what's the use of thinking about this? Right now, he is still looking at Xuanye's eyes!