Children from poor backgrounds will always achieve independence and maturity much faster than those from better-off families.
When I was five years old, I helped my family with the housework. When I was six and a half years old, I went to school. I got a hundred points in two subjects every semester. After I was promoted to junior high school, I took on heavier farm work while not falling behind in any subject. I was admitted to the county's top school with excellent results.
A good high school, but because she had no money, she chose a second-class high school. The reason was very simple and straightforward. It provided her with free tuition.
Same hard work, same top results
In June two years ago, her performance was stable and she ranked among the top ten in the county. Key universities were beckoning to her. However, she chose to study at an inferior junior college because of the tuition fees. She had so-called government rewards and school
The bonus given was enough for one year's college tuition, but she was sensible and gave the money to her family. Her mother wanted to buy medicine, and her father...had not had a good meal for a long time.
In her view, you can get ahead even in junior college! As long as you work hard and study your major well, you will definitely be able to earn a high salary and lighten the burden on your family like those beauties sitting in the office on TV!
However, the ideal... should be that the beauty of imagination and the cruelty of reality coexist. After two years of hard work in college, I am about to enter my junior year and then work in an internship unit... there is no future direction at all.
She is a lark that flew out of the Noon Mountain. After putting on clean clothes, she is more attractive than the girls in the city. But she does not have a boyfriend, because the suitor's gorgeous clothes make her insecure. This feeling is more
Comes from her inferiority complex about herself
She is a very strong girl, and she is also a normal girl with vanity that can lead to envy. When she sees her classmates who are worse than her and not as beautiful as her, they can all hand out a bag of cards and live in a very big house. She
Sometimes it feels unfair
In March of this year, she put on a black dress that looked like a mature woman and attended a party full of wealthy people. Although she did not become the center of attention that night, she received many compliments.
After being frightened and timid, she fell in love with being flirted with by flirtatious young men, as if she were a princess that attracted everyone's attention.
She began to walk out of school every now and then, and only in the middle of the night, tired and smelling of alcohol, would she return to her dormitory in an expensive car wearing beautiful clothes, brand-name bags, brand-name clothes, and glittering necklaces. She began to have
Gorgeous and beautiful white silk gloves tightly wrapped her two slender hands, but they could not smooth the calluses in her fingers for a while, making her cry again and again behind the glitz. No one understood her fear. She was afraid that she would not be able to work without a trace.
Although she has a good job, she is afraid that she will not be able to share the responsibilities for the family. She is afraid of seeing the disappointment in her parents' eyes, so she has to work hard to save money, even if she is criticized...
Like many girls who hang out in luxury clubs, she maintains a peaceful life on weekdays and does not let others disturb her daily life. The difference is that when other girls show off their worth to others, she still works hard.
Reading books, my grades are still among the best in my major.
However, there is no such thing as a free lunch. When you gain something, you will always lose something... But whatever.
Huo Meiling didn't wear makeup today. A small bottle of cosmetics was enough to cover her monthly living expenses in the past. She was reluctant to use these cosmetics. She gritted her teeth and bought them, just like she couldn't trap a wolf without her children. Only
Only her beautiful appearance can attract bigger employers for herself. For example, at a party a few days later, someone offered her 20,000 yuan to be a female companion. 20,000 yuan was the money her father saved after not eating or drinking for a year.
Huo Meiling walked out of the school with two heavy economics books. These two books were borrowed by Huo Meiling from the city library not far from the school.
"Huo Meiling!"
When the girl wearing wide glasses and holding a book was thinking about the troublesome theories in the books, a sudden voice from the side startled her. Huo Meiling turned around and looked at it, at a loss for a moment...
Under the sun, the dazzling light of the ninety-nine roses was suffocating. Huo Meiling knew the boy holding the rose. He was a student in the next class. His grades were not very good, but he could attract many people in the stadium.
The little girl shouted and applauded. I heard that her family was also well off and she was very popular with the girls in the next class.
The boy saw Huo Meiling froze on the spot, and stepped forward like a fairy tale prince charming. He knelt down on one knee in front of the princess. This girl met all the requirements of a princess in his heart. She has a beautiful face and excellent qualities.
With excellent grades and a comfortable elegance, at least in the eyes of boys, the only gratifying thing about attending this school is meeting this girl. It’s like a fairy tale, but that’s what he thinks!
"Huo Meiling, can you be my girlfriend?"
There are no lingering words of love. Although the boy read the soft love letters written for him by his dormitory buddies over and over again in his mind in the morning, he can't remember them now.
Huo Meiling opened her eyes wide and looked at the boy lying on one knee under the roses. The beauty of this picture was exactly the same as her childhood fantasy. Maybe the other person was Prince Charming, but she was not a noble and beautiful princess.
Sniffling and holding her eyes, Huo Meiling laughed softly. The sound of a lark made the boy feel that the sun was no longer bright.
"Sorry, I can't accept it"
This was not a proposal, it was just a pursuit of a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, but the princess in her heart did not show any emotion, and chose to refuse without any hesitation. Even the fellow students who gathered around her in twos and threes did not even have time to coax her.
