It wasn't until late at night that Ayano picked up the phone
At that time, he was still thinking whether that person was back to his old ways and got stuck in those high-end clubs and came back.
But I never thought that the result might be like this
"At 7:30 in the morning, there was a car accident..."
He muttered what he said on the other end of the phone, but he didn't know what he was talking about.
He hung up the receiver mechanically and sat there for a long time before he remembered what he should do now.
And, what do you mean by what you just said?
He didn't even put on a coat, so he ran downstairs in single clothes. It wasn't until he got in the car and was on his way to the hospital that he had time to process the news he heard.
It was also at this time that he discovered why the person on the other end of the phone who provided the information was hesitant.
Green taxi, at 7:30 in the morning, at the intersection of Weiguo Road and Jianshe Road...
He has never hated himself as much as he does now. He prayed, prayed that God would not treat him like this.
Even though he knew there was little hope, he still repeated to himself over and over again, it would definitely not be so cruel, it would definitely not be so cruel...
If it was really him who made that person lie in the operating room with his life or death uncertain, how should he face the other person, and how should he face himself?
He still remembered how proud he was when he got rid of the following car, and even watched with admiration from the rearview mirror as the green color hit the guardrail.
He clearly remembered the dull but unignorable "bang" sound
"Don't do this to me." When he tasted the astringent taste in his mouth, he realized that he had actually spoken out the prayer deep in his heart.
His face was wet. Did he cry?
If he really harmed that person, how should he go to the hospital to see him?
What was he doing when he was lying in the deformed car with uncertainty about his life and death? He was driving so fast just because he was unhappy with another person's appointment.
When he was taken to the hospital by a kind person, what was he doing? Drinking with another person amidst the gentle music of Lan Yujiu
What was he doing when he was letting those cold instruments go in and out of his body in the operating room? He was complaining about his homelessness at home.
How could he? How dare he?
I have never hated myself as much as I do now
He always thought that it was understandable for people like them to despise human life.
Yeah, why should you care?
After seeing enough of greed, indifference and selfishness in human nature,
I have never complained about my own self-righteousness as much as I do now.
"The person who is truly cold to the core turns out to be me."
Xuanye remembered what the man who gave him life once said, "The blood of the Xuan family has always been cold. Now that I see you being so kind to your sister, it reassures me."
At that time, a man in his prime who was suffering from illness almost lost his human form. Lying on the bed would even make people think that the bed was empty.
And just two days later, the man who had led the Xuan family to a new level left.
It was also at that time that he made up his mind to make the Xuan family a first-class family.
Not for the man who was tortured in the hospital bed for a whole year, but for a woman
A woman who left his life when he was a teenager
his mother
In fact, the acquaintance and love between his mother and that man can also be worthy of the term "lng comic" often mentioned in TV dramas.
The man was originally the son of a wealthy family, but during his studies, he fell in love with a woman from an ordinary family and even left the family for her.
The story does not end here. Once the prince loses the kingdom, he will not even be as happy as the beggar.
Quarreling, scolding...even staying away from home for the whole day
What was once love now looks more like a joke
But the woman still persisted stubbornly until the man came back drunk one day and punched and kicked her while she was pregnant.
At that moment, her heart died
The next day, the woman put on the best clothes she could find and went to Xuan's house
She knelt for a whole day, holding on to her five-month-old belly, and finally got the promise from the head of the Xuan family to let the man return to the family.
And he was left there
Now, he still remembers the woman's back that staggered like an old man when she left.
And besides watching her walk away step by step, he could do nothing else.
A nine-year-old child in such a family has learned a lot, a lot
He knew that only by staying there one day could he take back the woman, his mother, openly and let her no longer have to work hard.
He has never said a word that he likes a woman. Now that he thinks about it, in her impression, he may be different from a mute.
Every time a woman quarrels with a man, or every time a man makes a move, he is actually afraid of it.
When he was very young, he would cry, move forward, and even wonder why his parents were not like others.
They are family, aren't they?
Gradually, after being injured again and again, he learned how to stand in a dark and easily ignored corner as quickly as possible without saying a word.
