Qin Zifeng didn't know that he was self-defeating, or that Zhang Xiao's reaction was always slightly different from what he expected, but...
Qin Zifeng's eyes dimmed. He didn't pay attention to Zhang Xiao's hand moving behind his back. In other words, he hadn't completely freed himself from the erratic feeling at this time. The pain in his body had exceeded that limit and he felt numb. However,
He was rational but not asleep, reminding him that if he didn't want to faint suddenly, it was best to let the hand ring the bell go.
Besides, he still has something to explain clearly to the other party at this time.
"Zhang Xiao, you know I will never let go if you stay."
The silver thread when the two separated was still there, but Qin Zifeng's tone did not fluctuate at all, and there was not even any warmth in his eyes.
As if he wanted to give everything he had to the other party, Qin Zifeng continued: "I'm not a good person."
These words in a flat tone made Zhang Xiao suddenly think of the word "all in all". He still remembered that the old man was annoyed by his younger self's questions and gave him a perfunctory explanation, "You will never be familiar with this word in your life. Then
It’s the decision to abandon everything you have.”
Zhang Xiao smiled, feeling overwhelmed by his inappropriate memories at this moment.
However, who said that you have to find a good person to be with him? He has never been a good person. Like, isn't it that sometimes impulse becomes a habit?
"So what? Qin Zifeng, I think we still have a tacit understanding to find a good person. Do you think we can find him in today's society?"
Zhang Xiao obviously said this with a smile, but Qin Zifeng didn't feel anything soft and closed his eyes. Qin Zifeng let his tired body lie down on the messy quilt.
In fact, when he was waiting for Zhang Xiao's answer, he was not nervous. In other words, he never thought about saying the above words. What he clearly wanted to say was that he never bothered to be anyone's substitute in the end...
Suddenly he felt very tired. He didn't know whether he was disappointed or more surprised.
Clearly deciding to let go, clearly deciding to find his old self, Zhang Xiao gave a response that was not a response, and those determinations were immediately like bubbles in the sun. The higher they rose, the more miserable they were when they shattered.
And once the foam turns into scattered water vapor, those real moments come back, and the colorful light seems to have never existed in the distance. Just like the wound caused by being shot, the white bandage cannot hide the smell of blood.
For a moment, neither of them spoke anymore
The footsteps were getting closer and closer, but neither of them responded.
Qin Zifeng lay with his eyes closed, as if he had fallen asleep
Zhang Xiao stared at Qin Zifeng with a straight face without blinking.
After Lan Chen smelled the faint smell of blood, his expression changed almost instantly, and he walked quickly to the hospital bed, completely ignoring Zhang Xiao at the bedside.
The blue and white striped hospital gown has been rendered with large swathes of gorgeous flowers. The face of the person with his eyes closed, soaked in the owner's blood, can be described as pale as snow, and even his lips have no color at all.
"Do you want to die?" Lan Chen almost trembled as he turned his fist towards Qin Zifeng and hit the bed hard.
He immediately set his sights on Zhang Xiao, and the ferocity in his eyes almost burst out.
Zhang Xiao didn't seem to notice this gaze, and all his energy seemed to be focused on Qin Zifeng.
His brows were furrowed tightly, his lips were almost tensed into a line, and his eyes were focused on Qin Zifeng's face for a moment.
However, it makes people feel like he is looking at something else through the other person.
Those eyes are so dark, they are obviously wide open, but it makes people wonder if anything can be reflected in them.
Qin Zifeng never looked at Zhang Xiao again since he lay down on the bed. After listening to Lan Chen's words, he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh halfway.
"You smoke?"
It was obviously a normal sentence, but Lan Chen shuddered.
Almost reflexively, his eyes wandered unconsciously
"Pumped a little", he hadn't looked at Qin Zifeng when he said this
"Yeah", Qin Zifeng responded lightly, his mood was obviously not high, and the tiredness in his words could hardly be concealed.
And this moment reminded Lan Chen of what he was doing, "Boss, think about it, can we do it?!" While complaining like this, Lan Chen's movements on his hands were very gentle.
But when he touched the bright red bandage, he couldn't help but darken his face.
He didn't look back, but pointed clearly and said, "Idle people are waiting to avoid this." His voice was so cold that it almost froze.
Zhang Xiao glanced at Lan Chen, and then turned his attention to Qin Zifeng again. He seemed to be asking himself or Qin Zifeng or Lan Chen again, "We are waiting, huh?"
"Don't worry about him." This sentence seemed to take all Qin Zifeng's energy, and he immediately closed his eyes.
Lan Chen held the hand tightly on Qin Zifeng's chest, but quickly released it to deal with the cracked wound, even sparing Zhang Xiao a glance.
Since the boss can't let go of this person, naturally his subordinates can't move, but it doesn't mean that others can't.
"Lan Chen, take care of yourself," Qin Zifeng said lightly, not knowing whether he felt Lan Chen's ups and downs in his mood.
He did not open his eyes, and his words seemed to have no strength due to his own condition.
Lan Chen obviously paused for a moment, and then replied almost stiffly: "I know, if this is the boss's order"
Except for the sound of Lan Chen treating the wound, the room was quiet.
Qin Zifeng seemed to be asleep, slumped in the somewhat messy quilt, breathing steadily. Lan Chen even wondered if his young master had a different sense of pain than ordinary people, but he pursed his lips when he saw more and more cold sweat on his forehead.
After Zhang Xiao came in from Lan Chen, except for saying a word so as not to go out, Zhang Xiao never spoke again. He stared intently at Qin Zifeng, who was like an unconscious broken doll under the guy named Lan. For the first time, he wanted to witness
What, even if we have to face the bloody things that we had avoided before