Yan Ting's mouth opened in a shuddering manner. Today is the prince's wedding. Since he instigated the prince to find another concubine, it seems that he needs to reflect more...
"Yu'er"
As soon as Long Xiaoxuan arrived, he opened the door and barged in. His shouting also woke up Lin Zhiyu who was on the bed.
When Lin Zhiyu saw the visitor, she thought she was dreaming. She tried her best to soften her eyes before confirming that it was Long Xiaoxuan who came to her.
Wasn't he supposed to be in the bridal chamber with Princess Yanran at this time? Why did he come to her again? Because he didn't light the lamp, Lin Zhiyu didn't see the expression on Long Xiaoxuan's face clearly at this time, but just vaguely felt that he
I have something to say but don’t know where to start
Lin Zhiyu stood up and wanted to light the lamp, but as soon as she stood up, she was suddenly hugged by Long Xiaoxuan
"sorry Sorry!"
He was too careless. He should have thought that she would misunderstand. He had never thought of confessing to her, and even asked everyone who knew about it not to reveal a word. But now, he knows that this will make her feel uncomfortable.
He loses her faster
Lin Zhiyu thought about it in his mind, and gradually figured it out. Yan Ting should have told him about her asking about Rong Yu'er. Then, when he said sorry at this time, he admitted that she was really just a substitute.
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"I'll light the lamp first!"
Lin Zhiyu said lightly. She didn't know her current mood, but she clearly heard a breaking sound in her chest. She took away his embracing hand, picked up the fire folding bag on the table, and lit the lamp.
If she had already decided, why was she still so heartbroken? Why did she feel like the sky was falling when she knew he had always treated her as a substitute, but after hearing it with her own ears? Lin Zhiyu lit the lamp very slowly, but she quickly
Hiding the stinging pain in her eyes, she didn't turn to Long Xiaoxuan with a smile until the moisture in her eyes finally receded.
There was a moment of guilt in Long Xiaoxuan's eyes. He didn't know how to explain it. In fact, even he himself didn't know if he was confused about their feelings.
"Yu'er, I,,,"
Long Xiaoxuan wanted to make it clear, but he just opened his mouth, but there was no follow-up.
This was the first time that Lin Zhiyu felt such an atmosphere, familiar yet unfamiliar. Long Xiaoxuan's rare courtesy made her feel that the distance between the two of them was stretched far, far away.
"It doesn't matter!"
Yes, what does it matter? The first time I was liked by someone, I traveled across the entire universe, but it was just a substitute. It doesn't matter if it's sad. Who said that when the flower of love blooms, it will be permanent? It doesn't matter if it hurts. It can help her relieve her body.
The pain! It really... really doesn't matter!
"Actually, I admire you very much. Your love for Rong Yu'er is infatuated and dedicated. I don't blame you. A person will become a substitute only if he is not good enough!"
Lin Zhiyu said softly, and then smiled with relief, hoping that Long Xiaoxuan would not blame himself for this. She was just an experiment, and there would be no difference if she was used as a substitute again.
"Yu'er, don't be like this. I never really thought of you as a substitute, I promise!"
After hearing what she said, Long Xiaoxuan became anxious and blurted out without thinking, he really didn't want to lose her, and he didn't want to lose her either!
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but I'm sorry not because I used you as a substitute, but because I never told you about Yu'er from the beginning. Yu'er is indeed the woman I once loved deeply. Yu'er died 2 years ago
, I just don’t want to keep mentioning it. Although you and Yu’er look the same, I always regard you as you, Lin Zhiyu!”
Long Xiaoxuan's words shocked Lin Zhiyu even more: Rong Yu'er is dead? Why did Long Xiaoxuan say that Rong Yu'er was dead?
"You said she's dead?"
Lin Zhiyu asked, could it be the queen's fault again? She suddenly felt that this possibility was very high. Rong Yu'er had been hidden by Liu Xian'er for so many years, and false news about her death was also created? She
I don’t understand why Liu Xian’er insists on doing this. Long Xiaoxuan is her son, isn’t it? Why does she try so hard to stop her son from marrying the woman he loves? Is it because she wants Long Xiaoxuan to marry a woman?
A woman who satisfies herself as a wife?
If this is the reason, Lin Zhiyu finds it incredible, or Liu Xianer is a very selfish person. This kind of character makes her willing to sacrifice the happiness of her own son for her own goals.
Long Xiaoxuan saw her confused look, so he briefly told the story of his search for Rong Yu'er and the last news of Rong Yu'er's death. His relationship with Rong Yu'er was very simple from the beginning. They only wanted to love each other.
And love, I thought I could stay together for a lifetime, but in the end it ended like this. Every time I think of it, Long Xiaoxuan still feels his heart aching.
"Why are you so sure that the body is Rong Yuer's?"
The real Rong Yuer is not dead, so the corpse Long Xiaoxuan mentioned cannot be Rong Yuer. In addition to destroying the appearance of the corpse, Liu Xianer should also need an item that they can recognize.