Such days continued until he went to the Xuan family. His grandfather, the head of the Xuan family at the time, sighed after seeing his weak and thin appearance, and then began to teach him personally.
He still remembered what the old man said when he met him on the first day. He said that from today on, he is a man and must bear corresponding responsibilities while enjoying the protection of his family.
After saying that, the old man seemed to have lost all his strength. After a long time, the other party waved to him and asked the waiter to take him away.
Later, he learned that the first lesson the old man taught that man was also responsibility.
However, that man, that old man's only child betrayed his family
Ironically, the man who ran away for love did not find this place until five days after the woman sent him to Xuan's house.
Drunkly shouting to get his wife back, the man didn't even show the slightest respect to the old man.
That is the man’s father!
Also, how could he ever be respectful to men?
The acquired man did not stay at Xuan's house, even though the old man relented because of his promise to the woman.
It was half a year later that he saw that person again
It was also the first time he saw his sister and his mother's ashes
Like any tramp, the man's clothes are torn and dirty, his hair is tangled into a mess, and his face has lost its original color.
In his arms he held a small swaddle, a swaddle made of shabby but clean cloth.
For the first time, he impulsively ran forward without even looking at the old man in front of him.
It was also at this time that he noticed the baby's abnormal skin color and lip color
Such a small ball, when it cries, it doesn't even sound as loud as a cat meowing
It was only when he got closer that he realized she was crying
This is her sister, the sister who can even kill her if she cries.
The man woke up to his mistakes, returned to his family, began to take on his responsibilities, and even worked harder than anyone else... But what's the use of this?
Mother, the woman who would protect a man when he attacked him, will never come back
My sister, her body is weak because she was not well cared for in her mother's womb, and she cannot run or jump like a normal person.
And when he looked at the man with tears streaming down his face facing the old man, he suddenly wanted to laugh.
If this is the price of a man's growth, he would rather the man never met his mother, that soft but strong mother
If I had known it earlier, if I had known it earlier, I would have kept this man no matter what half a year ago
He would rather the man who gave him life would always be such a bastard than face the man who has finally grown up, the small box that carries his mother's life, and the sickly sister who doesn't even know when she will leave.
He began to study harder, and his motivation at that time was actually to be strong enough to drive that man out of the house.
And when his mother left, although she hesitated, she still told him that it was her debt to take good care of the old man for her.
At that time, he didn't understand what he meant
For the elderly, not to mention taking care of them, he even thinks that it is good not to stab him when he is capable enough.
If it weren't for each other, mother and that man could stay here, and maybe they could live happily if they lived a prosperous life.
If it weren't for the other party, how could his mother be separated from him? He didn't think that a person who could be so cruel to his son would be kind to him.
It wasn't until he grew up to the point where he could no longer be treated with random violence that he realized that he was wrong, and how wrong he was.
The old man has dedicated his whole life to his family, but death is the only
He never thought that there might be something fishy about the old man's death. At that time, he looked at everything the other party did with colored glasses. How could he wonder how his always strong body could suddenly collapse?
Everything is for his sister, the sister who cries less loudly than a kitten
The moment he learned the truth, he wanted to cry, but found that there was not a single tear.
He thought that he was really an unfilial person, both to his mother and the elderly.
Only then did he understand what his mother was saying.
She took away the old man's only son, but after her love died, she came to the old man for help, and even entrusted him to the old man.
yes, entrust
He always thought that his mother's departure and his stay were all due to the old man's request. Later he realized how wrong he was.
When the old man left, he or his sister didn't even hear him or his sister call him "Grandpa"
Ever since he stayed at Xuan's house, the old man had never asked him to call him "Grandpa", and he would not take the initiative to mention it.
A strange but polite "Sir" kept calling the other person until he left and left this world.
It was only later that he learned from the retired housekeeper who had been with the old man all his life why the old man had never raised any objection to such an unfamiliar title.
The other party feels that he is not worthy and does not deserve to enjoy the title of "Grandpa" which affectionately represents the unbreakable bond between relatives.
An old man whose parents died young and his wife left early adopts the traditional stick method for educating their children.
The man's departure left an indelible scar on the old man's heart, causing him to reflect on himself even when he left. He even made his grandchildren call him "Sir" like a self-abuse.