Rejected? The boy's handsome smile was a little stiff and he was unwilling to accept the pain of a young man. His confession was rejected!
"I..."
I want to keep the princess who wants to stay, but I want to take steps to walk away. I want to explain how beautiful and generous she is in my heart, but the boy's chest is severely blocked.
Huo Meiling, who moved her gaze forward, paused for a moment after taking two steps, but this pause was only short-lived. She diverted her gaze away from the roses that made her heart beat faster, because the romance of the flowers made her suffocated.
"I'm sorry, I'm not a good girl"
...
Many people saw this scene of being rejected. Some people gloated and laughed at the misfortune. Some people looked at the video they secretly shot and giggled secretly. Some people smiled and watched indifferently in the hot air.
"Qian Mo, were there tears in Huo Meiling's eyes just now?"
The sound of the Santana engine replaced the chirping of cicadas that was absent in this city. Xiao Li compared the photos in his hands. In the photos, the woman speaking on behalf of the freshmen on the stage was Huo Meiling.
Qian Mo looked at the woman walking away alone holding the book, and then glanced at the boy who was still kneeling on one knee and failed to express his love. The smile on his face was not a smile for the other person's failure. Qian Mo felt that most of life was like this.
Life is full of flavor. It used to be monotonous. Unfortunately, this monotony will still accompany you. However, it is a blessing to see the various aspects of other people's lives.
"The sun is glaring and the glasses are reflective. How can I see clearly?" Qian Mo reached out and touched the cigarette case in his trouser pocket, but still gave up the idea of smoking: "But I saw how moved she was to cover up her shortcomings, and, that
A feeling of regret for doing something wrong.”
"Haha, I almost forgot, you are half a psychologist and half a physiognomist." Xiao Li laughed, walked around the front of the car and sat in the driver's seat: "Come on, let's go see if Huo Meiling sheds tears."
, If it bleeds, you can treat me to a meal, if it doesn’t... I’ll treat you.”
It is a very unethical behavior to make a bet with other people's pain. Qian Mo is not troubled by this aspect. He nodded, but what he wanted to say in his heart is: If you let him go, you can stay. If he doesn't, I won't force you to stay.
...
Life is a drama, we get together because of fate
This sentence really deceived many people! This sentence made many people no longer believe in fate!
Huo Meiling has always pretended to be very good, but a slight feeling of depression pops up in her heart from time to time, and she will think about how many people she has met from elementary school to now? But where is the fate? Now, Huo Meiling
There are only five classmates in the contacts on the mobile phone, and they are only related to each other in the contact book.
'You endure it quietly, holding yesterday tightly in your fists. The sweeter the memories are, the more hurtful they are, and the more they leave dense, deep and shallow cuts in your palms! 'You are not truly happy.
, your smile is just a protective color you wear. "You decide not to hate, but also decide not to love, and lock your soul in a body that is locked forever. The world laughs, so you laugh together in a group!"
When survival is the rule, not your choice, so you walk with tears in your eyes, wandering and stumbling. "You deserve real happiness. You should take off the protective color you wear." Why should you be punished if you lose it?
Well, can you just let all the sadness end at this moment and start living again!" Huo Meiling's thoughts were confused because of the boy just now. The small ringtone of the small mobile phone hanging on her bracelet rang for a long time, but she didn't listen.
By the time she came out of her thoughts, she had already finished singing her favorite ringtone. This song would make Huo Meiling cry, but the more she cried, the more she listened to it.
Survival is a rule and not your own choice!
Huo Meiling opened this exquisite mobile phone, which was worth half of her tuition fees. It was an extra reward she got after attending such a party for the first time.
Huo Meiling hesitated for an unfamiliar non-local number. Maybe the song was a bit heartbreaking and she didn't want to listen anymore, so she answered the call.
"Miss Huo, I wonder if you are free tonight?"
As soon as I put the mobile phone to my ear, I heard a man's voice. There was no stranger's tone. It was like friends inviting each other to dinner. The other party knew their names, but the voice was something I had never heard before.
Huo Meiling agreed
ps: This chapter is for a friend of mine. Things in novels on TV sometimes come to reality. I hope she has a good life.
The lyrics are "You Are Not Really Happy" by Mayday. I hope this is not a rule of survival but your personal choice.
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Writing a novel requires a lot of energy. Now, when I am working, sleeping, eating, and spending time with my family, I need to set aside about three hours to straighten out the plot, code words, and correct typos. There are only twenty-four hours in a day. Sometimes I feel that it is not worth it. It’s not worth it. Fortunately, I chose to persevere rather than give up.
This book, which I don’t know whether it’s passed or not, has almost reached a million words before I know it. The new year will arrive in two days. I will talk about my feelings after reaching the million words. I will no longer wish you well in the next period of time. Happy holidays everyone.
Humans, when we look forward to beautiful fairy tales, there are inevitably real sad stories. It is impossible for us to turn back time and change things, but I am willing to reverse these one by one in the book.
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